Javfly33

I know, it's a projection.. I'm very good at that ??

Thank youuu, at least that gives me a clearer map. Ok, so this is a particular projection of God's mind, that makes sense. Idk why people would just look other way when I asked this . Lol Because Reality seems exactly like a dream. In a dream there can be dreams but the other is just being dreamed

That sounds insane, man. And that is love? At this point I am going to keep going but literally because of intuition (my 'heart') My rational mind says this is getting dangerous.

It depends on your previous spiritual background. Now if i do 100ug, I'll getting closer trascendence territory. However some years ago, 100ug was basically fun and a little instropection if I'm lucky. Trips get more intense the more you grow. At to the point that you have to start even dosing less than in the past.

Exactly. An individual can't grasp it. Only reality itself could ever know...right? What if you are reality actually? If that would be true, there would be actually a possibility of knowing...

I reduced first to only smoking at nights. That way you can stop smoking during the day and not feel so much anxiety you just know you will smoke at nights. Do this for a couple of weeks and you will no longer miss smoking during mornings and afternoons. Then it comes the most difficult part. Actually substituting that smoke of the night for other thing.

You can go deeper. You can know what is this unknowable thing and why you created it.

It's the opposite. And you are doing it right now with this. Something happens in reality, which has no meaning whatsoever. Until you give it meaning. And you give it a particular meaning, trying to "accuse" reality (projecting) as the "demonstration" of who you are. It's actually the opposite! Try this. Next time when thoughts arise with the purpose of maintaining the identity of Who you believe yourself to be (aka, the situation "demonstrates" that I am like "this" happen again) maybe try to not instantly believe them. Maybe try letting them go a little bit and wait to other thoughts about that situation that do feel good. In doing that, you might discover that maybe you are greater than a fixed assumption you believed yourself to be. It's a matter of not jumping into conclusions.

When you say "has no significance to our being, but to the illusory person" it seems you are saying like there's some kind of difference between this two.

You are making a duality there which is not real. Since you are only God, it's possible to be deluded into imagining that you are a human. If not, if there was really something like the ego, then of course we could always say "You are always untouchable awareness" because we could separate between the ego and awareness/conscioussness. But that is not the case. Therefore it depends on how awake you are

Enlightenment = State of being Awake. Is a state of how conscious God is, is not a state of your brain.

Why do you emphasize that not within the materialistic paradigm? Wouldn't they just be robots? Because it's not like consciousness is in the brain so we could just literally make one for robots and put it in there.

Lol the second time I did mdma I actually watched a mojiji satsang. Call it coincidence but I had my first glimpse of no-self that day.

@Nahm I wish I could see that clearly. If I could there wouldn't be any "path", thought The path itself is the biggest delusion ?

Well, seems like it. If I keep being "honest", there´s no other destination that go towards Truth. I could always go back to delusion, but I never had truly liked the life that delusion gives. So it seems I´m not looking to stop it. It just seems kind of scary at first. You know, that this spirituality thingy is actually real and all of that.

Yes, If there´s anything as a "path" in the first place anyways.

The worse, or great thing is (I don´t know it yet), is that once you started, there´s no way you can stop it.

No, it's not evident. The body is programmed to survive, and the mind collaborates with this. But the sensation that you are the one who is in charge of the mind and body and is collaborating along with this two to survive, THAT is a fiction you have a created for yourself to create yourself an individual entity. The mind fuck is, (supposedly, I haven't verified this yet) that you are actually God but since you wanted to experience duality (there's nothing else to do) you became this fictional entity , and now you are fucked Lol. Enlightenment is supposed to "unfuck" yourself from this confusion that you got yourself into.

Pretty much. There's a show about people living in Alaska and all they do is being concerned with the next shitty thing they have to do to get food, improve shelter, fix stuff...etc. Most people would idealize it as a holidays, but it's far from reality. That's why people that say I'm going to live in cave until I get enlightened it's an utopia unless they have someone which brings them food every few days and basically care for them while you are meditating. If not it's impossible to get enlightened if you are thinking on survival most of the time LOL!!

Of course!

You too? Recently It was revealed to me that once I get enlightened, I have discovered my life purpose will be opening a psychedelic retreat to enlighten and heal people.

Omg ººº...that gave me chills. I hope soon I can discover wtf you guys are really talking about.

That's what I was doubting, if both would be equally intense. Yeah I never have snort it anything with liquid it seems gross. I will go with plug it then. Hope it works for me. Thanks for the info!!

Did you try to burn it with some dry herb below the powder?

Cool, that "recipe" also is the same for plugging, right?