Galyna

@Emerald Wilkins@Pinocchio

Hey Guys (Emerald and Pinocchio), Thank you very much for your responses, it is greatly appreciated, really…. I am so happy and grateful to Leo for creating forum for us, because it feels definitely much better, knowing that there are so many people asking same questions. For Emerald: After so many times of "masturbating my mind", I really do not know any more, I am in this state, where it feels like, I truly do not know what’s going on here. But I still want to ponder about it, my mind does. For Pinocchio: Yeah, I am trying to contemplate on time quite often, lately I came to the conclusion, that even “Now” is not the right word for something that’s going on in this Time/ Space Reality. Feels like “Now” is only a definition and is defined by Past and Future, what gets us in the trap. We should come up with a new word, lol , because "Now" is just an extreme of past and future words!!!

Also, I get that there is no me, I still can not bring this puzzle together. I am not real, other people as well, nobody is going to die, this is all Illusion. I am confused.

Emerald, I remember I talked to Chuck Hillig, (" Seeds for the Soul" ) his famous book. And I asked him: " How real other people are?Are they just my illusion?" He said: " You are a dreamer within a dream, none of you is real" Please explain to me, when have time, of course Does it mean that I am the only Real Consciousness within this Time/Space Dimension? If I die, the world is going to collapse? I know it is a stupid question, but it is so freaky to understand that I am the only "Real" here..... Once Leo replied me to seek Enlightenment to answer this question. Thank you, Dear

I had the same question before. You sound very reasonable, but....you still do not get one main point: "It is not up to you to decide whether to live like a chimp or Buddha" What is the point to convince you or argue about it? It is not up to you. So relax, and live your normal life. Take life as it is, if it happened that you want to go further, it would happen, if not, no point to worry. "Everything just happens." But remember, thinking that you in control will make you suffer!

I wish it would be that simple

You got it :). But the good thing is that you are staying involved, keep that fire, really, it will lead you to the right direction if you would keep investigation. All the time when reacting on something, ask "why", it will help you to stay conscious.

why 100 years? What about DMT, just watched this video last night and got curious

He is not the only one who says so, all people that go that direction have the same tendencies and views about it. But that is no so important. The important thing is why does it make you so upset towards these statements? Go and look inside yourself, why are you not in sync? what exactly makes you depressed or angry? Who cares what Leo or other people say, in the long run it is your Reality and it is up to you what to accept. But let me tell you this, if something really bothers you in others, it is not them, it is YOU! You will have to pull it from your subconscious level and work with you till you burn it completely. It is not easy, I know, my physiologist sometimes tells me stuff and I reject it immediately, after sometime, I would admit he was right. It just so hard to accept it right off the bat. "I also don't understand why he has such a depressing view" - again, that is not him being depressing or something, it is YOU who takes it this way. For example, when I join his club, I felt very inspired. Work with your reality, seriously....your reality is a direct reflection of what you FEEL, BELIEVE,PERCEIVE. People, things, events are exactly what you feel inside. Be very attentive to every feeling and emotion, they are going to be your guides of what you need to work on.

Well, he is straight forward and very honest, but please understand it is not Leo who makes you feel skeptical, what you feel toward him is just your PROJECTION. Maybe you do not like it because on the deep level you understand and feel that he might be right! Take it this way, why would you care so much to stay on this forum and prove other people that he is dogmatic? IF you feel that it is not YOURS, just leave it..... why staying here and battling about it, spending your time and energy? Life is too short for this..... sorry for being rude, again. I feel comments like this also makes me aggressive. I will be honest, I need to work on it, I know.

What really helps me is TO OBSERVE my thoughts very carefully, being like a thoughts keeper, I am trying to turn my whole attention on the thoughts. Trying to get rid of them makes it worse, though. Just look at them with your "fully opened eyes" and here comes a miracle, when you actually awaiting for the next thought to appear, your mind get confused and slows down, because you turn all your attention on the thought production process.

He is just passionate about it, that is all....Yeah, he might not be so laid back like other people who gained it already. But it is all good. It is just a part of his personality and he is not dogmatic at all. He mentions all the time not to trust his words, but do the job on your own. How can it be dogmatic?

I am very sorry for being rude, I do not want to hurt your feelings, but reading your comments makes me feel your aggression toward this whole topic, really. I am sorry! But maybe something is bothering you on the deep level? what is it? I just wonder who or what hurt you inside that you feel bad about Enlightenment? I am trying to be friendly.

Interesting . I love it...

Hello guys, Would you be so kind to share your stories about situations where you were about to die but survived. What I really would like to know is consciousness behavior at that moment of danger and self-perception. Lots of people say that they see some fragments of their life, others say that time slows down. How does it feel when you know that the Reality, you got used to, might collapse at this very moment? Thank you very much. P.S. Sorry if my question was too straight forward, did not mean to hurt someone's feelings. Just realized that for some people it might be very sensitive topic.

But of course, we can NOT trust any science because it is not a direct empirical knowledge, but Quantum Physics and Mechanics have some good points on time.

There is no time, scientific world is screaming about it. Watch youtube videos about quantum mechanics, they are my favorite

Where am I? okay this question is very freaky and scary for the ego, because sometimes I feel like I will be taken to mental clinic and that is why I can not go further. I am really scared to damage my psyche. Lots of people here and on other forums advise how they experience really mad conditions. Some of them share pretty crazy stories. Is there any mild way to do this?

Thank you very much for your answer Also, that video about "How To Become Enlightened" is my favorite one, I re-watched it about 10 times, returning myself over and over to the present moment by cutting past and future, it is really very very powerful video. Thank you. For me it works better than self-inquiry.

Leo, would you be so kind to explain here what stands behind the word " Awareness"? What is Awareness? Is it a sensation of Reality or it is a Knowledge? If it is a Knowledge, does it mean that Information "aware" if itself? I am not talking here in the context of human awareness, more universal. Sorry for the silly question.

Leo has video about it. Look here: http://www.actualized.org/categories/enlightenment

@MartineF Thank you for your answer I hope you feel better right now and completely healthy.

"Why not just play the game of duality for the little time we can?" You do not really know how much time you have for playing. Might be one year, might be 50 years. "There will be plenty of time left to enjoy the abiding non-dual awareness after the body's death i guess" Again, you do not know what is there after you die. Time is an illusion, you is just illusion, who would be pursing this after death?

Guys, we have to understand one IMPORTANT THING here! It is not up to YOU to stay or leave the park!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Understanding that we are not really in control is a huge step forward. If you want to stay in the park, stay in the park, do not kid yourself, you should not force yourself. If you feel like you want to enjoy life, go and enjoy it, just be honest and do not cry AFTERWORDS. Take the responsibility for your chose. Be honest. In the long run, there is no such thing as "right decision".

Once I was told by the person, who had experience to become Unity, experience in meditations , that it is thousands of times more pleasant than any orgasm on Earth.