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@Aaron p yes...thanks for this message. I can definitely see the mind is falling/creating the trap, I had small realizations but today I woke up, I saw a post in social media about my ex (lol what a sincronicity because it was ages since I saw post of her) and I felt a little bad. So in that moment I saw my.ego telling the story that "oh wait but human beings do not exist" I can see the mind repeated this in a form of believe. Even if this believe is coming from a clear realization, now the fact is coming from belief/memory. I am actually not conscious that I do not exist. I think...when I self inquiry who is talking I actually can't sort out who is...so in a sense I see this is real but in another sense...I'm still coming from belief...yeah I'll be on the watch out. Thanks

Wow thanks for both answers they really help and juicy answers they are

I've found lysergamides (LSD and similar like those) are the best for introspection in my case and I've found is pretty popular opinion, although I've also talked to people who found things like shrooms also very good for introspection, I always found them quite mindfucky and more brutally spiritual without a space to do therapeutic-self inquiry in any rational or emotional way. Start very slow, I've even benefitted tremendously with very small doses with very clear-headed psychedelics like Lsd, so don't be scared to "waste a trip". Having said that, if you have an opportunity to have a full hands-on trip the benefits will be much consistent than with low doses,( it's just my case that I haven't been able to trip and I've experimented with low doses and I always recommend it for slow-paced self-discovery). Just make sure you are not forcing yourself to do anything and be humble with an open mind. It's the best attitude to grow and learn much faster.

@herghly I've been experimenting this last year on very low doses for emotional releasing and I've done some impressive improvements. Normal / high doses are way more effective/fast but low doses can be also surprisingly helpful if by any reason you can't do full trips at the moment. I haven't done visualizations or affirmations thought, I'll just plan something the previous day to do that is related to any stuff I want to touch during the experience, and the increase awareness just takes care of it automatically.

For me spirituality always felt that was going 'against me' but for against the false 'me', which anyway I don't need it because I am already complete and perfectly fine, just keep letting erase what is not real and see what its left. If you are looking for Truth then as long as you are going forward it shouldn't matter what its left in the road.

Ive never agreed You shouldnt take them ir You are in a 'bad place' in your life but rather that If you are not willing to do serious work and you are willing to surrender to the experience / be humble. For example having depression can be a 'bad place' but there are people that might have depression but inside them there is something that has still hopes / wants to change then I don't see a problem doing a psychedelic. On the other hand someone who might not been in such a 'dad place' in life but might be very stubborn, reckless, cocky or stubborn might not very reccomended to him to have a trip at that time in its life. It might occur the psychedelic go too strong on him

What would you eat before tripping dude? That always goes bad

@Leo Gura The reason of why it is so difficult to imagine that might be possible what you are talking about is because of linear-time thinking? I haven't entered intense levels of consciousness as many of guys had but I've had some experiences of the no-self and yeah what you are talking about is the only thing that makes sense to 'explain ' what I've discovered so far. However it seems "impossible" with linear time thinking. In high levels of consciousness this type of time perception changes radically enough that you can see clearly what you said? Or is just an explanation/analogy what you are saying?

No, its the body itself who owns the I "I" am sure I am the body since wherever this body moves, "I" is there!! Therefore, i am enslaved to this 'knowledge' the mind has! I completely believe my mind, it has such a perfect and believable story. @VeganAwake help me out, what am i missing

@Serotoninluv I (at least me) do not do it. I've become pretty conscious of what happens in a dream and I've come to the conclusion that there is awareness present in the same intensity than in real life. Thanks to awareness the dream can be dreamt. But that doesn't answer the question. Because I didn't chose to dream. In the same way that I didn't chose to live 'real life' as a 'devil'. It just happens. I suddenly find myself dreaming and I realize that there is awareness. However I do not seem to be very powerful as you guys say it is (God). I just find myself in all places and times, whether dreaming or in real life, but in sort of a helpless way.

Lol I actually like it backwards, can't stand the stimulation side from kratom. Of course its dirty since its an opiod feeling haha Anyways I don't know even the reason of this post. Kratom is definitely not useful for consciousness practices so... I don't OP why he posted this.

I would never reccomend smoking weed before doing any psychedelic. Well you must be one of the few people that actually can handle that combination for what I am seeing lol

What is the difference? Because thoughts come from the mind therefore can´t describe Truth accurately. But "spiritual insights" you guys said they describe some fundamental truth. However this insights people describe them as some sort of complex, again, thoughts. How to know you are not deluded when an spiritual insight comes in? For me there is no delusion when you can´t actually doubt, its impossible to doubt what you are experiencing. Spiritual insights seem to have some kind "trying to make sense/explain sometihg" implicit delusion coming with them.

