Javfly33

And that's the ego talking . No man, walk towards the light. Listen to your heart.

omg omg omg Fuck me there is only ONE!!! There is only one!!! HAHAHAH How I could miss this?? I need to try this 5-meo soon. Felt like I had a 1 second teaser

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!! Please excuse me the offtopic but idk if it was the way you said that phrase, I swear something really weird happened here for some seconds when I read "... are not being imagined by God". I got something hahah. Wooow very wacky when you said "being imagined by God". Makes me feel like there is only One here imagining stuff.

If you want to do Kundalini, I can PM you photos of my book with exercises. It´s strictly a book with pranayamas, meditations and asanas. No BS philosohopy or theory. The exercises are explained in spanish, but they come with detailed pictures. I think they are pretty understandable.

I don´t know man, maybe you should take that theory with a little more skepticism. All this soul/past live is seems a little... just a theory.

I would suggest the Zen stick

There´s nothing to let go of. Just a thought telling you that there is something to let go of. First , the story was that the object (you believe you were attached to an object, you just were to a thought) Now the story is that you have to let of the attachment. (you believe that you now have to let go of an object, which in fact the only thing you have to let go of is of the thought that tells you this) Better stay in the Now and contemplate, from this place, if letting go is not, in fact, already the case.

Have you tried psychedelics to try go to the root of it?

@Red-White-Light Nope, is not about morality. Honestly I dont know what karma is, but morality is a culture construct. It only gets implanted in religion, not spirituality.

I´ve found going for a long running session (if it can be around nature, much better) instantly makes me avoid dopamine abuse stimulation for the next 4-5 hours. If you go out running before 4-5 hours before sleep, you basically do an almost effortless 12-13 hours dopamine detox I used to run A LOT when I wanted to quit porn lol. Apart from that i´ve found that putting yourself boundaries is the best approach. For example checking the forum x2 times a day, checking instagram x3 times a day, email 3 times a day...etc. That way I don´t check it like 50 times a day which usually hurts a lot my overall concentration and focus and usually gives me anxiety.

Yeah, having a mind or a subconsciouss mind feels like an "imposed thing" onto something that might be bigger and freer than that. For example, having the limitation of a "mind" and a "subsconscious mind" seems to be a belief that aligns with someone who deeply believes he is conditional and limited. But investigation is showing maybe I am not conditional or limited. So any thought or belief which resembles limitiation, I instantly doubt about it´s veracity I need to know who I am really omggg!!

If you are God, I want to ask a question. Why you created all of this? What do you think humans should do in the future to evolve?

What would happen if one drops all thoughts of "should" about reality, and start seeing each moment as an expression of love? Would that be 'dangerous' since I haven't experienced in 'direct conscioussness' what you guys like to call here 'infinite love'? This last days, acting like that was true (that my plan is love, and reality couldn't be anything else but just pure GOODNESS), felt like some legit insights got downloaded into my soul. Insights like, for example, considering that maybe I really don't need to have "conditions" to feel Ok. I don't know how to explain it or why exactly this insight has arised, but it has gone deep. It seems like an effortless realization of someone deeper than my mind. But who knows, I spend a lot of time in the forum lately, maybe reading you guys about infinite love, it's just my subsconcsiouss believing "fairy tales" or my idea of what is this "infinite love". I am considering this insight has been downloaded from the intuitive knowledge of the source, to give me a "heads up" ?that I should step my game and start moving myself even more towards love, acceptance and trust.

@Chumbimba Yeah, with the description you said it´s pretty clear your ADHD is absolutely psychological. There´s nothing wrong with your brain, you "just" have to do a shit ton of shadow work and healing in the inside. I myself do programming and I have the EXACT same "symptons" LOTS of time. Probably in less intensity? I guess so, but the symptons are the same. The fact is i am aware enough to see the symptons are just my monkey mind telling me "stuff". Then sure I can pop an adderall and my ADHD will "dissapear", it wasn´t ADHD it was just that the drugs shuts your monkey mind off, so you can work. Basically when you sit front of a computer or study book your monkey mind is telling you 100 negative thoughts per minute. This creates feelings of anxiety, inadecuacy, overwhelming, and of course, it ends up creating jittery. ITS ALL IN YOUR HEAD! I´m actually amazed medicine has called this "ADHD"!. Maybe there are real ADHD but those symptons I have felt them myself too when putting myself to study and its absolutely my bullshit. It looks medicine will create all sort of diseases to avoid the fact that brains are not the responsible for our suffering. We are. (but do not understand this in a negative way lol, more in positive not-deterministic way in regards to the brain) Do you what you have to do, some times using some drugs are necessary if you are finisihing some work or something like that, but do not self-deceive yourself more. Get rid of ADHD will mean working a lot in your traumas, shadows, healing...I think you should start slowly, it will take a shitton of work. It doesn´t get more obvious than that. You won´t cure adhd by meds because as I say meds doesn´t have in fact nothing to do with adhd they just shut your mind off that proves ADHD was just the result of your monkey mind. That´s what you have to fix.

Infinite unconditional love! You can't beat that one! Just look at your body in total presence and see that masterpiece of body. Not think about it, let silence "speak". Any morality is just a shout of the mind which itself doesn't know how to love itself. Only the heart really knows .

@Chumbimba Have you tried Kratom? I mean it's still a drug but it's way more safer than ADHD meds and I've seen there are plenty of people that use it successfully to treat their ADHD. More over, if Kratom helps you with your adhd, you can be sure your adhd regardless what doctors might say, it's entirely psychological. Btw if you rock it while on meds, obviously you are not dumb bro, (not that I would measure intelligence in academic environments ever tbh)

@Chumbimba Has it been diagnosed to you or are you self-medicating? Either way, you should start researching safer long-term solutions. I don´t know how serious your ADHD is, but be adviced, regular use of amphetamines has been more than proved to not be very healthy on the brain, precisely.

I'm certainly amazed by how powerful culture dogmas are. This is an advanced pretty much outer-culture radical forum and yet a lot of people here haven't broken still with the "anti-drug" dogma. They are using all kind of narratives as entities or aliens when they are not conscious they are just projecting their culture anti-drug dogma and finding evidence where they can. More of a confirmation bias than anything else im seeing here . I hope this is not seeing as a attack, lol. Im just saying, the apple you probably ate today was "man made" transgenic modified and I don't see you going to a psychic to remove the dark entities of today.

In the state where I am in my life right now, should I go full throttle with what my intuition tells me, or should I re-consider and try to find a balance with other areas of my life more "basic" which i have left behind lately?

@Nahm There´s nothing as going this last days thinking "I got it figure it out", thinking "now I know what is real", until I read any Nahm´s paragraph and I realize whatever I think it was happening the last 3-7-21-x days ago, was all a story again Brilliant. PD: I´m sure I will get it soon (and this is another thought, trying to make something out of nothing)

Im almost sure that if any of these teachers which are so clearly against psychedelics would trip some day, they would instantly re-evaluate their own LOC, too after the trip .

Man I can't wait to that into that Love aspect of the Absolute ?Im so hyped ?

Follow your heart, there's no right or wrong answer, just what really resonates within.

@Leo Gura I just read about that in an online document. It says that the mahasamadhi is not the liberation in life (Moshka) but rather the unlimited liberation, for ever. Does you research confirm this too? Seems too crazy. Samadhi it supposed to show there's no duality. When you "come back" you are just imagining yourself again to be a human. But this mahasamadhi seems to say you can end the imagination for ever. Wtf?

I am that what is aware of awareness.