Galyna

Yes, I think it will be good enough to see colorful patters and get some answers to my questions.

@LSD-Rumi Let’s see what mushrooms will reveal to me. I need to be careful and work my way up. I will take 1 gram first. Then 2g, then maybe 3-4. After that I will be ready for other things. She is my new friend and I never dealt with anything like that. I am a bit apprehensive but more excited. Maybe I meant to meet people who deals with shroom to progress with my work. For sure I will try LSD, but a bit later.

It is like going to the gym to develop that special muscle. The more you do it, the better, more often will stay in this moment rather than in your thoughts. I am studying sleep yoga now. I had about twenty lucid dreams so far….Becoming aware in your dreams helps to retain awareness in the walking state and vice versa, these are interconnected.

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I am very sorry for being rude too. I have a lot of Russian friends here in USA and I love them. I know it is not your choice to be born in the particular country. I was born in Russia myself in Siberia, but lived my youth years in Ukraine. I know our brains are heavily biased due to culture, religion and political views.

Ofc, assumptions is a part of your survival.

You are claiming to be an honest person who loves the truth. This statement has lie in it. If you are honest, your answer should be: Galyna, I do not truly know how I would behave if my family and friends would be the victims of this war. You've never had this experience, it does not happen in your direct experience, you have no clue, absolutely no fucking clue what is like to lose loved ones in this war, to lose kids, spouses and grandparents. My uncle lost everything: his home, his business he built for 10 years in Mariupol, now he has to survive in the western part of Ukraine. You have no clue how it is to be 50 years old and lose your life. So please be more compassionate toward our Ukrainian people. It is so easy to speculate sitting in Moscow in a nice cozy apartment. I would run if I were you, they are going to use Russians as a meat for this war.

To me this topic is very emotional. I understand that there is a big split now in the world and the main reason there is a war there is because people in power want to control the energetic resources in Europe as well. Trust me, if your both grandmothers lost everything in this war, your friends would be killed, you would talk and behave in the same manner.

I am reading your posts and they are very misleading to the other people in our forum. Especially about Donbass, do you have any relatives there? People hate Putin there in Donbass, and they do not want to be a part of Russia. They are tired of the conflict that has been there for 8 years. What the fuck are you talking about, all the ruins of wars, Russia left Donbass behind, nobody helps to rebuild that territory. Maybe 8 years ago some were delusional, now they see that Putin does not give a crap about them. He uses that region as his tactic in war. I feel sorry that Russians are so ignorant. Too much ORT and Soloviev.

That is why Russians will be slaughtered like cows by their own Putin. He does not give a shit about his own people. Look at this poor soldiers and ammunition. They have been spending all the governmental money for so many years on their own needs. Now, your own people need to buy their own ammunition, this is ridicules. Whatever subsidies he is giving you now are bread crumps compared to the poverty, he allowed mafia to lead Russia too. Did they show you there in Russia what crime did they commit, your solders in my native city Mariupol, in our theater? And after this you are saying that Ukrainians committing atrocities. Propaganda in Russia is way too ridicules. My sister lives in Moscow now, my dad as well, both brainwashed by Putin. She truly believes that after mobilization, if her spouse is chosen, he will do some training and return back home from "Special Operation". Guys, you need to wake up to a stark reality. I do not hate Russians; I truly think that poor people there don't have any control over what they are being fed. I agree with Leo partially that Lunatic wants to protect his territory from Nato, but please, lets be honest with ourselves, Russian government including Putin has never had interest in poor Russians.

Maybe, people I follow actually are never against them and only advise to take them with caution.