I know it sounds new agey, but its true: You need to reconcile and accept porn in your life before you can let it go.

After physical body dies awareness implants itself Into another physical body, right? I´m probably just making stories to feel "safe", but this story feels like the most common probability after physical death. Not trying to create a phylophical debate btw, just to know if anyone who has more consciousness experience/development would agree with this so I know I can feel safe "I´ll never die" and I can let go of so much desires/fears of this body/mind has.

Right! All of that were also just thoughts

@Nahm I can let go of thoughts. But what If it (the act of letting go) doesn´t feel right? Why it feels correct to believe and attach to thoughts? It seems crazy to actually not put thoughs as a priority.

I´ve found that way gives me the most anxiety. I feel myself much more relaxed and comfortable if from the beggining im just saying what I really want to say. (Sometimes it will only be a silly opener, but because in that moment I only feel to say that, not because I have thought before, "im going to talk to her with this line because its very congruent with the context, that way my chances of being approved by her will be way higher)

Nice advices, I´ll have to check those out.

On the Prime´s Video show Undone: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt8416452/?ref_=ttep_ep2 I just started watching this show and it´s shockinly amazing. But the second episode is absolutely mindfuckery and I wonder if anyone has watched it and could make sense of it regarding weird loops Leo talks about in the blog. In the episode the script is constantly repeating but the scenes change a little bit, but its when the main character changes its attitude, that she gets out of the loop and starts creating something different. And analysis from someone having been consciouss of infinite loops would be interesting.

In low doses I find it uncomfortably stimulating , at high doses it´s only value its being very very relaxing and numbing. For me it has 0 spiritual value, it basically a avoidence drug and having opioid activity (although low, not at all like hard drugs), it´s literally low-consciousness on a pill lol. Having said that, I would take Kratom any day before having alcohol. Like, I probably still use once in a while in substitution of alcohol if I want to use it comedown of a trip or if I going through a very rough time in life in the future.

Hahah that is the best post i´ve seen in a while. Very well said god damn it, tired of this kids preaching stories within stories.

Lol why this post is not closed already? The OP is obviously a troll

But you haven´t really thought why really men are being sent to war. Is not because of coincidence. Withouth the gender identity that society constructed for males , it couldn´t have been possible to justify why only men go to war. This is the same as withouth the gender identity that society constructed for females , couln´t have been possible to justify why women couldn´t vote, and therefore it couldn´t be possible to accept that as normal. The "beliefs" society constructed that I am talking about is of the man being the gender that tolerates more brutality and violence, that is a "brute". And therefore is the one who should be sent to war, get way less empathy in violence situations, and get longer life prison sentences (yeah, keeps happening in 2020) . The construction of this narrative has been documented in plenty of history books: this "fact" have been used constantly to motivate and accept males to go to war and in general all sorts of dehumanization and toleration of brutality. This is clearly gender identity. @Serotoninluv Therefore I can´t see how this is not "gender" oppresion. How is this different to the gender female beliefs that have permitted that society has seen normal to oppress women? I am truly curious how would you see this different. And by the way, if you are going to tell me that is not gender oppresion because "but males do it to other males", inquiry how would you feel if i told you in regards to violence/murder in ghetto usa boroughs "but black people do it to other black people".

I am considering If I only will Awaken if i totally surrender my fear of death. All kind of practices, including psychedelics, it seems they can help a lot, some more than others but the fact is much of my suffering and emotional problems are rooted to my fear of death. They are rooted indeed as Leo has said with survival. I can´t help but to think that my liberation will only come if I surrender myself totally and one day let go trying to survive. This doesn´t mean that I will commit suicide. This will mean that I will let go of trying to control anything. This would implie leaving my job and any fear of not seeing my relatives again, I´ve always felt a very attraction to the mountains/nature, lately I been imagining my Awakening will happen when I can´t take the pain that the "I" creates anymore and I stop giving attention to the "I", trusting my "heart", walking to a mountain with no food but just focusing on my breathing and letting go of any thoughts of fear until I free myself of myself. Some people might call this reckless but again, I am just trying to be realistic. pd: I yet haven´t tried significant doses of psychedelics though, and neither long-spiritual retreats. I´ll wait and not jump into conclusions until I try this two options for some time, but something tells me I don´t think I´ll get Awakening withouth true surrender and total courage and faith in the heart. And this can´t come from an external source (spiritual practice or method).