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In the dream somehow I reunited all of my teenage friends and acquaintances of highschool in a big reunion supposedly because I was going to take a super psychedelic and it was very important for me to be there all of those people ( don't ask me why, dreams are weird) However before I had the time to take it (you know how in dreams linear time don't work that accurately lol) I had the best feeling in the world ever known: I felt immense love in the dream and I felt all of my ego story healed itself in a single second of feeling this inmense pure love. I healed EVERYTHING with this feeling. It was pure love . Omg --- I don't usually have good dreams but when I do I have the deepest awakenings in them ???

@James123 ???

I currently work from 23.30pm to 7:00am , when I started I was happy because I was not tired or sleepy when I work but I've noticed the last days some fatigue it's starting to build up unless I drink lots of coffee. I put 7 hours of sleep but I noticed the sleep quality is not the same as when I sleep in the night. It's like a long nap. Some people say you get used to it and others don't. I could change the shift to the morning or afternoon BUT my salary will be about 20-25% less. And I could use the money now that I am starting from scratch in a new city. But in the other hand money doesn't serve me if my health is going to be fucked up and I won't be able to work on my LP I only have 2 days left to decide. Advice?

Enlightment is when I know what is Enlightment ?

That's the end of all questions about non duality/reality Lol. I also question myself this. This basically the "point" of all of this game I think. To discover the truth of this question.

I don't think. It's obvious most people here are not in a God state of consciousness 99% of time. If they would they wouldn't be typing here most of the time. And I'm not talking about a super state of awareness like a peak of a psychedelic or 5-MeO.

Because most of us we are not Conscious that we are God 99% of the time. So the ego runs the show. The solution is simple: Awake yourself as God more and more times and time so you Reclaim your power back.

Son of a bitch!!

I love my iron pan but it's not black. It's just normal iron. First all food will stick to the surface but once you have cooked enough times on it it will be fine. Afterwards you clean it with a paper and that's it

I´ve heard Leo and others saying re-incarnation aint real. However honestly is the only thing that makes sense. 4 days ago my "father" died, and since then, I started to ask myself questions about where his consciousness went. Is the life of my father a "movie" that I as God lived in the past already, and God currently is incarnated in my form? (and now I am seeing how the movie of my father ended knowing about him "dying"?) I know that I am consciousness and this is my dream. But I still have some questions...

I think being aware of the breathing is a way "I" can get out of the way of God. Recently I have become conscious I am corrupting God's life with my selfishness. Yeah I don't exist. With "God" of course I mean this current experience it's happening ?

@Inliytened1 do you think I can awaken permanently if I as awareness become constantly aware of the breathing? I am considering a real solution lately, since even though psychedelics are great my ego always comes back. Looking for a "permanent" solution to live life free of ego ??

Because Enlightment is the realization of Truth Enlightment = Truth Until Enlightment all you know is relative knowledge and relative truth. So you project Enlightment to also being a relative truth. But the point of enlightenment is to be an absolute truth

Well how the hell you can plan a complex intellectual problem without thoughts?? And for a complex thing a separate self arises in forms of thoughts.. Yeah I know there is no self, just thoughts. But...you know what I mean

@Nahm If you don't mind the random question... Do you "think as a doing" sometimes or do you just have thoughts arise and you choose and let them go however you like always? For example if you have to plan a mathematical equation you must experience a separate self thinking the mathematical problem. How do you stop that separate self from "expanding" to the rest of the day? ? Sorry brotha can't unquote

How come? Isn't difference how you experience life from the ego POV than from other different ways of experience life? The rest of ways to experience life that are not the usual ego POV, could be called awakening. But since there are many different, that's why I don't think it's singular.

I understand awakening as a state in 'you' being in a certain way. Since you can be in a lot of certain ways, awakening is not a singular thing.

@Preety_India So for you authentic "nice guys" would be just men who are more selfless than the average?

Yeah nice guys don't even exist. They are still bad guys but playing the nice guy lol

I think you might very right. My most intense experience so far of Oneness was on Ketamine, and I think it was because it came a point where I couldn't basically think at all. Interesting that no lsd, shoorms, DMT or 5-meo-dmt have put me nowhere close where Ketamine put me. And it wasn't a big dose at all , which make it even more special. This also might explain why they say never it's a good idea to combine weed with dissociatives because of the ashtonishing intensity of experience it produces.

Thanks for reminding me I am not yet Enlightened lol... Thanks for sharing, loved reading your history, happy this community/Leo content served you!

Damn weed is definitely stronger than back in the days lol

Have you ever experienced "deep sleep"? Or is it deep sleep a concept you have about what have happened when you were sleeping? What if the truth is precisely the true actuality of your direct experience? Which is, there is a present moment in which there appears a bed, a body that jumps on it and close the eyes, and a body that opens them up again and a THOUGHT saying "I have slept 8 hours and now it's morning". Notice how all of this phenomena appears in the present moment. Notice what happened in direct experience and what not. A thought of deep sleep appeared, yet it didn't appeared a direct experience of deep sleep. Which is precisely why you are asking what happens on it or what is it. You have no direct experience of it.

@Stephen thanks It has also conditioned my reaction that it's a night shift and I haven't still gotten used to it sleeping on the mornings

So... One week ago I moved to a big city. I was in a little town in a more or less comfortable job which I sacrificed for the opportunity to move to a big city to focus on two aspects the next years: - Dating and socializing - Build a business which I am passionate about (in a little town it would be impossible) The problem is ,3 days ago I started my new job here and I basically don't know how I am going to put to 8 hours each day. Its more grueling and tough than anything I could imagine. Now I understand what they say about the textile industry (not that I work in textile, but I have a very mechanical monkey job in a factory) If I do 8 hours and they don't "whip us" to produce more and still find this very very fucking tough , I can only imagine doing 12 hours a day of this lol. How they actually don't kill themselves. What?? So I find myself asking if it's worth it. Maybe it's not. After all I am trading part of my physical body and my mind for material things . You could argue this material things are nice but the question is how nice. Are they really worth the price ? Because we just assume that survival is always worth it. But then so much people are bitter depressed or anxious. And this people will die one day. But they just keep doing the same. Working their ass off to enjoy those fancy shopping malls on Fridays ,that delicious delicate Starbucks cappuccinos and so on lol. And the punchline is, nobody guarantees that I will be able to create a successful business or even master my social and dating problems.