Soulmates exist 1000000000000000000000000000000 %, but it gets even tastier because twin flames exist as well, and twin flame is your divine counterpart, the One. Read about twin flames. I actually met a soulmate, but never met a TF. Don't you dare listen to people who says otherwise. Actually, if you have this craving and longing for this experience, guess what? Universe has it in store for you. You need to let it go, the whole desire, forget about it and concentrate on your life. Sometimes it comes out of desperation. I’d say something like this: I do genuinely want to meet my Divine Counterpart. Universe, please arrange this meeting in the most harmonious way. I want to grow and ascend in a paired development. I want to give love and be loved back. That's it. Pray like this and let it go...truly let it go. I have to warn you, there is a big chance that prior to meeting your divine counterpart, you will most likely meet a karmic partner, who will mascaraed under a real TF. They call it a counterfeit/catalyst twin. These people are our karmic soulmates who come to our lives just prior to meeting your Divine Half. They actually clean you and help to work on any possible insecurity, they purify you, and assist to work on all the shadows, egoic things you need to work on. How do you know you met you counterfeit twin? You will start to awaken and have these crazy synchronicities. What is the difference? Counterfeit twin will awaken you; your real Twin Flame will come to your life to help you to ascend, lead you to Enlightenment and Kundalini Awakening. Because they have been designed for you to know thy nature! Which is God. The ultimate difference is that your counterfeit twin will leave your life, usually in about one or two years max, you Divine Twin will unite with you for the greater mission to serve and awaken other people. True Divine Counterpart never leaves you and you are already connected. Sometimes they come in your dreams. Usually, prior meeting them. Time is the hardest thing to accept. I have been waiting for about ten years to meet my soulmate. I am writing this because of the experience, it is not a blah blah blah. But remember, there is no other! But you can play this love game, pretending other person truly exists , prior going hard core on Enlightenment. Till you work it out (relationship with the other, your mind won't be empty enough to go into the hardcore Enlightenment.) Because eventually you will have to leave all your human desires behind the door, and come absolutely naked to meet Yourself. Good luck.

All the teacher I follow took psychedelics at some point and say the same thing Leo does. Where is this information coming from that other teachers do not take psychedelics?

Leo, you need to watch his speech in Russian language, I assume you understand Russian. He mentioned it so many times that if needed he would use tactical nuclear weapon. Tactical. And I doubt that Europe and USA will respond if he would use it somewhere in Donetsk with the 15 km radius. In one of his speeches, he mentioned USA using it against Japan (Hiroshima and Nagasaki in 1945), meaning if they could, why can't we.... Guys, please do not apply logic when talking about Putin. He is having a mental disorder. There is a very high chance that he would use tactic nuclear weapon. But I still hope that these threats are just threats, and nothing like this will ever happen.

Being from Ukraine and watching every military specialist possible, I would say yes, and our politicians that I watch on YT are almost positive he will use a tactic nuclear weapon (small radius). However, nobody will do anything, they will continue threatening but USA and Europe won’t involve in a conflict. The biggest thing they would do is to respond with another type of weapon, I don’t think it will be nuclear.

oh boy, for me it is a bit different, it has nothing to do with feeling nice or feeling warm . But won't expend here on forum, do not want to be vulgar, let's just say I have a high heart rate, my cheeks get hot and rosy, my body fluids change, and I have an animal instinct to be taken. To me is strange, to feel horny all the time. If I would feel horny all the time, I would leak vital energy. I would feel exhausted. Who said that I was repressed in sex? Just because I mentioned something. Let my post to be silly. I do not think bad of men at all. But men sexual desire strongly correlates with their genome. A lot of men cheat, period, otherwise my dear, we would not be here on Earth, if it is not about desire to reproduce. You are lying to yourself in your posts, I am saying it with good intentions. In one post you say you have a deep connection with a guy, in another post you say you are feeling horny and flirtatious and he does not trust you. So many contradictory statements. It is fine, I am wrapping up. If you guys truly have a deep connection, then he would not test you and you would not be here on forum, you would not feel horny and flirtatious. Something is off for sure. Be honest with each other and have a conversation. But prior to that be honest with thy self! Good luck.

