Javfly33

Last months were special, I had some mystical states, and lately I was deeply consciouss and knew that my thoughts weren't me. (In reality it's state, not a knowing). Then something happened 3 days ago in my life. A radical change and unexpected decision in the last moment. I've been totally lost in thought stories and deeply identified with my thoughts. Basically last 72hrs have been painful, a lot. Who know if maybe I would have suffered more if I wouldn't have done all Spiritual work I've done, but to be honest, this "hit" has make me deeply skeptick of the theory of "baseline level of consciousness".

Good for you that Alcohol works for you to loosen yourself up. Lots of people do it. Unfortunately (or fortunately) alcohol never really worked for me to socialize, had to resource to harder drugs, which made it un-doable in the long run so I had to come up with a sober, solve-the-root of the problem plan. But for one time if it has let you see that you can let go, even that can be therapeutic. Just try not to use it as a crotch. It will make you lose opportunities of working on yourself in the long run.

Beautiful.

Do this kind of things work?

Here's what I heard in this forum: "God is making it easy for you to wake up" "When you wake up, you realize all of your fuck ups were just a perfect design so you arrive at that precise moment to experience the Truth" Those kind of affirmations seem to imply that God's nature is DEEPLY PERSONAL to the life (story) of the ego. But also I have heard in this forum: "God doesn't care more about a human than an ant" "Nothing matters" "The ego mind wants to think it is special. But nothing further from the truth, because not even the "I" exists. Just surrender to the present moment. You dont exist" Those kind of affirmations seem to imply the contrary thought. If you guys are interested, I can give a clear explanation of why I am asking this question. I am starting to see a pattern in my life that it's making me think truly God is teaching me a lesson.

The last few months I rarely eat meat but I have always resorted to eggs for easy protein but Lately i´ve been feeling like eggs are somewhat nasty, I cant explain it my body is just saying "noo" to eggs lately. So I am naturally choosing cleaner foods and that ends up resulting in that Im not eating enough protein probably. I like lentils, but do you eat lentils every fucking day? Its soo easy to make 3 eggs in 5 minutes and get the protein of the day as easy as that So any idea? I want to think that the body does´t need such much protein as they say, but honestly I am not in the mood of doing legumes more than 3 times a week. It takes at least 2 hours of my time each time i try to cook them

Cbd doesn't get you stoned as thc does

Amazing post! Yes, you are so right that all judgments towards others will eventually backfire you and separate yourself, I have lived that in my first experience and it ruined my connection and social live for most of my life. Serious stuff . I'd like to put it like this: Since everything is You, when you judge other, you are literally judging a facet of yourself! Let's say your thin and you judge a far guy, well if someday you get fat you will judge yourself because that you haven accepted that facet yet. I actually have discovered an "exercise" to practice this. I don't know about you but sometimes when I am watching a movie or a TV show, some "cringe" situation will pop up where I used to skip that part because of so much cringe it gave me. But recently I realized I NEVER should do that! No matter how cringe it is that situation, ITS ME! I must go through the hard process (for the ego) of accepting a part of me (anything thing or anyone that I see in reality) that I feel embarassment or cringe. Once you accept that there's a new level of Self acceptance and love that you have about yourself. It's all YOU! You better not judge YOURself then ?

Well, Pharmacologycally speaking, there's no such a thing as a Psychedelic, only substances that "shows hallucinogen properties", which both Psychedelics and dissociatives do. That's why doing the distinction between "Psychedelic vs dissociative" can be useful to group certain kind of substances, but fundamentally incorrect in the sense that dissociatives do produce Psychedelic effects. It's not that I think the distinction should stop being used, but rather that if the OP was interested in DXM and someone says "it's not a Psychedelic" it might make the OP to think that dissociatives have no Psychedelic properties whatsoever.

Again, there's no such a thing as a "true Psychedelic". There are substances with Psychedelic properties,most dissociatives are one of them.

