Javfly33

Dont you think thats still conceptual identity? They are me" is Still self referential thought, just in a Infinite dimensional way. What i mean is for your experience to stop existing as TWO (you + perception). I dont mean that bodies do not appear, is just that you dont call them "others" because "your" body is no longer "you". So the duality between anything dissappears. There is just Infinite nothingness/beingness all over the place. You can not pinpoint where you start and where you end as a being in perception. Thats what i call enlightment or at least the higuest/peakest i ever gone in consciousness work, without taking any psychedelic (altough certainly i firstly experienced on LSD some years ago but not in such a cristal clear way i did 2 weeks ago). What you do think? @Yimpa_aum @Yimpa

Haha thanks 🙏😃 Definetely feel like on the verge, last week weirdly been having memories of being a small child, memories that never arised in the past or a long time ago. Something in my deepest core of my being must be activating... Btw thanks all for your replies, they help. I feel all of you have a sense of Truth but is not enough for me to break the illusion. I Will Keep going.

No because If there is not a self there is not a experience of others. Total Death hahaha Non duality 🤯🤯🤯

There is an intelligence that makes him survive and react accordingly, but is there a self there? Self = Something existing within perception. If there is no self, in my view the Cat is like a programed artificial intelligence, It reacts to pain, It has "software" programmed into It. But there is nothing/no one " behind the eyes of the Cat. Nothing/no one is experiencing the Cat perception. You could even say the Cat doesnt even have a consciousness of existing. I could be wrong, i dont know really if cats develop egos. I think ego is developed mainly because of language and concepts so i my Guess is ego is Only within human world.

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There is not an "I" in the Cat Consciousness. There is Only "perception". For suffering to exist there must be an "I". At one point you imagined there is an "I" in perception, in that moment ilusion of You being a Human, and outside being Not You gets created. You can have a mind and still be free of suffering. If the Mind/Thoughts appear as things within you. Not literally You. The moment "I" means = the thoughts, inevitably suffering appears. Notice that your heart pumping all the time is not a problem to you, yet is there all the time. But since you dont identify as your heart palpitations, there is not an obsession to "how do i make my heart palpitations dissappear"? You identity with Thoughts, then there is an obsession to stop the Thoughts. The moment "I" is nowhere to be found, Infinite Intelligence Will choose Thoughts as choose pants. That is Enlightment. Knowing Who you are.

Is very simple, when you activate pineal gland your breath energy patten becomes horizontal infinite instead of vertical curl (see infinity meditation video of sadhguru, he explains this). You literally merge with 'physical reality'. Is amazing but difficult to maintain. The high is totally worth it.

You have all the control possible because you are reality 👑

Simple. Ego was constructed. Before ego you were not even alive as an 'I'. So there was only Consciousness = Joy = Freedom. Now the work is getting back to that state while maintaining an intelligence of an adult.

It might be accepting that others are so insanely far away from you, you shouldn´t even consider them as something you could relate with. Just finished meditating and I can tell you guys ive verified 'sober' the realization of being the King of my own heaven or reality, something ive had on LSD 3 years ago. This feeling was beyond good, pure heaven. It was solipsism but in a good way. Better than any feeling of love or unity or anything else. Knowing clearly you are God absolutely independent from 'physical reality' or the infinity that extends in front of your eyes. In other words, Infinity extending in front of your eyes (physical reality/objects in front of me = Infinity) is not your 'business' or even from 'your world'. Is 'outside' of you. Is an appearance that 'other Nothings' or Gods are creating/projecting. In other words if you look at a chair in front of you, that is a God on its own. Is projecting his own self. Which is a chair. Every millimetre of infinity is sovereign on its own. Infinite Gods. Infinite Kingdoms of Sovereignty. Your Personal Sovereign Kingdom is just part of the Perfect Heaven of Infinity, perfectly orchestrated. You are an x God within the x infinite numbers of gods within the Big Empty Design of Perfection. You are using a human avatar to fullfill the role of this Design.

right. LSD is used as a psychedelic concept. And psychedelic is a thought/belief.

no but scares me and also excites me if what you are saying is true 😎

Nothing, I literally feel the same around people sober now than before I tried oxy. Is just that if I take it again I again will verify that I´m still ages sober from feeling that carefree on my own. But it has helped as a reference experience to see what is possible within myself if there is the right 'inner chemical soup' as sadhguru says The myth that once you do an action with something (like external chemical help) you are not going to be able to do it again sober doesn´t apply always. At least in my case. It might seemed that way but actually not the case, I currently do not use any drug as a social enhancer anymore, and overall I have faith and hope there is possibility of feeling even better without drugs. But...the OP was literally asking for a drug. So I avoided paternalizing him by saying do not take drugs just work on yourself. I don´t think I´m below the other persons. I never denied that already sober Im as carefree as the most social dudes. Is just that the meter of carefreeness and confidence of the most social dudes is still anxiety in my meter. Is still some level of uneasiness. But again, as I said, my meter is high because I´ve gone to peaks of comfort and inner peace, so anything below that I already see it as friction.

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It was realized today by the Universe that There are no POVS at all, just Infinite Being. There is no Perception, but Infinite Being. Surrender totally the illusion and Bliss will be the only thing left. Surrender that there are others, body, death, life, everything. Everything, surrender every DAMN FUCKING THOUGHT. What could be better than empty silent boundless bliss? Secretly you are looking for total dissolution, even the word 'God' feels heavy. Too much responsibility. You should be here only to enjoy Being You, not mess yourself with self-proclaimed responsabilities.

Yeah, is pure Perception. The ego just does not understand yet what is happening.

he basically just saying reality is solipsism and you are alone

Unless Enlightened or in a certain level of energy/mysticism mastery, Every human has social anxiety, is just that some people mask It better than others, or lie to themselves better than others. In the previous year ive gone out enough times to see that even the most social dudes i met where more cohibited and less free than me on a 15mg oxycodone. I would like to see how many people can match sober the carefree and inner stillness state of a good oxy in my system. Already anything below that is a level of social anxiety. Everyone is trying to feel better and carefree with people, up to 100% carefreeness. Dividing humans versus those that have social anxiety and those who don´t is not correct nor realistic. Don´t make the OP feel like is weird or less than you. Is not true. He´s just being smart in how to enjoy life better than others.

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right you guys might be right, I fell to the mind trap again 😂

@Water by the River You mean by this that people imagine limitations (or put themselves limitations) to realize Infinity by saying things such as 'I need psychedelics to realize this or that'? Like for example, if I tell myself I can not awaken with pure clarity sobriety and in 'normal' state of consciousness, is the perfect trick of the ego to not look at its lies straight. That way you can always tell yourself 'but this is 'normal' reality, I need to go somewhere or take something to get to the 'truth' reality". So that somewhere else or that something (such as chemical) can be the perfect avoidance to not really want to see the truth. Not sure if this is what you meant with that phrase...

🤣🤣 Wel... thank you for the free slap in my face first thing in the morning. There´s nothing like drinking my first cup of coffee in the morning and this is the first thing I read once I wake up... Love messages from princess arabia as always 🤣

Yeah, we should try to do everything in the most conscious way 🙏💚

Sex is not sacral nor bad. Is just animal stuff. When a man/woman sees sex as biological neutral as eating, sleeping, orinating, etc... Thats when sex wont be a bondage/slavery anymore. Now...how much people can say that? Not a lot. OP is right in the sense the obsession of human with sex is clearly seen with the popularity of porn. Ill give him that.

Yes, we could say for Reality to exist you need to forget or deny this is a dream.