Javfly33

@Keyhole We might have different personalities then. If I would be listening on my headphones, if someone stops me to tell me something I would gladly interact with them (doesn´t matter if its women or men. Of course unless they want to sell me something lMAO). Like, a human interaction is something more scarce and imo valuable than listening to a song or a podcast that i can do the rest of the day unlimited times. But maybe that´s just me because I´m naturally extroverted and a lot of people just don´t like humans that much Lol. Although I don´t understand how wearing headphones is a signal to leave a person alone

@Nahm How so?

Some days I won't just find interesting any girl. Like no matter how physical attractive she is i will just go "meh" However other times like today I saw such a hot girl just now and it's indescriptible the amount of frustration and pain I feel when it happens. It's like she is so fucking hot and beautiful I just want to die (or course I know I should approach her but not always it's the right time and especially right now it's a little tricky with the pandemic) But like I said. It's so painful.. It might help to say that I'm a virgin so I might idealize too much the opposite sex (could it be that? ) so don't be too harsh on me . I'm currently working on my social skills and pick up but I'm a little on hold due to covid. Just wanted to ask if it's normal to feel this when you see a very hot girl and especially if this will go away once I start to get laid.

How is the afterglow? How much your ego has come back? @How to be wise can't unquote sorry

@Keyhole Thats exactly why I find your message promoving anti-social behavior. In a world that we are already deeply disconnected by social media and internet addiction. Sure, let's get even more frightened of interacting with each other because "i hope I don't disturb the other person". The issue is here is that for some weird reason you don't like that pick up is a thing. So you project your negativity in all of this kind of topics behind a curtain of saying a logical argument. Just approach being natural, expressing what you want to say to her. Become vulnerable and feel. Doesn't matter much what you say, but rather how confident and loving you are being in each second of yourself. What you do or say will only be a result of your internal attitude towards yourself. When you approach are you loving and accepting yourself or are you judging and hating yourself? At the end of the day it's all what it boils down to

@Keyhole Yeah sure, everybody that has headphones on is always because they are in total bliss and super-concentrated and not because they are as bored as fuck so they put up some music Lol.

Beginning only makes sense if you think of consciosuness as a finite thing that happens in time.

So personality is a part of "God" in the form that God has taken form? This would imply that God is locked to the personality. Imagine if the personality is being a prick. Wouldn´t this mean that you are eternally locked into being a prick since its part of your personality? If you want to improve and dont be a prick no more, but since its part of your personality. Then you are fucked. I dont like this deterministic mindset.

@James123 why you think it's so difficult to surrender a self?

@How to be wise i don't think his post is that long for how profound shit he's saying tbh. Other trip reports are way longer

Holy shit, one of the best trip reports I've heard. Need to try that eth lad

On what basis do you affirm that? Imo, the "unique personality" you are talking about is a more refined layer of the ego.

Who is thinking the thoughts then?

@VeganAwake How do you realize the prison is not real?

@Someone here Right! Missed that

All of this insights will stop being true once you realize you are not the individual self with whom the Universe plays with. You are just playing alone imagining you are somebody or something else that is not already the Universe.

@Eren Eeager Me too. I´m making again a 100day no fap! I didnt get much improvements when I did it though since I peaked a lot of times in porn sites. But at least you DO NOT FEEL the crush of after masturbating during 100 days not a single moment

I was just cleaning my room and I become aware that my mind might be tricking me again. During all my life my mind was constantly proyecting thoughts of being inside the brain and being the perceiver. This is where what most humans are in regards to beliefs. But what I just realized now is that After some "awakenings" the mind has started proyecting that it is "that" (the world of forms). Yeah, like the Nissardagatta "I am That" Book. I am The chair, the wall, the floor etc. Or at least that's what the mind says I was convinced this was Awakening that but this are just thoughts that the mind is protecting, again. I am actually deluded. I have not woken up. So far the truth is in non dual states what happens is that the sense of self disappears. The additional "meaning" of saying " I am that" is probably something that the ego proyects under the hood to keep himself alive. As long as you are something (doesn't matter if it's not the body) you are safe. So the ego changes being a body to being a chair, a wall, a form. The ego tells himself he has died but actually he just changed identity. He is still totally alive In reality, i do not know who I am. just my two cents of observation. Let me know if I am missing something here.

I read it yeah! It was sort of an inteview book right? What do you want to mean with that btw?

So how come is called "non duality"? I am in Non-duality but in my own dream. But deeply separated between your appearance and my appearece. Each one is his own dream it seems. Pd: And now you will say: "my" and "your" is just a thought/label ?

@Nahm So Nahm doesn't really exist. It's just appearances happening. This appearances write a message, and I use the label (thought) "Nahm" to describe the illusory self that has written the message. So basically I'm just writing to myself when Nahm replies to a post. Is there any kind of free will in your experience?

No. Everybody knows that when you reach 5000 messages you receive a rasa transmission from each moderator to get enlightened

@AdamDiC but arnold was profesionallly dedicated to it.

nonsense advice to hurt his body

@Lyubov meeeh i dont know. Seems to magical thinking to me. What do exactly do after you see a hot girl if you dont approach her?