Javfly33

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  1. And God is also a cat. But that doesn´t mean that the cat is self-conscious that its God. Therefore the cat will always be deeply fear-based and survival oriented even though its God
  2. Why not? It's pretty fucking radical if you are Conscious that the other person is you yet the other person doesn't have a clue of it...
  3. Sorry but I can't help but to laugh when I hear about this "infinite intelligence" that God supposably has. There is only God/Reality. There are no separate or individual entities. So the theory is basically God is totally lost in his own Imagination. God is so intelligent that he is lost in suffering because he is so dumb that can't wake up to the fact that he exists, and believes that he is thoughts, therefore God thinking that he is a separate self/the mind. Not only that, but God stumble upon teachings of non duality, do practices, have awakenings etc...yet he is so "intelligent" that in the most reincarnations he is in, he still is trapped in to the individual/ego illusion. It's clear than in most of incarnations of God, God is totally lost and deluded. But is that even in incarnations where God learns about non duality, even on this ones is not so common to God to wake up to itself. And you Call that intelligent haha! That the guy can't even wake up even if he stumbles with all kind of hints. And he still doesn't get it. Lol. So that's why I go crazy when I hear that God is intelligent. I think he is not.
  4. But the mindfuck is that the ego mind is not a thing on its own. It's God itself pretending to be an ego/mind/entity!
  5. @mandyjw I know it's not a "he". I wanted to make sure females wouldn't get offended but i didn't know how to explain it in english sorry!
  6. Didn't you just described it? Lol. By the way please explain more in detail what you mean when you say "I became all possibilities at once". I have read it several times already and I can't make myself an idea on what that means (I guess it's impossible without actually experience it?)
  7. @Shiva99 Same here bro. We must start hard on pick up once covid wears off
  8. Classic newbie mistake. Enlightment is not a thing and you are it. But if you haven´t realized it directly and experience it for yourself, taking it as a belief won´t help you that much. So you have to seek and seek and seek even though what you are seeking is what you already are. Yes, its a mindfuck and counter-intuitive but this is not something you can outsmart. Too many spiritual people have fallen into the trap of not seeking and adopting God and Truth as a belief. Don´t become one of those people. Seek !
  9. Same. I wish there would be more info in why apparently some people feel so bad after masturbation
  10. @James123 that´s all there is! So exactly, happy "new year". Although "new year" its just a thought in between the nothingness right
  11. Well I'm out of this journey, then. Oh wait, now I can't get out of the journey ?? @Gesundheit Quite brilliant answer
  12. If you don't like meditation just don't do it. Meditation is not intended per se to awaken. But rather to maintain a state of consciousness imo It's like Psychedelics are the spark, and meditation is the fuel
  13. I think i get what you are saying. @Nahm But...isn't "non duality" another context/label/thought? What if we don't actually know shit about who we are since we can only "be" it?
  14. Makes sense, thanks for explaining
  15. @James123 Is this nothing undescribable? Why we can't call it "infinity"? Since it doesn't have a begging or end. Seems like calling it infinity is pretty on point
  16. @WaveInTheOcean It feels that way because you are sleep. If you would be awake there would be no survival problems. You exist as awareness being aware of thoughts. Mean while a human body can survive. But you are able to be seated in the back seat.
  17. I want to ask for opinions about 2 experiences I had so far, where this has happened. One happened some months ago on a 4-AcO-DMT trip, other happened today during a meditation (sober). After having the first experience (psychedelic) I felt very real but I dismissed it as probably hallucinations of the psychedelic (mind stories). However today having experienced it on meditation, it make me question if they were actually real. This is how the experience happened in both times: I put a guided audio meditation. In this meditation, there is the voice of the sound of the Guru/guide, but also some birds chirping. I start to lose my sense of self. It is revealed, that I am awareness. But even more radical, it is reveiled that everything is awareness. There´s nothing but awareness. In this moment, the birds chirping are not understood as an audio coming from youtube, but rather, that I am actually the birds chirping, and that they are real. Somewhere in the universe, I am literally being those birds, and I am hearing/being them now. I am becoming aware of them (and that I am them literally), with some kind of "infinte cord" It´s like there is a "cord" between 'here' and maybe a thousands kilometers to the birds. I am in infinite space just "connecting" with some random parts of myself that I am creating. But maybe this are just delusions. Would like some advice. Has anyone experience this??
  18. @Keyhole Thanks again for all of that info! Will read it slowly to see if I find something I can resonate with Definitely, the dying of my father has been somewhat weird. I haven't been sad. A weird intuition has been veiled that "everything is fine". It has even sorta triggered a higher state of awarenes and peace. I think it's also too because he had a pretty tough life (was a hardcore addict to H, although he didn't died from that , he actually had quit some time ago once and for all. Which, tbh, is quite the irony of life ) and i always had such empathy for his suffering I only wanted to him to be safe and in peace. I used to have a lot of spiritual connection to my father anyway, too. I would speak to him and i would be conscious i was just speaking to Consciousness/myself. So really, thanks for all your but i think all is good! ???
  19. OMG right! There's no time so those birds are happening "now". @Keyhole Thanks for describing it so clearly ?I got it