DecemberFlower

Why couple of no self glimpses arent enough to awaken from dream?

Non duality is radically different from solipsism.Solipsism is talking about only finite limited ego mind existing while non duality is pointing towards unlimited consciousness

What was the hardest part in the journey for You to realize Yourself?

@Highest Then you definitely deserve what you realized

How long did you practiced self inquiry till realization occured?

This is interesting.Why body anxiety still happens if you broke mind identification after all mind and body are connected and influence each other dont they?

Yeah until you get it you wont be motivated enough at least that was the case with me.As i said stick with your meditation and inquiry and do it every day.If you will be persistent it will happen dont worry.Sorry to hear that but you need to realize you cant allow other people to form your self image and worth.Dont accept everything negative you hear from others.She told you that but you dont need to believe it. Find your good aspects and use them to beat the issues you have.

I think you have issue with your self esteem.Work on that first:) Start slowly you dont need to rush with enlightement work.Stick with your meditation and inquiry habit and dont grasp too much on results.Did you had a glimpse of no self maybe? What is your issue with girls? How much dating and relationship experience you had?

What you suffer from? Maybe you should work on some aspects of yourself in different way not neccesary through enlightement work..enlightement doesnt fix all your issues

Why you want enlightement?

Sorry for my ignorance but what is actually a Tier 2 company? Whats the difference between ordinary company and that one?

From my understanding Leo and many teachers speak about opening ourselves to not knowing mind because it opens us to be more curious about life and inner growth.Life is a very chaotic and you never know what is going to happen tomorrow or by engaging in certain situations and activities.Embracing confusion is seen as having a great value to us.However it seems to me like we are fighting against something very natural to our mind.Like the need to go eat when we are hungry or drink when we are thirsty.My mind struggles hard with that notion about embracing confusion in life.Isnt being certain in what we want in life and in knowing our values and strenghts a good thing?

@Mu_ Thanks for clarification:) Lets say i understand what you are trying to convey to me but on intellectual level only..it seems to me like my mind is yet too much clinging to its "knowledge" to allow for experience to happen.More belief deconstruction is needed But when you say its similar to no mind or lead to no mind do you mean its compared to certain type of feeling like what you say anxiety or is anxiety just a defense mechanism of mind grasping to security when you enter the not knowing state?Is it a specific state of mind which is immediately obvious when it happens?Like when it hits you there is no doubt its happening thats what i mean

Does the recognition of not knowing in direct experience feels similar like no self insight?I mean when you really get and understand on deep level that you actually dont know there is no doubt in that insight or its just like a thought story your mind creates to amuse itself?I am asking because its always possible mind will deceive myself into believing that i got into some state of not knowing instead of actually experiencing the insight.After all not knowing is a state of mind isnt it?

@Leo Gura Yep thats what I am lacking right now..too little life experience to put pieces together properly and too much information and theoretical knowledge

@Highest Are you conscious of being God every moment of your daylife or you still operate under ego point of view?

Whats the difference between actual full enlightement where wheel of life and death is "escaped" and mahasamadhi where enlightened being consciously leaves the body?

If it is everything then it is not only formlessness but form also isnt it? If its everything then its also no-thing since there is no difference in reallity

@SQAAD Why you watched such videos?

Since there is only infinity and infinity doesnt exclude any possibility it should be possible

Asking question who am I mechanically wont do it..you need to find the source(Awareness Consciousness) from where thoughts arise..its subtle and busy and restless mind veils it hard Another way to explain is to find that "feeling" of just being just existing..feeling of I am and stay there as long as you can Good luck:)

You are not alone..i sometimes do that also as a form of meditation/inquiry..to be as awareness "watching" my face in mirror:D

Great explanation

Thank you for the clip So the point is that surrender can never be done by effort? Even effort to drop the effort has to be dropped

Have you done fasting before? I have never done it but 31 day seems way too much and extreme and it isnt even advised before some medical examination