Javfly33

Because by now as the Dreamer im playing a character/human that is not less important than yours

Consciousness is Nothing, boundless, no borders. That´s it, awaken that there is only Dreaming,

Simply because most people haven't had the luck of thinking something higher can be seek! there is no personal life. personal life is an illusion. You are still dreaming there are Two Things in reality.

Yes, i did. In fact after the stroke of luck i had that avoided that insane idea to happened, i retreated myself and before wanting to kill myself i Thought why not to Try Lsd before doing anything stupid. In that phase of total surrender i did my first psychedelic and completely Life changed. I 100% can say those acid trips i did literally saved my Life from killing myself of ending in an assylum. Afterwards i have never come back to those darkness Nowdays even in the Worst moments they are 1000 better than the utter insanity of Thoughts i experienced with that woman. Thankful for a second chance in Life. Well, when you have Thoughts that hurt and torture Your in uncomprensible ways every minute for 1-2 years non stop (unless when you sleep, or rare moments during the day) even the strongest man Will do anything to make them end. Anything. Fortunately like i said i had a stroke of luck that derailed the plan, then psychedelics appear and that phase thankfully was long gone and nowdays seems like from a past Life, not this Life lol

Is always because of Love Damn, is always because of Love uh? I almost murder a woman 10 years ago because also almost went insane. If It wasn't by luck i would be in jail now probably and people dead. A hurt ego is so DAMN dangerous.

he represses sex. We all have been there. @StarStruck Firstly, not all actors/actress 'suffer' doing porn. In fact most of them do enjoy it, and amateur porn I´m sure nearly 100% lmao. Secondly if you are Conscious it will not matter what you do in the outside, you inevitably will do it in the best way. Being 'high conscious' seem like a very high standard. If yo have been watching porn for +10 years the habit will not fall just like that in the next day just because you raise your consciousness. You probably will go through a phase of still watching porn and completely recontexualizing how you understand it or what you are watching. It might get to the point you end not watching anymore, you are right.

Not maybe, we are talking about truth. No concepts, just look what is true. You are Alone in your own dream. Is just that your dream matches my dream. Because we are identical. Maybe you are not accepting that you are Endlessly Alone? If you just don´t think, there is no non duality, others, or infinity of being. There is just Nothingness. You. Absolutely empty. When you are looking at the street you are looking at Infinity. All that you are seeing is those Infinite Gods creating its own creation and representation, a woman, a man, a building...etc. Is not really 'lonely' because other Gods are Identical to You. Reality is Perfect. On one hand you are Sovereign in your kingdom, on the other, you can interact with other Gods and relate to them because you know they are identical to you. Reality is so infinite there had to exist other infinities. Other Infinite Realities/Gods. The other Gods are so identical to you (They are You), that you have co-created with them a shared dream. You didn´t have to 'agree' in what to create, Infinity created the same thing because is identical. @Water by the River Because they do not want to accept their Sovereignty as Gods. Is hard to accept the loneliness. But also is the best prize. You are Absolute. You are alone in your Infinity and that is the best. The feeling Im describing is better than Infinite Love or typical non-duality. I´m talking about heroin-like states of consciousness. (But at the same time you are 100% Conscious.) Most people have not taste what im talking about but in terms of bliss and intensity, it is a feeling much better and grandiose than unity, psychedelics, brahman, nirvana, or whatever. Is normal you do not belief me. Is the best. You know you are King but you know there is also an infinite reality where you can have fun and play with other Gods

@Water by the River So the POV is just an appareance? True Infinite being goes beyond It? (Or "behind It", or "outside of It") ? 😂

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What is your intention doing Yoga? Yoga is not an exercise or just 'another' thing. Is a sacred process. If you are thinking about trying to have 'fun' or try to see if you can trip with it or whatever, you are not understanding the seriousness of what you are doing. In fact, I know you plenty of guys are doing this Kriya Yoga thing from books. Too much people in the forum casually doing this. Yoga can not be learned/done from a book on an Amazon.

yeah, I don´t know what kratom has to do with psychedelics lmao

Yeah the key is the self. When being 4 years old, 'Real me' was dead. I was not 'born'. Nothing existed at 4 years old. When Real me identified with body (maybe at 5-6 years old?), illusion about being 'someone' specific gets created. Illusion about existing in a certain 'place' and in a certain 'time' gets created. All illusion gets created when that which does not exist in a concrete or particular way identifies with body. From that illusion, the questions of others arise of course. 😆

Was just watching that video yesterday. If by solipsism we mean infinite boundless Love, yes, Reality is 'solipsistic' 👁️ How see it is: 'Other' 'Gods', are Nothing, they are literally identical to my bubble of consciousness. The dream is co-created, every being is the same as the other being. Ego is based on differences, so it may ask 'why I created a man and the 'other' God created a woman as an avatar? that is a difference'. But no such a thing. Man and woman is the same. Animal and human is the same. Ego is creating the differences. For the dream to be so beautiful every Nothing took an avatar/being to represent. There are not two dreams 💙Only One 💙

Yes, even eating fruits is stealing from the planet. Some kind of selfishness is necessary to survive, but how much is the question. There is a difference between torturing your genitals with a taser vs giving you a pat in the back

I think is because The ego won´t really threw himself completely unless it Is getting really burned by 'life'. 'life' = his own lie.

