Galyna

Yeah, that is a great idea. I have my own website for it. But I have never become serious about developing it.

@Judy2 exactly, no models will ever help. I was thinking about three major prospectives of perceiving physical reality and I am working on my essay to describe each. Thanks ? .

But when people ask me how I perceive smile is not sufficient to explain ??

Thanks. True.

Thanks, nice…

My lady friend offered me to try golden teacher mushrooms. She knows how to make tea with these shrooms. I have never tried any drugs in my life, except I tried weed a couple of times and hated it. Weed absolutely stoned me and I felt like under anesthesia, or a very strong seductive medication. I went to sleep, with no insights or something. I want to try shrooms on Sunday morning and meditate afterwords, writing, and journaling afterward, inquiring about the Self. Guys, how many grams would you recommend? Like one gram for starters? I have to work on Monday morning, office... She has LSD as well, but I am not ready and want to take it slow with mushrooms first. I want to slowly progress with all psychedelics and work my way to 5 Meo DMT one day. I am very serious now and can’t postpone my inner growth. I found this nice poem by Rumi as a sign: “I am calling to you… Can you hear me? Listen, within your heart, I speak. My voice brings Truth. You are urged beyond what has been. The time has come. Lay it to rest now. This ending comes as grace, to free you from what you have known. For what you have known now is too small for your soul. Bare your uncertainty with equanimity. I am certain enough for both of us. Allow me to show you the light that you are, that burns within you. I will unveil you to yourself. Undressing your ego, casting aside its layers as tender as the lover with unwavering attention. Upon the sacred body of lights, you shall know yourself in Truth: pure, beyond all experiences, utinted, ever innocent, as a pure vessel, stripped bare, ready for divine revelation as Light as Life as Love.”

Yes, we have so so many ?

Hehe, yes...he is a fav teacher of my lady friend. She loves him, I am not crazy about him. Here is my top 5 no BS Russian enlightened teachers I do recommend, I love them to pieces: 1. Salamat from Kazakhstan (currently I am in his workshop for NeuroStalking). He spliced science and metaphysic. He is an enlightened scientist I would say, I highly recommend him. 2. Dmitry Mikhailov 3. Daniel Zuev 4. Tamaya 5. Stanislav Milevich https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gD8H7c6SYU&t=17s

LOL, Putin does not exist @Hello from Russia @Leo Gura Guys, I am a woman, and I do not care about your silly politicians. All I've ever wanted is LOVE!

I am super excited. Let's see what will happen. I will write about it for sure. I want to do it to fall in love with myself, even more, to balance my inner masculine and feminine. You know: an alchemical wedding....of two parts.

@Hello from Russia if you have some time, watch this guy, he is my fav so far among Russian gurus.

If you really want me to go that rabbit hole , there is no such thing as the Russian/Ukrainian conflict in the first place. War is imaginary. Yes, more like 7 to 3:30. Next time I will do it on Friday night. She said I could buy 7.5 grams in total. And they are a bit pricy. LOL, you are funny! No, I love my job and I do appreciate that we do not have any stress in our department, it is very relaxing. I was thinking that I was given that job probably to contemplate more, and it is a perfect match right now for me at this point in my life to work on my development.

Not in this country, my friend ?. I am going on a ten day trip in one week, my boss won’t give me any more days.

I know right…. But I am about to take it in the morning, like 10 am. I will have all day to get myself together. I will report here later on. also I will take it on empty stomach, last meal would be around 6-7 pm Saturday night.

Yes, I think it will be good enough to see colorful patters and get some answers to my questions.

@LSD-Rumi Let’s see what mushrooms will reveal to me. I need to be careful and work my way up. I will take 1 gram first. Then 2g, then maybe 3-4. After that I will be ready for other things. She is my new friend and I never dealt with anything like that. I am a bit apprehensive but more excited. Maybe I meant to meet people who deals with shroom to progress with my work. For sure I will try LSD, but a bit later.

It is like going to the gym to develop that special muscle. The more you do it, the better, more often will stay in this moment rather than in your thoughts. I am studying sleep yoga now. I had about twenty lucid dreams so far….Becoming aware in your dreams helps to retain awareness in the walking state and vice versa, these are interconnected.

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I am very sorry for being rude too. I have a lot of Russian friends here in USA and I love them. I know it is not your choice to be born in the particular country. I was born in Russia myself in Siberia, but lived my youth years in Ukraine. I know our brains are heavily biased due to culture, religion and political views.

Ofc, assumptions is a part of your survival.

You are claiming to be an honest person who loves the truth. This statement has lie in it. If you are honest, your answer should be: Galyna, I do not truly know how I would behave if my family and friends would be the victims of this war. You've never had this experience, it does not happen in your direct experience, you have no clue, absolutely no fucking clue what is like to lose loved ones in this war, to lose kids, spouses and grandparents. My uncle lost everything: his home, his business he built for 10 years in Mariupol, now he has to survive in the western part of Ukraine. You have no clue how it is to be 50 years old and lose your life. So please be more compassionate toward our Ukrainian people. It is so easy to speculate sitting in Moscow in a nice cozy apartment. I would run if I were you, they are going to use Russians as a meat for this war.

To me this topic is very emotional. I understand that there is a big split now in the world and the main reason there is a war there is because people in power want to control the energetic resources in Europe as well. Trust me, if your both grandmothers lost everything in this war, your friends would be killed, you would talk and behave in the same manner.

I am reading your posts and they are very misleading to the other people in our forum. Especially about Donbass, do you have any relatives there? People hate Putin there in Donbass, and they do not want to be a part of Russia. They are tired of the conflict that has been there for 8 years. What the fuck are you talking about, all the ruins of wars, Russia left Donbass behind, nobody helps to rebuild that territory. Maybe 8 years ago some were delusional, now they see that Putin does not give a crap about them. He uses that region as his tactic in war. I feel sorry that Russians are so ignorant. Too much ORT and Soloviev.

That is why Russians will be slaughtered like cows by their own Putin. He does not give a shit about his own people. Look at this poor soldiers and ammunition. They have been spending all the governmental money for so many years on their own needs. Now, your own people need to buy their own ammunition, this is ridicules. Whatever subsidies he is giving you now are bread crumps compared to the poverty, he allowed mafia to lead Russia too. Did they show you there in Russia what crime did they commit, your solders in my native city Mariupol, in our theater? And after this you are saying that Ukrainians committing atrocities. Propaganda in Russia is way too ridicules. My sister lives in Moscow now, my dad as well, both brainwashed by Putin. She truly believes that after mobilization, if her spouse is chosen, he will do some training and return back home from "Special Operation". Guys, you need to wake up to a stark reality. I do not hate Russians; I truly think that poor people there don't have any control over what they are being fed. I agree with Leo partially that Lunatic wants to protect his territory from Nato, but please, lets be honest with ourselves, Russian government including Putin has never had interest in poor Russians.

Maybe, people I follow actually are never against them and only advise to take them with caution.