Galyna

@Bulgarianspirit agree?, the most popular topic by far.

@billiesimon okay, I feel you. I was there months and years ago, it hurt my mind pretty badly. you will never grasp it with your mind. yoy have to have experience of being Nothing first. Don’t even try to think, you are running circles. ground yourself in the present moment and drop the observer, you will receive the experience of being literally Nothing!

Re-read my thread from the beginning

@Someone here and @Javfly33 For physical reality to exist there should be a space, where is this space? Space implies gravity, matter, objects and time. Time is a corner stone. Pls understand. debunk the concept of time, as for any physical reality to exist there should be time and continuum. Where is this continuum? Space would imply other than one? As it should be held in void? Some point in so-called reality with location. That is impossible by default. there is no change but appearance of it. There is no motion but illusion of it. Awareness is all there is. Awareness creates illusion of the physical matter, space, time, motion, change and ego.

Agree, COVID doesn’t exist for me. also I believe that it was a part of my path, otherwise I wouldn’t be on forum that much, therefore I will never get into Nothingness.

This question has an answer in it, just look closely. This is closer to home. You speculate too much, stop the mind and conceptualization. Your thoughts are on the way, basically mind creates bunch of stories. there is no such thing as universe, literally.

No Sommie, it is all mind games. Everything you have written here are just thoughts. Become Nothing first. There is no such thing as you vs others, literally. There is no physical matter. There is no time.

Try to think about it from this perspective. 1. Physical reality is just an appearance. Material world as we know does not exist, how can there be other ppl? 2. what is time? Time doesn’t exist therefore subjective vs objective is another duality. 3. you haven’t been born and will never die. The body appears physical but it is just an illusion. Drop POV, POV is an illusion.

As Probability in quantum, correct? Probability that exists but not yet manifested in a “physical world.”

@vinc3nc yep, that is where I am right now. we need to blur the lines between dualities to let the ego collapse completely.

@billiesimon @Tetcher It started with personal suffering, a huge need to be loved by a male. (Even though i talk to my father, he is not in my life) it actually started with father. Then when was 19, fell in love like a crazy, it wasn’t reciprocal, there my journey began. But I also was into esoteric since 12 due to my mother. I am a philosopher and always have been. Both personal suffering and craving for a Truth tailored the experience I have now. I didn’t take any substances. also, my practice during this five years was being aware of my thoughts, feelings and perception. never meditated like crazy, but was in a constant inquiry to understand reality. Every day was contemplating about the nature of reality.

@allislove thanks ?

Leo has video about it, talks about it for two hours straight.

@VeganAwake Thanks for your comments. ?

? Thanks. I feel so much joy, this is unbelievable.

Thanks! Driving and watching self-deception part 1.

@Salvijus oh dear, there is no meaning behind it, unless “you” assign it. but thanks for the words.

@VeganAwake understanding has happened. What helped is first I was aware of being aware, then I became unaware of the observer and became experience. I became nothing. This is huge. Being just happens.

@Salvijus Natural.

Love you, Leo. Everything, including your forum and important people that came from it into my life this year, was developed and tailored specifically for this experience. Ego is still there and is looking forward to "grasp" Absolute. I am so naive at this point bc I still do not understand how frightened and scary and terrifying will be to become Singularity. Ego still wants to claim this experience expecting so-called " Total Enlightenment", but we both know that there is no such thing as "enlightenment" and there is no such thing as "ego" all just thoughts! Working on deconstructing the concept of time and dualities. Hoping from all my heart to break through. When thoughts arise, they are recognized immediately as just thoughts and I let them go. No-mind is my best friend here. Want to forget all the concepts and everything I've ever learned. No books now, just meditation and being in the present moment. Losing myself to the raw experience is the best thing that ever happened in my life. It is the most pleasant thing I've ever felt. Feels like when in this state of no-mind I become a superhuman. Everything is done for me, this is amazing. I can be so focused on the task, I become the task I am doing and it is total equanimity! Intuition helps a lot, no need to worry about whether going right or left, the body does it automatically. Complete surrender and relaxation. Losing the grip of control. Feels like I trust and surrendered to God. Universe talks to me through synchronicities. This is amazing. This how the experience feels like when using human language, of course, this is just a construct of the mind. I understand that whatever is there for me on the other side of the river will never be explained in linguistic terms.

Your mind is not a good friend here, all that is needed is your intention to get the truth and ability noticing the blind spots. Start with being aware of your thoughts, feelings, and perceptions. Plus ofc meditation. The mind wants to cling and speculate. Staying alive vs dying another theme for the mind to run with and never shut up. @lmfao Congrats, dark night is the best thing that can happen in your life. Have you started to notice synchronicities? Just do not close off, let all the negative feelings and emotions to be there. What helped me to become "nothing" is to let go of the most intimate desire in my life, it was the last thing this ego could not let go of. Once you are empty you will get another spiritual epiphany. Also, I want it (understanding my true nature) more than anything in my life. Thanks, my friend. But even Jed can not help at this point, I am on my own completely!

"You" is the thought as well.

@justfortoday short answer would be "yes" and "no"

@Nate0068 by grounding yourself in the present moment and by becoming aware of your thoughts, feelings, and perception.

@latina25 Can experience be someone else's? If yes, who is the owner of it?