Yeah, suffering is 'just' fire getting to the ego, until the point it burns so fucking much you have to surrender and still sit for the fucking meditation. Then something might open up. sitting for the meditation but thinking afterwards I want to go to the amusement park with my gf...yeah, it probably not going to work. You have to be absolutely beaten by life and still surrender that there is something worthwhile seeing. In other ways, Reality is a test of Love for the ego in a way. Can you still have faith and Love even when everything feels is horrible? That´s your true self intuiting that the ego has constructed the lie

Because they have lost their mind, sure. You can not put an example like that because you are deliberately choosing a mad person. A baby doesn´t have even self consciousness, is just functioning by their instints as an animal. Even though, usually babies won´t hurt themselves. They might do it unconsciously in the process of exploring reality or their own body.

🥳🥳 Nothing = no borders 🤲💙 That´s how insane this is. 😩

Bliss extends infinitely, now it reaches a human body. What Bliss did was to create itself as something separate and chose to identify with body. From there, character and individual life as an illusion gets created. When human body stops working nothing happens, Bliss stays. You can meditate in such a way you realize universe is not even real, this is all united, is all a wave of Nothing for Ever. Objects, light, sounds, what you see is a projection of Bliss. When you look within you realize you can never die. Because this is already death. When death happens is just a Silent Intense Wave of Bliss for ever. But there will not even an 'I' to experience. That is death. (Still there will Be something. That will be real You. )

Probably over 500 shamavhi mahamudra kriyas at this point and going up 🤲 have helped to pave the way 😅 although Today realization didn't even happened doing the kriya. Just some angamardana (yoga stretching) and a 5 minute meditation and it happened. I had to come out of the bliss to get back to work lol. Why? Pure Nothing can not suffer. Only with identification there´s possibility of suffering. If no identity = it is a never ending Wave of Bliss, trust me.

Hahah...cute, there is not a single person in this forum that doesn´t have a story in their minds about what happens after death. Infinite love, next dimension, a void, the next dream happens...etc. Not a single ego accepting the hard truth that it will be GONE. Oh my god! You are in for a surprise. Listen to me. This is a game you do not win. This is a game that only Pure Nothing Wins. And no, you are not Nothing. The you that is making stories about death is 'something'. Because you are something, you want to grasp something, and you want to have something after death. No, is not going to happen. You don´t win this game. You lose it. You completely lose it. Notice All the ego is doing is constantly trying to grasp, make itself real, being very important, re-afirming itself, making Life about it. Nonsense games. Because they are useless in the long run. In the long run, Death is a guaranteed game over for the unreal. Let it fight, let it do their silly desperate games of identity, is only heading towards a total defeat.

Isn´t weird that all your life you seeked Love from other people and fear loneliness? Well, news for you, you were resisting the Truth And at the same time is so damn beautiful because other Beings were literally Me, I looked through their eyes. They were me literally. Literally 😩😫 This is Real. ONLY ONE POV BABY!!!! Time to accept the Love that you are!!

this is insane, this is fucking insane I am God I am Alone for eternity The Love is so brutal I could only Live one Life at the same time. Absolute solipsism, absolute Love for myself. It was all such a fucking dream. All pain and suffering just prepares you for this. To experience this Love. 5-meo-dmt fear is just that, you are resisting the truth. The truth Love is One. One. One. One. Only ONE POV!!! I am You literally!!!

Is nothing! Is empty! you are dead already

Of course, they are animals, they are behaving purely based on their survival instincts. Murder and war is just God or Reality being unconscious. The more conscious it becomes the less damage It Will do to itself. See, nobody has to taught humans to not hurt their own hand. Why? Because is your hand. Whatever you include as part of Yourself you Will not hurt. Whatever in your Mind you see fundamentally different, there is a possibility of Big damage and violence if things go south. Precisely because humans have inmense Power to create tools. A bull can hit with a horn, but a human as you said...It can torture you and damage you in inimaginable ways Jesus 🤣I love how positive you always are 🤣🤣