Javfly33

So Conscioussness is being projected from one Body / Point of View and that's it? There aren't any other Conscioussness "out there" right? That's Solipsism in a nutshell

Just meditated 10 minutes in darkness+silence after 2 months of not doing nothing. I saw it now. I am consciousness. Thanks

Explain then why Conscioussness is creating a particular body in your reality and not other bodies that you are seeing on the streets then

If you would have to score from 1 to 10 how sure you are that death doesn't exist (than when the body deteriorates and heart stops beating you will either re-incarnate, or stay as Infinite Love until you decide to create/imagine another universe) being 1 you are petty sure death will take something real with it and 10 that death won't affect ANYTHING real of reality being as sure as that 1+1 is 2 in arithmetics. How much score would you give? PLEASE be honest. If you still have a doubt that there might something as death and you COULD BE AFFECTED by IT, then please be honest and don't give just a 10 score.

Again, they do not lose awareness. Awareness is there as it is in a 5 year old kid who have no clue what enlightement is. Honestly, I don´t have any idea how a person with dementia experiences the world. But as I said, is Consciousness which is or not awake of itself, not a person or a brain. So Consciousness could be maybe more awake within an ego that doesn´t construct contantly an story of time. That´s what I said "If any, the oppossite".

@KaRzual Hehe.... see you are not getting it because you think awareness depends on cognitive function or brain activity

trap-star (Lil Durk) got enlightened:

If any, at the opposite ?

That´s no fap. If you don´t want to masturbate even from once in a while, you´ll have to deal with that energy. Personally running long-distance is what helped me the most to dealing with the high energy/mania of nofap. But tbh I got tired of it because I felt it was kind of waste of time and making the body work for nothing. Still the benefits of nofap sometimes are worth it. You´ll have to contemplate what you want to choose. Personally I think the ideal is to fap once a week (testorone builds up to the maximum in about 7 days, then you hit the celing) but for most people doing nofap is sometimes more easy than doing one fap a week.

I could never. Have bad memory for very old memories. But I'm wondering now what people mean with "sense of self". Are you referring to that? When I created "my sense of self"? I mean What does even mean sense of self. I've been trying to feel my body (which is only a thought, so I don't really know what I've been trying to feel I guess) and ask, Is this the sense of self? Is it here this "sense of self" Gurus said I constructed?

If God realization doesn´t matter if it lasts 1 year than it lasts 10 minutes, a full breakthrough should make you "done" for ever. Here´s my concern: 99% of people do came back to the ego mind after an ego-death, BUT, you can only "guess" it from the outside, and here´s the trick. My guess, after consciousness breakthrough, is that in people that have experimented it, a "knowing" has arised in them for ever that even though in the outside it seems there´s an "ego" from where they operate, in the inside the "person" is gone (there´s no one there) and they could actually be totally enllightened. Of course this could only happen if previous spiritual practice was there before hand. A guy with 0 meditation practice and 0 foundation will not get enlightened with a trip, because their ego won´t allow it (but then it wouldn´t be a breakthrough) That´s my concern. You can´t never know the person´s enlightement from the outside.

Ive seen worse things

Not good. I know its a thought, but I meant that I still identify with feelings in the body. To be honest, I think I have progressed a lot into being able to not believe thoughts, but now there´s still the body, I have a hard time not "believing the body".

Thanks for the message man ❣️?

Yes I'm scared of infinite love because my limited sense of self is all I now (had glimpses of expansive Self but since they have been 0.0000001% compared with this limited identity, it feels I AM MORE THIS LIMITED IDENTITY than I am the Self) And at the same time I know I am BIG THING Lol. Is here, here it is. But I am the thinking monkey, I feel myself like I am important lol

Being totally honest I just know I know 0 about conscioussness, self, feeling, thoughts, seeing, going, perspective or anything. I know absolutely nothing. Less than Nothing. So clueless about just about everything I might just well stop everything and behave like I didn't even started. ?

If what you mean is I should stop seeking for a while and focus on material accomplishment things (joyful things I want to create), I think you are right. I´m going to take some years to go back to self-development/lifestyle creation and then I´ll take trascendence seriously. I probably (my ego) wants to accomplish stuff and so on before surrendering to truth- So that´s Ok and I´m going to let him @Nahm

Highly enough conscious people know family is an illusion since blood ties are imaginary lol

@peachboy That´s exactly what I felt in a kind of "knowing" when I was like 6 years old or so. The fact that I couln´t imagine something as being dead used to made me so crazy and in wonder and in awe. But yeah it´s also terrifying. @Nahm Ouch!

WAAAIT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT???? @Someone here

Yeah I know it´s mainly because of fear. I took 5-MeO and I didn´t breakthrough and I could have taken another dose but I said no because what I saw made me realize this shit was real and I could totally annihilate the version of reality Im used to If I wake up. This work is fucking scary because you can´t know what is really at the other end of the river until you go there yourself. And nobody can guarantee you that you will be allright

Nice. Something to contemplate but I guess i´ll never fucking get it. Not even with 5-MeO I can get this shit Lol

Then who are you? I get what you are saying. All differences exist in thoughts, not in the present moment. Yet if that is true that would mean that @James123 only exist as a thought. And in reality @James123 is Me. See I can't accept that. Wtf is this joke

Major : Wheat (Make it everything WHOLE GRAIN, whether it's pasta or bread or rice) Pulses (mainly 2 types) (I honestly don't know what is this) Rice (Make it WHOLE GRAIN) Potato (quit this, it just bloats your stomach and gives minimum nutritional value) Clarified butter (ditch it or consume little) 6-8 different regular spices (spices are fine) Occasional : Red kidney beans (Good) Lady finger (what is this?) Taro (what is this?) Different types of fruits during different seasons (mango, muskmelon,etc in summer and carrot, guava, apple,etc. in winter) (VERY GOOD!) Curd (what is this?) Lemonade Chickpea Soyabean Junk food snacks Cottage cheese

I'm probably full of shit.