Galyna

@Leo Gura That is what I wonder the most, if I have a kid one day ( because I am not ready now, mentally) how deep into illusion it will throw me back. Being married is one thing, but having kids is completely different story.

@99th_monkey It is hard to talk about it because you can not really describe it with the words. @Leo Gura feels like you are trying to push so hard for something that is already there. Sorry for the confusion, I have cognitive dissonance when talking about this to someone. Thank you, guys!

@Leo Gura Leo, thank you so much for your response, I do appreciate it. Don't want to sound like smart a..s, but I've always experienced this (since started this journey), for a long time ago. This awareness has a certain flavor. I just truly do not understand why people find it so hard to achieve, that is why it lead me to a thought " what if I am doing something wrong and my perception is playing games with me."

@99th_monkey Thank you so much for your feedback. It is really hard to articulate about feelings and perceptions I always feel that something is there, but there is no way to check if I am fooling myself. "..but try to get a feeling for where everything is "ending" what is seeing all this stuff coming in?" Again, here on this stage is very easy to be stucked in imaginary Reality.

(ENFP-T)

@Leo Gura "You need to actually train your awareness of the sense of awareness itself ..." Leo, I wish you could explain deeper here. Because sometimes it feels like mind observing itself, mind witnesses the Reality.

As far as I can judge, it is internal authentic call, you can not deliberately induce it like a labor.

@Leo Gura I really love your approach, Leo?. For us, dummies in this "business" is not so easy to see obvious things. I wish you could shoot more videos about Reality and Time. It helps to generate insights.

@TruthSeeker Thanks for your feedback ? Question: How do you know that there are other human beings?

Hello Guys ! After watching Leo’s video last night, I went to do self-inquiry. So I lay in my bed, asking questions and trying to observe my Inner Self. I do not want to spend your time here by dropping into details, but I want to share with you something. So after about 15 min of my inquiry I received a little insight. Please contemplate it with me too. Here it is: we do not remember the moment of our birth. How many of you remember yourself when you were 2, 3 years old? I think I can go back as far as I was 3. You? Please share if you can. So, what was the most significant thing to realize for me, that the moment of my birth is just another story……. I really do not remember how the Reality popped up. Isn’t it significant? All we remember is just different chunks of information from childhood with stories. But we do not remember the exact day or time we appeared here. I would appreciate a lot if you can spend some time and tell me your ideas about it. Thank you, Galyna .

"Isn't it weird that our true essence (That which "we" cannot perceive with our minds...whatever Leo described in last nights video) is hidden from us." I feel like it should be hidden to support Illusion of separable Reality.

@99th_monkey What really makes me mad that I can not check how real everything that is around me. It is bugging me so so so so so much. And the only way to check it is to become "everything"

@Ayla @99th_monkey He might not located here in US

"Every human is a vessel that carries this Awareness" That is the thing, you do not know how "real" other people are? What if ( as Emerald said to me last night) "...other people are just content of your Consciousness.." Then you are just the only one Lamp

Not sure what you mean, Ayla, my first language is Russian, "present" might have 2 diffrenet meanings, lol :), either introduce or to give as a gift

@Ayla I=all Reality

okay, I think I got you, sorry for this I see myself always from third person. It is like a movie for me in my head, you?

@Pinocchio Thank you Pinocchio, I get that. Thanks to God was thought this in school, I do not understand why it is so important, though, it is still a memory, with regards, am I correct?

@step1 thanks for the feedback I am not sure if follow you please explain third person? How many people are right there. Lol

of course you were ? everyone contributed to a nice conversation

@99th_monkey @Pinocchio I am so happy that Leo created this forum for us, because I feel support by sharing my ideas and “hearing” the feedback. I just need to share, that is all. It is like being a kid and discovering new toys, that is how I feel.

@99th_monkey Really NOTHING! Treat us as people talking on their break in the smoking room.

@99th_monkey Pure Transparent Awareness, Nothingness, Presence, Consciousness

@Pinocchio @99th_monkey @Henri @drelamore @Ayla When Leo was taking about changes in reality yesterday, I wanted to add: “ every single bit of this Ego is changing, that illusory Ego is never ever the same. It is not constant. Always shifting. I have a very clear feeling that I am refreshed every moment I am in. If Ego really existed, it would be constant. Seems like Reality is just a frozen Now with millions of changing slides of infinite movie.