Galyna

I've been on forum for 4 years, and never got any warning till you appeared in my thread. We have to come up with a name for you, how about Miloš ? Almost like your famous actor. Lol, we were born on the same year, I am 1986 as well, except I almost was born in Siberia. Nope, we are good to go.... Let me look at your moon. I honestly think that we do believe in horoscopes because of our cultures, have you noticed Americans are not that into that... @DrewNows is an exception.....right Drew? Also, do you guys believe in Chinese horoscope, we do in my culture.

@DrewNows we need to invite my other friends here

@DrewNows @zeroISinfinity@abrakamowse Zero put me into trouble, I knew it was going to happen So...let me finish something and I will write you about my meditation experience here.

@zeroISinfinity thank you . I actually can do eyes open but not day

@zeroISinfinity @abrakamowse hello guys, quick question: do you meditate with eyes open or closed? Mind got so wild today had to keep my eyes closed...

@zeroISinfinity same to you.

Very close to awareness...I have it too, all the time. Interesting how people name it and try to define it. In my personal experience this "thingy" does not have any qualities, it is empty, close to nothingness.

Wish you would tell me this right off the bat. Now every single phrase makes sense to me. You are not schizophrenic, you are Serbian. joking ofc. When I was twenty I was working on the Princess Cruise. We had like 50 different nationalities on board, among them people from Serbia, Macedonia and Montenegro. I worked and was friends with Serbian guys and girls. That was fun. They were always loud, always joking, always laughing, in a word, they had a very very very positive vibe, never took work seriously and always escaped and watched football games during the working hours. You have a lot of people named Aleksandar, of course, no wonder why, because of Macedonski. One of the best time in my life working on the cruise with different nationalities, every day new country and new port, then parting in the crew bar all night. Makes me smile when thinking about those nice years of my life.

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mine has already got used to it that I have a lot of friends different genders. He is pretty secure, I am very lucky. English is your first language, isn't it?

I guess I am taken then . Let me ask my hubby first if I am allowed to be a forum mistress.

@abrakamowse okay, sounds great

@Applegarden you are right 100% about your observation. let’s see what future will bring us. Transformation was in my cards, no joke, I mean it.

@traveler I want to be God, of course ?

@zeroISinfinity Thanks, I really need these words now. What would I do without this forum and people here? Much appreciated.

@traveler Of course it is not about me, who am I in the first place? I was questioning something I am still contemplating about, something that is truly bugging me. But I guess my answer is still baking in the oven.

@zeroISinfinity Oh Dear..... ...one step at a time...I would be happy with any states listed above. Not even dreaming about Enlightenment yet. It is a long walk....

yep-yep....that is what I am trying to do, to observe this inner void, space, emptiness, call it any word you want, the most important to understand what I am referring to. So when you focus attention and observe this space long enough, what is going to happen? depersonalization, right? Cant wait for the day X come to my life and I receive this wonderful experience of Being! without this self....

Ofc I am. I am aware of that space Tolle is talking about it. I just can not understand what's the catch here and why so much ado about it. I have a different opinion about it.

I am sitting like a damn cat pretty often, on the porch of my house, looking at the forest, butterflies, different animals and birds, no shift in perception....even when manage to shut the "mind machine" for some period of time. (it's hard ) could not do more than 45 min today, mind gets crazy. I was swept away with my inner feeling (wow, was so compelling) that I was able to spot while meditation. I followed Spira's advice and came close to it. It was "somewhere" on the background. While observing the feeling mind got wild and started to assess it. Could not calm it down, dropped the meditation and went inside the house. I must confess that it's cool to look at your persona from a distant angle. The ego like an inner demon, tries to hinder the "dawn" of consciousness and this "space" that it carries around.

@zeroISinfinity I wonder if I could do self-inquiry having some melody on the background, not very loud though.

This is a vogue statement ? (Sorry if I am being rude, but this is the nature of the beast. (beast=forum)) Anyway, I need to go and try my new meditation from Spira for one hour. I am excited. @abrakamowse have you tried that other meditation we discussed in other thread. Let me know... I have only manged to read ten pages last night of PR's book. Love ya guys, ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Gotta run. Talk to you soon.

Well, I am sorry, I don't sit here and reading every line you wrote. This place gets interesting. You mean co-creation, I got it now. Sorry about that, I did not understand from the first time. Hope my dream board is going to work soon. I wrote so many things there. However, if I am creating everything at this moment how can I wish for something that is not totally up to me but from other people? I know I can not do it.

@zeroISinfinity are you talking about your personal relations (Well first time ever faced such responsability /accountability )? Sorry...hate forums for this....therefore not a big fan of them, this is the only one....

@abrakamowse Okay, I have and?