Javfly33

The answer would be love?

You would become God to trascend all of those petty desires of the mind. Is like I encourage you to lose weight because you will feel so much better and your life will be much more healthy and you complain to me "But what about Diet Coke? I won't be able to drink Diet Coke if I become that healthy! " I mean dude if that's your attitude I can't help you. We all have to surrender things. At the end it won't matter what it is that you surrendered because for liberation the surrender must be total. In your case if it particularly hurts you is actually a good thing because the surrender to that pain / frustration will make you go all the way, rather than going half-ass like most people. So what is going to be?

Your only solution will be Realizing that you are God then. Surrender to God = Realize you are him the whole time

Why don't you surrender to the truth after realizing you don't exist? Seems to be masochistic to keep that attitude bro. Although I do understand if you are having an ego-backlash because of this sex thing . If It makes you feel good, I'm a virgin, and God doesn't guarantee me that I will have sex before I die ??

The thing is God is creating reality NOW, he just "got started" in this very second. Of course there wasn´t anything before God, because the past never happened!

Because it is unavoidable and inevitable.

No because I´m biased as an individual. But you could say "God loves them", since God loves itself / Reality. Or better said, on a high consciousness level, torture IS Love (but as anything else of course). This question is not quite special anyway since there´s nothing that is not Love since Love = Reality.

Thanks man I'll do that ??. Did you dissolve it with vinegar and coconut milk like Leo does with 5-MeO?

Hehe... Ask yourself this "Why wouldn't it"? Really, just ask yourself that question. If you were absolutely selfless and formless, why the hell would you allow certain things and not others? You have to realize that if you don't have a FORM, you can't fucking know what is "evil", "wrong", or "bad". This are projections of the mind for survival purposes.

When being overwhelmed with thoughts of "how this even possible", I have find helpful to Inquiry, by what measure do I evaluate that something is supposed to be possible, or not? I have find relatively easy to calm myself by realizing that reality itself, let's take for example an object, wouldn't care if reality would be the weirdest thing ever. Notice that is the mind that has something at stake, and that's why might find sometimes scary to discover certain aspects of how reality is. Notice that there's nothing wrong in how reality could be, no matter how weird or twisted could be, since what makes it "twisted" is the opinion of your mind. Try to feel like you would be an object and ask yourself, would I really feel scary that reality might turn upto be [x]? You'll find that it would be Ok, no matter what. ?

Lol I did watch that video too in a certain moment of my "path" when actually I felt it serious!! Haha. One of the beauties of this path is so many "re-contextualizations" levels. I could have watched that video when I just heard of Spirituality, and it wouldn't have moved me a bit, maybe it could have just arised a little curiosity in me. However at the time I watched i actually felt a kind "fear" and "realness" of the message.

Yeah I heard that already in the past. I'll have to try it then, I only have tried 2 times 4-aco-dmt and both were very mellow (15mg). If I "boof it" I shouldn't do more that than dose then, right? We could say with rectal roa i would be back at baseline 3 hours after administration tops?

Damn this is VERY interesting if this could be actually a way to make lsd trips shorter. Please share more of how did you actually administered ! I imagine it was Lsd in drops?

Personal experience. In my case 1.5hours is not enough. But if I can't keep up with those numbers which is totally normal I'll just do a trip . Also, as I said, check out of intense/focused you are doing the practice. As I say, if the practice is not motivating you by itself, then you must be doing something wrong. Meditation half ass focused as I said is kind of meh. Maybe try Kundalini Yoga if you are struggling with focus. Regarding psychedelics, You can't seriously be telling Me that you trip every two weeks and you feel "stuck" bro! Maybe step up the dose, get a little bit of your comfort zone ?

No, that´s because you are not really doing intensely enough the practices. That´s how psychedelics work , you end up stopping because they are way too effective. Meditation 30 minutes a day won´t go it. 1 hour of meditation half a sleep won´t do it either. Stike for at least 3 hours of intense Pranayama/Yoga/meditation a day. Consider psychedelic regularly if you can´t keep with this schedule. Most people understimate how strong egos are, you need to practice enough and absolutely focused so the practice is intense enough to do serious change in your (imaginary) brain chemistry. Most people won´t go anywhere with less that 3 hours of absolutely focused (not half sleep meditation) a day. If you can fast before, better. Survival must be secondary when doing the practices. Thats how serious you have to take this work. What I get from your messages is that you are not serious about this work. Either you don´t really have passion for truth, or Maybe you´ll need to suffer a bit more to gain wisdow into what is really important.

Holy crap my mind almost exploded reading that but it does make sense.

You´re not being honest in that and you know it.

Trust your gut and heart when it comes when doing psychedelics. Forget about using "reasoning" in this kind of things. Sometimes working on more "down to hearth" stuff is the correct thing, yet other times going towards more profound and trascendence approaches are the best to actually get "things moving" in everything else. There´s no correct answer, I can´t tell to you what you should do. You should really listen to yourself. What does your intuition tells you?

VeganAwake my man ?? Nice video

I watched that, but never convinced me. I'm still considering solipsism, if not accurately, to be a very close thing to what the Truth is

Well, I´m literally having WORSE WD effects from caffeine that from Kratom. There´s no way Kratom can be compared with benzos or alcohol wd. I used it daily for over 5 months and one day stopped for 2 weeks to take a tolerance break, well the WD was noticeable lighter than the one I´m having from coffee. So there´s that. At the 4 day I was totally Ok in energy levels. I am at 6 day of coffee and I´m still wasted. As I said Kratom shows plenty of "benefits" like coffee does: Energy boost, mood boost, depression and anxiety relief, immunity boost...etc. Until the know the only bad thing proven from Kratom is constipation. Which gets more or less solved with a more high-fiber diet , magnesium and more water. See, the thing is not the physical harm. As I said caffeine or even Kratom could be healthy for you, I´m not debating the possible physical benefits of caffeine but what studies can´t show how you can: - Become lazy - Become comfortable with your life - Use a substance to avoid facing the real issues of your depression, lethargy or lack of concentration. - Lose touch with your inner desired and your true motivation that drives you. If I have a shitty job, and I do caffine, I can make the work. If I stop caffeine, I might stop being motivated so I´ll just think that coffee is a great thing that makes productity easier. But another perspective could be that a sober perspective give me a clear view of what I really like. But most people are so disconnected they are afraid of this. This are real dangers! But since they are long-term, nobody really talks about them. Yeah, welcome to drugs and the world of "making things easier". See, it´s very easy to show the benefits but is not so much this kind of cons. This kind of cons are sneaky, society must be at minimum level of awareness to actually take into account this cons. This approach is very hard to find into studies, (nor I believe are the goals of them tbh)

exercise and reading

What is currently your practice? The benefits of the practice itself should be enough to "motivate" you to keep going. If not you either not practicing enough or not the right things

But is it really the same Awakening and enlightenment? If after Awakening you still have to work on yourself hard to become less ego-centric (which is from where all neuroticism arises) and more God-like, and enlightenment is the definition of being in an state of God-like, then wouldn't be really enlightenment the actual destination everybody is going towards by doing this work? After all when you are doing self-actualization all you are doing is removing the delusion and confusion in your psyche about certain aspects of yourself. An honest mind would never need self-actualization. Isn't self-actualization just truth discovering but on the personal level? For me it feels that way.

Or just you observing that your behaviour produces suffering in your life, so you want to change. Hasn't be motivated by society always