Javfly33

Simple. Ego was constructed. Before ego you were not even alive as an 'I'. So there was only Consciousness = Joy = Freedom. Now the work is getting back to that state while maintaining an intelligence of an adult.

It might be accepting that others are so insanely far away from you, you shouldn´t even consider them as something you could relate with. Just finished meditating and I can tell you guys ive verified 'sober' the realization of being the King of my own heaven or reality, something ive had on LSD 3 years ago. This feeling was beyond good, pure heaven. It was solipsism but in a good way. Better than any feeling of love or unity or anything else. Knowing clearly you are God absolutely independent from 'physical reality' or the infinity that extends in front of your eyes. In other words, Infinity extending in front of your eyes (physical reality/objects in front of me = Infinity) is not your 'business' or even from 'your world'. Is 'outside' of you. Is an appearance that 'other Nothings' or Gods are creating/projecting. In other words if you look at a chair in front of you, that is a God on its own. Is projecting his own self. Which is a chair. Every millimetre of infinity is sovereign on its own. Infinite Gods. Infinite Kingdoms of Sovereignty. Your Personal Sovereign Kingdom is just part of the Perfect Heaven of Infinity, perfectly orchestrated. You are an x God within the x infinite numbers of gods within the Big Empty Design of Perfection. You are using a human avatar to fullfill the role of this Design.

right. LSD is used as a psychedelic concept. And psychedelic is a thought/belief.

no but scares me and also excites me if what you are saying is true 😎

Nothing, I literally feel the same around people sober now than before I tried oxy. Is just that if I take it again I again will verify that I´m still ages sober from feeling that carefree on my own. But it has helped as a reference experience to see what is possible within myself if there is the right 'inner chemical soup' as sadhguru says The myth that once you do an action with something (like external chemical help) you are not going to be able to do it again sober doesn´t apply always. At least in my case. It might seemed that way but actually not the case, I currently do not use any drug as a social enhancer anymore, and overall I have faith and hope there is possibility of feeling even better without drugs. But...the OP was literally asking for a drug. So I avoided paternalizing him by saying do not take drugs just work on yourself. I don´t think I´m below the other persons. I never denied that already sober Im as carefree as the most social dudes. Is just that the meter of carefreeness and confidence of the most social dudes is still anxiety in my meter. Is still some level of uneasiness. But again, as I said, my meter is high because I´ve gone to peaks of comfort and inner peace, so anything below that I already see it as friction.

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It was realized today by the Universe that There are no POVS at all, just Infinite Being. There is no Perception, but Infinite Being. Surrender totally the illusion and Bliss will be the only thing left. Surrender that there are others, body, death, life, everything. Everything, surrender every DAMN FUCKING THOUGHT. What could be better than empty silent boundless bliss? Secretly you are looking for total dissolution, even the word 'God' feels heavy. Too much responsibility. You should be here only to enjoy Being You, not mess yourself with self-proclaimed responsabilities.

Yeah, is pure Perception. The ego just does not understand yet what is happening.

he basically just saying reality is solipsism and you are alone

Unless Enlightened or in a certain level of energy/mysticism mastery, Every human has social anxiety, is just that some people mask It better than others, or lie to themselves better than others. In the previous year ive gone out enough times to see that even the most social dudes i met where more cohibited and less free than me on a 15mg oxycodone. I would like to see how many people can match sober the carefree and inner stillness state of a good oxy in my system. Already anything below that is a level of social anxiety. Everyone is trying to feel better and carefree with people, up to 100% carefreeness. Dividing humans versus those that have social anxiety and those who don´t is not correct nor realistic. Don´t make the OP feel like is weird or less than you. Is not true. He´s just being smart in how to enjoy life better than others.

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right you guys might be right, I fell to the mind trap again 😂

@Water by the River You mean by this that people imagine limitations (or put themselves limitations) to realize Infinity by saying things such as 'I need psychedelics to realize this or that'? Like for example, if I tell myself I can not awaken with pure clarity sobriety and in 'normal' state of consciousness, is the perfect trick of the ego to not look at its lies straight. That way you can always tell yourself 'but this is 'normal' reality, I need to go somewhere or take something to get to the 'truth' reality". So that somewhere else or that something (such as chemical) can be the perfect avoidance to not really want to see the truth. Not sure if this is what you meant with that phrase...

