Javfly33

Right, but you are still God ?

Signed, TheSelf Just kidding.bro, loved your message!

Lol Normally at 30 he says...

Sometimes lately when I do microdoses of LSD and it's peaking (then it stabilizes and the feeling passes) I start to get this weird feeling like some strange werid thing is slowly obliterating me and if I would surrender to it , it would literally kill me... It's an amazing fealing of pleasure so intense and it feels it's going to kill me. This thing feels like a trascendental infinite feeling of Love... "Reality is love" but that phrase can't be understood it can only be felt. I have no idea what my life is, gotta be honest with you all ?❤️

Right ? It's in the interest of the ego to call the no self "a state" instead of what is actual. That way the ego keeps itself Alive ?

Yes it's just 12.5ug. LSD has gotten more and more powerful over the years, after a lot of tripping on the side with other substances and especially 5-MeO lately. Nowdays a little bit more than a microdose puts me in a non-dual Enlightment no-self state for hours. So I have to be careful with the doses lol It's not the drug it's how much have you grown. When I first did LSD not even 100mcg would give a mystical experience.

Hahaha yeah right. Both are excellent for healing don't get me wrong. I had tremeous healing (literally Crying pouring out all of the hate I had to myself) in some seconds during 5-MeO peak when realizing I was God and there were no reason to judge myself. In those seconds of crying I literally healed so intensely my ego it's insane. Still work to do though. Need to go there more times ❤️ Both of them will work man. ??

For me LSD is very healing but careful, "healing" needs the thing that we are trying to eliminate, which is the ego. LSD for me is still "within the dream" 5-MeO is more for : there is no trauma and there's no me who had trauma.

You got it! ??

@Harikrishnan If he believes in a world outside of God (outside of himself) then yeah he isn't a Awake.

It's time to surrender to the fact that you are God, there isn't any Gods. Like plural. Only singular.

@Preety_India Psychedelics can heal more than can they produce illness. You are basically spreading misinformation here and the typical bias anti-psychedelics of mainstream culture.

@Nahm ??

Sometimes I engage in a strange addiction...I won't specify the details (unless you are really curious you can DM me) but what makes this addiction so addicting it's because I usually see people that get me veeery jealous. This jealously feeling produces a uncomfortable sensation (anxiety), which then, I try to eliminate by doing something ( this is the addiction itself). What is this sensation? What is it doing here? How to eliminate it, accept it, or trascend it? I have contemplated the fact that maybe the people that I see jealous of they don't consider themselves that privileged, but this is just an idea, maybe they do considered themselves privileged.

Psychedelics can play a part in actually healing schizophrenia. There is research of this done during the 60s.

LOL Don't kid yourself. Yes, all of this post is ego bullshit. Women don't owe you sex or basically anything on return. If you are attractive to girls they will want to fuck you. If you are not the won't . What did you expect? Women are not ONGs. What you are missing it's game/self growth to be attractive to girls. That is done through pick up, self growth ...etc. you clearly haven't done much growth. Doesn't matter what you think you have done. Start contemplating what is actually that you are doing to get better with girls. And maybe improve it or change it.

And I am to my mom I guess too Lol. But in a different way. In the way that I don't want her to suffer . I live in another city and my mom demands to speak to me every 4-5 days. Soon I will do a solo meditation retreat of 10 days and my intention is to not have interaction with anybody, and I'm sure she will go crazy if I don't pick up the phone in 10 days, doesn't matter if I let her know or don't (obviously I would let her know). I have tried to talk to her but in his rationality she doesn't imagine how come I wouldn't send or reply to a message just to let her know I'm alright (s he doesn't care that much if I want to talk, but wants to verify im alive lol). Honestly I don't like this dependency. I want to be free and also I would like to her to trascend his attachment to me. But of course that's very difficult. I need a third party opinion? What do you think of the situation?

No but how is this related to my problem? @Mosess thanks I will try it. I think it's difficult to do because it's though to sit with the pain at first. The pain of being inferior. Yeah. It's that.

❤️ thank you

@Forestluv Well I thought the opposite. By realising that God is suffering that would suggest that God is Actually anything that arises in my experience...therefore God is everything... therefore God is here and there is not a separate thing outside God ...

@Forestluv Are u trying to say that a part of God IS suffering ? ?

Nice, this is similar to the "lean" approach when building software companies isn't it.

When you quit drugs the emptyness of your life that you escaped comes back.

@Dazgwny lol that is still playing the game that there are others @Inliytened1 can't really accept it anyway it's just an idea I'll have to go much deeper

+1000 I think it's because people have the idea that these people, even though while they are talking to them they don't exist, they exist in another infinity/universe and they are real. So they are not real in your universe/godhood, but they real in their own.