Javfly33

The only thing that is stucked is the false identity. The Real/God is not stuck to anything. 'I am stucked' is again falsehood. God is not stucked! Which is why Awakening is a moment to moment work, the moment you lose it falsehood gets created again. Looking at my body is like looking at a leaf. It doesn´t mean anything this body for me. Is a vehicle to talk to my creations.

Mind is about divisions...im in my house watching the breath and my Mind is projecting differences that this Air im Breathing or this sky that is above me is different than the Air and the Sky of my fathers village 700km from here... But thar doesn't make sense. Who cares 5km or 700km. Infinity is borderless. Where the Air that i am exhaling starts being "different" than the Air that you are inhaling right now?

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Is undeniable that reality has memory, genetics, Mind, body, energies. Even electronics have memory. Most people do not create nothing new in their Life. I can totally relate to that. They orbitate around the same cycles that their family orbitated, and their previous ancestors did, and so on. The inercia of reality is circular, repetition, It seems whatever i do It seems the karmic patterns are happening again and again. Some days i realize i really never lived a day in my Life, my parents/ancestors did, through me, in form of energy memory in the system. This thing about energy memory is something i realized on an Lsd trip 4-5 years ago (i had never read anything about It at that time) and i had verified the following years is indeed true. The memory is not on the mind or even on the body, IS on the energy body, which according to yoga sciences IS some centímetres around the body. This is "recorded" with every action that you do, and "maintained" not Only for years but even from your ancestors. Your whole family trree can be orbitating in a dark energy for several generations. When doing psychedelics or meditation i break the Shell and separate mysefl a bit from EVERYTHING that i Picked, there is the possibility of stopping the endless cycle. I see it as a motivation to do the homework my ancestors did not do. I say "It does not Matter where i came from, i decide Where i want to go". Lets see if this can be done. If i get defeated, Life was for nothing, i did not accomplish the mission. But if i success, It Will be the best thing ever. Anyone else in the same mission? The mission to freedom from all the bullshit we picked up.

Hehe right ☺️

Of course, Im incarnate It in you right now.

Sure. But the dream has rules. Is innocent to think you are going to play the Game/dream/God in the best way without understanding the rules and the mechanics. Rules in a Game are constructed precisely to Enjoy the Game. There is an intelligence there. The layer of meaning that boiling water all over your skin hurts is useful for example, in order to you not burn your skin. Thats a crude example of course. The point is IMO is that there is proundity of understanding. OP is completely Lost in their Mind and psychological Mess thought. So not defending OP post lol.

Yeah feels like It, It definetely feels like touches several type of receptors not just opiates. So when wd you have a Big chemical inbalance Mess inside.

Ups, yeah that is too much. Altough i did easily around 10gr for over a year everyday lol . And daily for 3-4 years with very rare breaks. So i know what you are talking about. But you have to take into consideration most people that have opiate habits do It precisely to numb emotions and feelings lol. Is not a Big is a feature. It is definetely not to be understimated the physical dependence It builds. I have wd from oxycodone and i find It easier and faster to get off of It than to wd from kratom. Might be because i used kratom way longer too i Guess.

How much you were doing and for how long?

@Bazooka Jesus dope photos you are our new vice reporter for the forum 😃

@Yimpa Are You conscious you are talking to yourself right now?

@Danioover9000 i mean you can probably do kratom for a lifetime and be all right. Is not an habit that Will wreck your wallet ir probably your health. But It just a pain in the ass to have a dependence, even if its light, and I am doubtful about how clean It is in regards to hormonal deregulation long term. But you are right, is not like is cocaine. Definetely if people would do kratom instead of alcohol world would be a better and healthier place.

Why all this kratom threads all of the sudden when kratom is not even a psychedelic??? I found kratom to be extremely addictive. In fact ill chug 3 or 4gr tonight, it becomes like coffee. You get very dependent on It and is very Tough to Kick It after some time for ever. Altough i had months without It when i have sweared i never drinking this crap again. But since is like an easy and apparently easy opiate high one thinks is not that bad i end up coming back. Everytime i repent myself but thats how habits and compulsions are. Meh. Is an unique hedonist high so if It hits you right (some people say they dont get that much effects) It can be very habit forming. Careful.

Exactly...where do you draw the border...It seems is subjective... I bet 😃 i dont want that delhi Air near me I mean i didnt mean the "quality" of the Air 🫢. But...the Essence of the Air itself 😲 What is the Essence of what i am Breathing? What is It? Nice @Hojo Is mindblowing This stuff

💯🔥💯🪷💚⛰️ is a dream of ONE 🪷💯🔥

No you are not.

Yes friend, thank you. We are not a in a world, we are in boundless love. There is nothing to do but to endlessly drip in the nothingness this non-existent experience is.

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@Davino @Schizophonia Where you Buy that? In France? Seems tasty Codeine is not even a potent opioid, is Sort of in the weak. Good kratom is more potent and euphoric than codeine. Still since you didnt have opiate tolerance even a weak one Will feel like heroin lol. Is normal. Good for you that you Saw the addictive qualities of It and quit It fast.

Yeah, but the thing is, when your perception gets infinite there is no question about others or others povs, there is just dissolution into a ONE boundless Unity. Is the death of the ilusion, so is the death of the self, but inevitably also of the others. 😃 Because others could Only exist if there was a self in the first place ♥️

You wont ever ever experience other thing that IS not "This experience". Yet, that IS not the point...The point is "This Perspective" can radically get different and profound. "this experience" does not have the same profoundity when you are drinking 3 beers VS when you are reading a book at your home VS when you take a psychedelic VS when you chant a mantra Alone in nature for 6 hours. So IS not totally correct to assume "This Experience" as that IS something means limited or "Alone*. It feels limited because your perception is limited. But It can get unlimited.

There is impossible to experience other than ONE CONSCIOUSNESS. But you can increase radically your perception to access deeper and deeper dimensions and Unity of this ONE CONSCIOUSNESS.

@Ishanga that was pretty amazing. Managed to stay Up most all the night and there were some memorable moments. Am namah shivaya chanting which made literally merge with Infinity and with them. Shambo chanting which again made me merge but in a more love vibration type of way. The clapping. Damn clapping this Guy does while in the meditations. I swear this is something beyond anything ive touched. I literally explode in something beyond ectasy for a second when the clapping happens. WTF is that. Also i liked a lot a couple of performances. Great night! 🔥💯⛰️

It doesn't Matter if is a dream or not, rather are you having fun or not.