🤣🤣 Wel... thank you for the free slap in my face first thing in the morning. There´s nothing like drinking my first cup of coffee in the morning and this is the first thing I read once I wake up... Love messages from princess arabia as always 🤣

Yeah, we should try to do everything in the most conscious way 🙏💚

Sex is not sacral nor bad. Is just animal stuff. When a man/woman sees sex as biological neutral as eating, sleeping, orinating, etc... Thats when sex wont be a bondage/slavery anymore. Now...how much people can say that? Not a lot. OP is right in the sense the obsession of human with sex is clearly seen with the popularity of porn. Ill give him that.

Yes, we could say for Reality to exist you need to forget or deny this is a dream.

Because by now as the Dreamer im playing a character/human that is not less important than yours

Consciousness is Nothing, boundless, no borders. That´s it, awaken that there is only Dreaming,

Simply because most people haven't had the luck of thinking something higher can be seek! there is no personal life. personal life is an illusion. You are still dreaming there are Two Things in reality.

Yes, i did. In fact after the stroke of luck i had that avoided that insane idea to happened, i retreated myself and before wanting to kill myself i Thought why not to Try Lsd before doing anything stupid. In that phase of total surrender i did my first psychedelic and completely Life changed. I 100% can say those acid trips i did literally saved my Life from killing myself of ending in an assylum. Afterwards i have never come back to those darkness Nowdays even in the Worst moments they are 1000 better than the utter insanity of Thoughts i experienced with that woman. Thankful for a second chance in Life. Well, when you have Thoughts that hurt and torture Your in uncomprensible ways every minute for 1-2 years non stop (unless when you sleep, or rare moments during the day) even the strongest man Will do anything to make them end. Anything. Fortunately like i said i had a stroke of luck that derailed the plan, then psychedelics appear and that phase thankfully was long gone and nowdays seems like from a past Life, not this Life lol

Is always because of Love Damn, is always because of Love uh? I almost murder a woman 10 years ago because also almost went insane. If It wasn't by luck i would be in jail now probably and people dead. A hurt ego is so DAMN dangerous.

he represses sex. We all have been there. @StarStruck Firstly, not all actors/actress 'suffer' doing porn. In fact most of them do enjoy it, and amateur porn I´m sure nearly 100% lmao. Secondly if you are Conscious it will not matter what you do in the outside, you inevitably will do it in the best way. Being 'high conscious' seem like a very high standard. If yo have been watching porn for +10 years the habit will not fall just like that in the next day just because you raise your consciousness. You probably will go through a phase of still watching porn and completely recontexualizing how you understand it or what you are watching. It might get to the point you end not watching anymore, you are right.

Not maybe, we are talking about truth. No concepts, just look what is true. You are Alone in your own dream. Is just that your dream matches my dream. Because we are identical. Maybe you are not accepting that you are Endlessly Alone? If you just don´t think, there is no non duality, others, or infinity of being. There is just Nothingness. You. Absolutely empty. When you are looking at the street you are looking at Infinity. All that you are seeing is those Infinite Gods creating its own creation and representation, a woman, a man, a building...etc. Is not really 'lonely' because other Gods are Identical to You. Reality is Perfect. On one hand you are Sovereign in your kingdom, on the other, you can interact with other Gods and relate to them because you know they are identical to you. Reality is so infinite there had to exist other infinities. Other Infinite Realities/Gods. The other Gods are so identical to you (They are You), that you have co-created with them a shared dream. You didn´t have to 'agree' in what to create, Infinity created the same thing because is identical. @Water by the River Because they do not want to accept their Sovereignty as Gods. Is hard to accept the loneliness. But also is the best prize. You are Absolute. You are alone in your Infinity and that is the best. The feeling Im describing is better than Infinite Love or typical non-duality. I´m talking about heroin-like states of consciousness. (But at the same time you are 100% Conscious.) Most people have not taste what im talking about but in terms of bliss and intensity, it is a feeling much better and grandiose than unity, psychedelics, brahman, nirvana, or whatever. Is normal you do not belief me. Is the best. You know you are King but you know there is also an infinite reality where you can have fun and play with other Gods

@Water by the River So the POV is just an appareance? True Infinite being goes beyond It? (Or "behind It", or "outside of It") ? 😂