Javfly33

The irony is that by "surrendering to the One" you just created Duality. You (the dream character) and the One reality. So actually all of these things you are doing: surrender, fear, pray... they are ego in disguise

From the relative point is whatever your ego wants to. For low Consciousness ego will be to amass power and control, safety...etc. For high developed egos will probably be to spread love and compassion between humans . And from the Absolute sense there's no purpose whatsoever. Being is prior to purpose Being is Love. But I wouldn't call Love a purpose. Love is more like the material or building blocks that Reality uses to create life.

I know but I don't like them that much tbh. If I want to get a treat I'll get a snickers bars which I love ?. Actually there's something about this chips (or in general about potato chips I guess) which makes me suspect and is that they are tremendously fiendish. Like I start eating some and then "I have to" finish the damn bag. I used to think that feeling was because of addictives and chemicals in candy bars or processed foods. But this potato chips only have those 3 ingredients. So maybe either they processed method is sketchy or either potato chips has a weird thing that makes them very fiendish (maybe is the combination of carbs+fats+salt which makes it very palatable for the organism?)

Kratom.

@Michael569 Man, your post deserves a golden medal. Thanks a lot for all of that information and surely I know that. I won't be buying those chips again. Topic closed ?

Awakening is Awakening. Whether it happens on weed or taking a shit or meditating. The Truth is what matters. Not how you got there. In fact once you are there you will know it because you won't be able to hold as a ground the fact that you have taken a Psychedelic ?

Maybe you don't resonate with Psychedelics so acutely as most people. Me myself for example it seems I have a weird tolerance to anything that have dmt on it: 5-meo-dmt, n-n Dmt, 4-aco-dmt...each of these substances I have to dose way higher than most people to feel a proper trip. However for example with Lsd i resonate deeply. Any signficant dose goes to the core. Also, it seems you have only tried natural ocurring Psychedelics in plants. Potency on those can be tricky to know. I recommend you to try 1P-LSD. Ime and my friend which I give it to him has proven to be very strong. Maybe your organism will resonate more with that type of psychedelics (lysergamides) so could try that. Or not and you are just naturally gifted. If you had had mystical experiences that have been more strong sober.

I've tried this, and it hasn't worked. Spirituality is beyond this materialistic realms. If you need to satisfy this realms, better tread with a more materialistic approach

+1000% Agree

In other words free will is controlled by One which is the same as You and Me ?

Shit happens dude @StarStruck Everybody do shit wrong in the first date. Don´t see it as a "fuck up" rather see it as the first step of learning. Real learning has to come from somewhere, and it comes from real world experience and real lost opportunitties, not from watching youtube videos.

Start: Pick up Therapy Psychedelics ..etc Not necessary in that order. But do something bro. And no, I wouldn't recommend you to move back to your parents unless you are very depressed

And at the same time the "perceptions" are God itself

Yes, it seems like you haven´t almost even started yet. Lots of growth to do there.

Oh, Ok, that's great to know. Pure DMT will be next time then

Yeah I don't care about the visuals but I was using them as a "reference point" to see if the stuff has given a proper trip or not. I did have effects but I just suspect they could have been way stronger with 3 hits. Damn I hated to smoked that thing and felt like my insides were burning inside. Isn't other way to do DMT that is not through burning your lungs?

Tried it for the first time last Friday. Any reason why I didn't have any visuals? The experience lasted only 3-4 minutes and it was quite similar to 5-meo-dmt (but definetely with more body-high/anesthesia). I took 3 hits but nothing. Couldn't get any visuals. Each hit~ a trip about 2-3 minutes . Either my tolerance is very weird or I don't know how to smoke from a water pipe (I think they are called like that english). It was changa. Maybe I should try DMT cristals

? Great, I'm going to do it.? @Nahm

Directly. @Nahm

That's the thing. I don't have a problem with sitting in the cushion, I more or less have learned to sit well and be with my back straight. Neither I have with delivering packages, if I do it correctly my back shouldn't suffer too much. The problem is the clutch (manual pedal for you americans that drive automatic Lol). The clutch is very hard to push (they should fix it) so when you do push it my lower back suffers. Some hours it's ok yet 5 hours a day doing that... I feel I'm going to hurt myself sooner or later But thanks for the advices thought. I too think my job makes it for me easy to get into "flow" however is not exactly as meditation. If not also playing videogames should be a spiritual practice Lol . But thanks for the advices, you have a point .

Because it hurts my physical body. I could chew it if they were just be more kind to employers. But right now the situation is not good . (Basically the vehicle I drive has a problem that fucks up your back, and they won't fix it because they say they don't have sustitute vehicles) And yeah I'm stressed out because is a delivery job and I feel like I have to go around very fast to be able to deliver all the things. Also sexuality / social skills I am very poor. Need to work on that too seriously in the next year So basically my mind is occupied 100% with this aspects that are very important for my well being.

Lol. Fuck it! I'm quitting my job too! Let's go wild ! ?

Good to know we are in the same page. I agree. Yet, if its not realized, isn´t the whole thing lose the point? For who is this deep layer enjoyable? If the only who can enjoy it never exist at such deep layer?? You see the problem here? @Fran11

Yeah, it´s all you. All Love.

I did a spelling mistake. Of course Self, Now, Awareness, Consciousness exist. They are all names for God, which is the only thing that exist. I´m just saying that, since you are God, you can be lost on your on creation, or not. If you are lost in your on creation, there´s no "untouchable peaceful awareness" that can save you, because YOU are literally alone as God!! If you can´t save/awake yourself, nobody can save you. There´s no "outside agent" to hold on to as a saviour. Either you are awake or you are asleep. Of course there are states. But what i mean is that you have the 100% responsability. What you have written has nothing to do with the discussion (maybe you wrote it because of my spelling mistake). And I agree with all 100%.