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And I am to my mom I guess too Lol. But in a different way. In the way that I don't want her to suffer . I live in another city and my mom demands to speak to me every 4-5 days. Soon I will do a solo meditation retreat of 10 days and my intention is to not have interaction with anybody, and I'm sure she will go crazy if I don't pick up the phone in 10 days, doesn't matter if I let her know or don't (obviously I would let her know). I have tried to talk to her but in his rationality she doesn't imagine how come I wouldn't send or reply to a message just to let her know I'm alright (s he doesn't care that much if I want to talk, but wants to verify im alive lol). Honestly I don't like this dependency. I want to be free and also I would like to her to trascend his attachment to me. But of course that's very difficult. I need a third party opinion? What do you think of the situation?

No but how is this related to my problem? @Mosess thanks I will try it. I think it's difficult to do because it's though to sit with the pain at first. The pain of being inferior. Yeah. It's that.

❤️ thank you

@Forestluv Well I thought the opposite. By realising that God is suffering that would suggest that God is Actually anything that arises in my experience...therefore God is everything... therefore God is here and there is not a separate thing outside God ...

@Forestluv Are u trying to say that a part of God IS suffering ? ?

Nice, this is similar to the "lean" approach when building software companies isn't it.

When you quit drugs the emptyness of your life that you escaped comes back.

@Dazgwny lol that is still playing the game that there are others @Inliytened1 can't really accept it anyway it's just an idea I'll have to go much deeper

+1000 I think it's because people have the idea that these people, even though while they are talking to them they don't exist, they exist in another infinity/universe and they are real. So they are not real in your universe/godhood, but they real in their own.

A being can be Enlightened and his body be in a normal state. Enlightment is a recognition awareness has, not the body or the mind. For example in a non dual state I can be totally normal and talking to you yet in the insides being in bliss. But is not the body mind that is in bliss. Is just that awareness is woke up. Is not even bliss. Call it bliss is to make it conditional. It's nothing.

@Kalo lol why are u so obsessed with not being God. The ego is the illusion. The ego is God thinking it's not God. Lol. Of course you are God.

@BipolarGrowth nice ?? @Someone here Because reality it's Infinite

@Preety_India Adrian Gee is known for faking lots of his pranks. He probably selected the interactions with the intention of creating this difference between men Vs women.

@Matt23 Yeah... Exactly ? .@intotheblack thanks for your output you have a point @Origins nice, good advice

How it Isn't ??

No, people don't need to do anything because whatever is happening in his lifes is because they are imagining it. If you are imagining depression and then imagining that the depression is caused by the brain and you have to do stuff to solve it and you are stuck, then that's what you are imagining. See I recently became Conscious that I imagined all of my "traumas" and illnesses from my ego. I imagined lack of self love, self esteem, social anxiety, etc... There wasn't anything to do because the dream of being stuck in those traumas and perspectives was precisely what I was imagining. And now maybe I will imagine that I will get out of that shit. Or maybe not. It doesn't really matter anyways. I'm God, I'm alone, and this is an eternal and Infinite dream. So I can imagine what I want. No limits .. In fact making it with deep suffering and frustration is even more enjoyable for God because the contrast is so much.... In reality Infinite Love is the truth. So I guess it's actually hilarious to live such a thing as a life with "suffering".

Hahaha well the hell with my theory ?

Because I'm talking to myself, which eventually will be Me, here in the present moment. That's my theory. Make sense. Or not . @Nahm whatcha think?

Just saying...maybe there is only One Consciousness... After all this is your direct experience... That there is only One Consciousness...your Consciousness. "Others Consciousness" is a belief ..just saying

Sorry but...isn't weird that just casually Consciousness is localized here? Solipsism here we go ?

Yeah Jesus Christ the difference between 15mg and 20mg is incredible it seems like I'm taking a whole other beast of a drug when I did 20mg last time ? Can't imagine what 25mg can do fuck hahaha

@fridjonk ??

I also had a deep Oneness experience about some year ago but it was just a feeling in the moment. Like...I can't really unite the dots now and don't really know what it means now...

Because it's imaginary and ultimately it all depends on your will as God to be depressed or be happy.

I think we have gone through this plenty of times. If I accept that this colours and sounds and feelings are happening to God/The Self and my persona/ego is just a construction built on top of the Absolute, then I am alone and this is a dream and I am just talking with imaginary people of my Consciousness. If being conscious of this and accepting it is Enlightment, then people who are enlightened would stop playing the dream altogether. And this is clearly not the case. Every teacher of non duality who according to this forum is enlightened, is still playing all kind of games. Teaching to imaginary people, building business which are imaginary, using cars which are imaginary, uploading videos to YouTube which in fact is also imaginary and is reaching nobody...etc. You were questioned by this in the past and you said "I keep playing games [...] because there Is no other thing to do ." Yeah right. What an excuse, man. Sorry but I don't buy it. I keep myself open minded but it's really difficult to keep going in enlightment path because it's all seem so contradictory. I mean it's so obvious. If t's really clear for you that every object and person is imaginary then nobody mentally sane would keep doing like they are real. They would stop just playing. They would probably just sit in a rock probably and then imagine another dream (because in my book this one would be "done" once you truly wake up and realize you are alone). Or forget everything and go back to ego like nothing ever happened of course.