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@Shiva99 Same here bro. We must start hard on pick up once covid wears off

Very good lessons. Keep going bro!

Classic newbie mistake. Enlightment is not a thing and you are it. But if you haven´t realized it directly and experience it for yourself, taking it as a belief won´t help you that much. So you have to seek and seek and seek even though what you are seeking is what you already are. Yes, its a mindfuck and counter-intuitive but this is not something you can outsmart. Too many spiritual people have fallen into the trap of not seeking and adopting God and Truth as a belief. Don´t become one of those people. Seek !

Thanks! Will check it out!

Same. I wish there would be more info in why apparently some people feel so bad after masturbation

@James123 that´s all there is! So exactly, happy "new year". Although "new year" its just a thought in between the nothingness right

Can you explain that in more detail?

Love 101 ?

Well I'm out of this journey, then. Oh wait, now I can't get out of the journey ?? @Gesundheit Quite brilliant answer

If you don't like meditation just don't do it. Meditation is not intended per se to awaken. But rather to maintain a state of consciousness imo It's like Psychedelics are the spark, and meditation is the fuel

I think i get what you are saying. @Nahm But...isn't "non duality" another context/label/thought? What if we don't actually know shit about who we are since we can only "be" it?

Makes sense, thanks for explaining

@James123 Is this nothing undescribable? Why we can't call it "infinity"? Since it doesn't have a begging or end. Seems like calling it infinity is pretty on point

@WaveInTheOcean It feels that way because you are sleep. If you would be awake there would be no survival problems. You exist as awareness being aware of thoughts. Mean while a human body can survive. But you are able to be seated in the back seat.

I want to ask for opinions about 2 experiences I had so far, where this has happened. One happened some months ago on a 4-AcO-DMT trip, other happened today during a meditation (sober). After having the first experience (psychedelic) I felt very real but I dismissed it as probably hallucinations of the psychedelic (mind stories). However today having experienced it on meditation, it make me question if they were actually real. This is how the experience happened in both times: I put a guided audio meditation. In this meditation, there is the voice of the sound of the Guru/guide, but also some birds chirping. I start to lose my sense of self. It is revealed, that I am awareness. But even more radical, it is reveiled that everything is awareness. There´s nothing but awareness. In this moment, the birds chirping are not understood as an audio coming from youtube, but rather, that I am actually the birds chirping, and that they are real. Somewhere in the universe, I am literally being those birds, and I am hearing/being them now. I am becoming aware of them (and that I am them literally), with some kind of "infinte cord" It´s like there is a "cord" between 'here' and maybe a thousands kilometers to the birds. I am in infinite space just "connecting" with some random parts of myself that I am creating. But maybe this are just delusions. Would like some advice. Has anyone experience this??

@Keyhole Thanks again for all of that info! Will read it slowly to see if I find something I can resonate with Definitely, the dying of my father has been somewhat weird. I haven't been sad. A weird intuition has been veiled that "everything is fine". It has even sorta triggered a higher state of awarenes and peace. I think it's also too because he had a pretty tough life (was a hardcore addict to H, although he didn't died from that , he actually had quit some time ago once and for all. Which, tbh, is quite the irony of life ) and i always had such empathy for his suffering I only wanted to him to be safe and in peace. I used to have a lot of spiritual connection to my father anyway, too. I would speak to him and i would be conscious i was just speaking to Consciousness/myself. So really, thanks for all your but i think all is good! ???

OMG right! There's no time so those birds are happening "now". @Keyhole Thanks for describing it so clearly ?I got it

@mandyjw But how do you know this other stories are the ones true? Sorry can't unquote

Exactly. Rationally it's just the audio from youtube and i am making stories after so many non duality theory

@ivankiss I get that. But were those sounds of a "real" bird? It was imaginary right? @Nahm Then that means I am aware of it

1. Nothing. Reality is One/Infinite so it doesn't need a how. 2. That's a good one. I don't think I can come up with a linguistic answer. All thought answer would fundamentally temporary and impermanent therefore false and not 100% certain. 3. Right now I'm dreaming 4. Nowhere, exactly. In absolute Nothingness, in the centre of infinity, in the mind of 'God'. Unfortunately I can't escape this dream lol. Can't destroy myself 5. The earth is round. I haven't seen it but I don't practice 100% scepticism with everything because of useful/survival purposes

My eyes can´t believe what I am reading.

Forget it already. That´s a way too needy attitude. She has already seen that from miles away. Your better off going to the next girl. Also, dating co-workers is a terrible idea.

I don´t know what is consciousness, but is what you fundamentally are. You are not a concept, you are not an idea.

Which is even twister is that Assassins Creed was imagined by You