I had my first true ego death in ketamine, and I had tried lsd and shrooms before ... So I wouldn't be so sure to say "a dissociative is not a Psychedelic". I think more than the distinction of "Psychedelic vs not Psychedelic" a more accurate one is a substance with x % of Psychedelic properties. Does dissociatives have Psychedelic properties, of course they do, and my experience is a clear evidence of it. However I still consider the 'classics' much more reliable for most people, and the fact that they can't almost never be abused as an addiction is also a plus.

Do you think Eckhart Tolle is consciouss that the present moment is all that exists, or do you think he had a powerful Awakening that changed his life, but right now, or at least most of the time, he is not consciouss that the Now is the only thing that exists? Trying to make myself an idea of what is POSSIBLE in this work. Just had a non-dual awareness out of the blue and I entered such an euphoric state I can't believe this was actually possible.

Your head breaths? Lol you must be very weird.

@Someone here You nailed 90% of it. However Solipsism can still be debuked. Because Solipsism exists in reference to an indidivual.

I'm on four day off caffeine. I'm determined to quit this habit for good. The thing is, it's been harder than i thought. I am so tired I can't get any work done. Not only that I have like an overall uncomfortably in all my body when I sit in the chair to get work done. Maybe this is psychological idk. I need to know how much this symptoms will last because the work is piling up and I am so damn tired and unfocused . My reasons for quitting: I hated that I needed to have coffee in the morning or less I won't be able to do anything. I don't know what it's like to have a stable amount of energy. It has hurt so much my productivity. Because I just get 1 hour of intense stimulation where I open 20tabs and then the rest I get a crash of energy. Also when I don't drink coffee I feel so much more relaxed and no anxiety.

Drop the thought of "being consciouss", you're using as a backstory to keep using imagination as Reality. Why you say "but they exist right NOW"? Is that your direct experience? Be careful to not confuse inferences, which only exist in your imagination and guessing, with that which IS Are other persons BEING/ISSING? It's crucial that you see clearly that Existence = Being

@OBEler Look to what is needed to happen to something so it can EXIST. You just answered yourself. You are literally naming "existence" to that which IS, NOW. Does that room EXIST NOW? If not, there you go. It doesn´t. If you go to that room and EXISTS, there you go, it exists. Notice how simply is. If you know that existence is = that which exists NOW. Then it wouldn´t make any sense to wonder if that room exists now. Because it clearly doesn´t. It might exist in the future. That could be possible. Yet you don´t think of existence as a future, only at what a present. Does "other persons" EXIST NOW? What would need to happen in order to that "other person" exist?

That should be "Java". Anyway that´s offtopic since thes thr Lol!

Do you think you could lose that Awakeness? Leo said one time in a video that one guy had been Enlightened for some years and then "he lost it".

Exactly! If you are not consciouss of the truth is the precise moment, then you will suffer. That's why Spirituality from belief comes with serious self-deception dangers . But one good question would be...if I had been consciouss of what is true, yet now I am not, could it be that Im still "not done"? See, there's the approach about states of consciousness. Meaning if you can realize the truth but then fall back into a state of consciousness where the truth is not being realized, then only delusion exists. But if it was really the truth, shouldn't be clear now? If I a totally I am 100% sure identity doesn't exist, I wouldn't be alive right now. So it seems that my mystical experiences has given me some info, but not strong enough to actually die. That's why I think enlightenment comes when the truth is 100% obvious. I remember Leo saying "doesn't matter how much Enlightement experiences you had, if you still doubt you are the body you haven't trascended fear"

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Sorry but I don't agree mate. If I a say I am God or a I am conscioussness lets be honest how much % I am sure of that. Because if then I feel fear is because deep down there are still beliefs that I might be a human after all. That's like you say "I am God and I know 100% sure that death is imaginary" and then you end up homeless in the street and suddenly you feel fear and insecurity about your body. What is the truth? Do you really know it and you are not that sure?

Yeah yeah a lot of coherent explanations let's see if all it's still hunky dory if one day your kid gets raped.

@Nahm you right. For a second I thought I owned Bliss. So arrogant since I don't even exist Lol @James123 True. Only when I stepped out of myself I realize Bliss has always been the case .

But Bliss can be conscious what it is or not. If not bliss could think is an object and imagine a shit ton of stories. This does Seem as an important difference.