With all my respect to your post, there are bunch of lies here. First of all, if your man satisfies you in the bed all night long in every position you want, in the morning you will be so peaceful and complete, you won't even think of sex twice. Good sex gives woman a sense of serenity. When I had a really good merging sex, I was super relaxed. It is better than any meditation practice. It means you are not happy with your man's performance in bed, he does not satisfy you on any level. Then there are some other reasons you are with the guy: his social status, money, appearance, etc. Actually, the guy feels it, and probably is testing the level of your loyalty. Being flirty and being horny are totally different things. IF you have a hormonal disorder, time to see the doctor. I mean it is not normal to be horny out of nowhere, especially for a woman toward the men she does not even know, does not feel secure with. For women sex is in their head, rarely you can find a girl who will feel horny toward a guy due to his physicality within the first 5 min of a conversation. It starts in our heads first, simple biology to protect the offspring in the future, you do not feel horny toward every male you meet. I assume you feel horny and flirty at the same time, which is not ok. Actually, if a married man would have a green light to cheat, he would. It is just not so simple in this society here, in USA. I came from a different country but been living in USA for 11 years. If you meet the right person, neither man nor a woman need to play social games. They just love each other. They do not need anyone but each other. If you truly love your man, why would you need to flirt with others? Does he make you feel insecure? Do you need to prove him something, or do you use it to punish him for something he does to you? You do not truly know who you are! All your social gaming is nothing more but just a condition society puts in your mind. And yes, you do seek validation from other people. I can easily prove it to you right now. For instance, why do you update your forum picture so often? Why do you even need to post a picture with a pretty face here on a metaphysical forum? What are you pursuing then? You see how I can easily show you all your blind spots. I am so sorry I do not want to be rude, but I have to mirror it back at ya .

I do not want such relationships for sure. But let me break it to you: you know how many crap you will face from others during the lifetime. Remember it is totally up to you how to react in certain situations. People are just mere mirrors to what you even call "yourself". We can give advice here all day long, we do not sleep in this couple's bed to check why the guy acted the way he did. Maybe he had his own reasons... We merely perceive this info from a girl's point of view. You do not know what really happened there. You know nothing. The lady here only presented one piece of the information. To know the true story, you would have to be there: be her or her man. Remember there is no smoke without a fire. Wisdom of life. When I was talking about the relationship, I perceived it differently, according to the story in my head. But truly none of us knows. So we perceive it differently.

This statement comes out of fear and not out of love! But you need to judge a person in general, IN GENERAL! We all do mistakes, right? So... if this person was a good guy, attentive, caring and just did this thing, I would forgive him and give him a chance. We would have a conversation for sure. But if this person continues to monitor me, play games with me, lie to me... There is no smoke without a fire. To give advice on forum is lame.

Sorry, I did not read the whole entire text, that is the answer to your question why he did what he did. He felt insecure. Also, acting overly sexual around other males is a sign that you are not aligned with your sexuality and self-worth. Been there, done that! Trust me...speaking out of life experience. It is actually not in your nature to act overly sexual, it is a way to prove your self-worth. You act like this out of a lack of self-love. Just love yourself, you do not need to prove every man that your main weapon is your cute face or sexy body. You can be loved with regards of your age, level of beauty or intelligence. And when you meet a right person who will fill you up with that divine masculine love, you will look at other males as a stop sign. It does not mean you will be less sexy; it actually means you will be even more sexy and attractive to other males because they will see that goddess in you. But this time you would not want to act on it, you will be very peaceful and content.

I disagree, it is hard to give advice knowing only 10% of the information. Guys, it is very intimate and personal. You must be in that situation to know for sure what to do. I would not dump a guy over a stupid little thing like that, I would talk to him first. He is obviously scared of being cheated. But that is just me. Maybe it is very wrong.

Actually go by your feelings and not by your mind. Long time ago I heard from a relationship coach one wisdom: the only way for a woman to understand if she is with a right man is to actually assess her overall state of emotions. How she feels in general. If in general you feel happy and uplifting, then I would NOT ruin a relationship over a small thing like this. If there is always some issue that comes out making you stressed or anxious, then this person is not your match.

@Tyler Robinson He is just very scared. Trust is built with time. If your relationship is relatively new, then it is fine. If you are being together for a long time, then he needs to work on his insecurities. He has abandonment issues and probably some self-esteem issues as well. If you leave relationship over a little thing like this, you might end up alone. I would only give up on a relationship where there is a recurring theme that can’t be corrected. If there are too many red flags or you are constantly feeling hurt, then yes. Time to move on…

You still believe in yourself....that is the problem. We all do. But there is a way to bypass this illusion, lucid dreaming might help a little bit.

"Nothing real can be threatened. Nothing unreal exists. Herein lies the peace of God"