Javfly33

It's all about comparison. If you guys complain like girls about being sit in front of a computer, try having a job where your main concern is not hurting your back because of the physical demand it puts on you. I do work less, "only" 7 hours and my commute is just 25minutes, but since it's a night shift much of the rest of the day I spend it sleeping. Value what you have !

@The0Self nice ? interesting

Thanks for the tip man, unfortunately i actually tried this method my first time doing time DMT and didnt worked much (It didnt give much stronger trip than ~15mg of 5-meo)

+1000 I'm still waiting for those "high dividens" that Leo promised

Here's the plot twist: - Chemicals are also Love

Yeah thats It. Theres no running from. I just want to grow. I Dont get what that you are trying to say with that image though

I know man. Just gotta understand that I've been feeling like this for the past ~15 years. I know it's a creation of my mind, due probably to trauma or Weird genetics. I will do all I can to trascend it. Just saying, it's not a on/off button I can push. But I deeply thank your response, feels good to see that being a loser is not the truth By now I think I just want to just fuck. I need a lot of experience to land myself a high quality girlfriend.

Woah. Can I shoot you a DM? Your story seems fascinating. As long as you are not a troll.

@Peter Miklis well that's what I'm saying. I don't feel valuable and so on. I do want to change that thought, don't get me wrong. I know I can. I'm just saying, that feeling a loser is the truth about my psychology now. So DMing a girl and behaving like I am the prize would feel fake Because I don't feel like the prize lol! Sorry can't brainwash myself to feel like I am of amazing value. If I would probably I wouldn't have social anxiety and that kind of thing.

@JonasVE12 i have talked to real life women lol I just had social anxiety and that kind of thing for most of my young life and yeah I know I have to heal and grow. Dating problems are just the side effect. That's why I don't see much point in faking stuff. I am interested in actually healing and then in the result of that healing I will not behave despertaly, will behave high value...etc. Of course I accept maybe much of this healing has to come from infield practice, I'm just saying, I want to do this RIGHT.

I see what you are saying but I gotta say this "fake it till you make it" stuff never worked for me. I don't see a problem if being authentic to the stage you are in. If the stage I'm in is being desperate of his validation, then THAT is the truth! I would feel dumb "playing out" like I'm a gamer Alpha and I have 100 others girls like her. I mean isn't any other way to grow in this that is not lying?

Now we are talking ? Alright allright got the message, I'll just quit trying shit online for ever and wait for real life stuff. I actually never intended to work to get me laid anyway. It was just an infield exploration to see what I could learn of women and dating that way. Seems its a total waste of time though.

But that's not something I want to do lol. Yeah I'm 100% focused to get good game once the streets are without masks lol I just don't quite yet understand how come online chat its so difficult , nobody replies your DMs , yet when picking up girls at the street they will listen to you with a smile in their face lol !! I dont get it! (I mean sometimes, of course, but the little times I've done it it has happened surprisingly a lot)

Well If I have imagined you guys were going to hate me so much, I wouldn´t have even opened the thread. Thank you so much for the "help"

Because there is some Shame attached to it I think

Social skills Graphic design skills Negotiation skills Healthy eating skill Unattachment skill Mindfulness /.being in the present skill Always being calm skill

Why not? If psychotic states happen to a lot of people "sober", why don't you consider the possibility that there are people with similar weird brain chemistry able to access this states? Your attitude seems very dogmatic and closed mindness here. Also *trying to achieve this states sober, doesn't prevent you to keep doing psychedelics ! ? So I don't see the issue in Bashar recomming this. In the same way you can try to run 100miles yet that doesn't prevent you to keep using the car ? The fact that it is rare and most people won't probably be able to do it it's another discussion thought.

Nobody ever love you because only you can love (or hate) yourself. If you hate yourself you Will behave in a that Will make people behave you get the *idea that they hate you. Additionally, you Will also proyect the beliefs about yourself on to others and their behaviour about you. If you love yourself, you Will exactly do the same, but instead of hate Will be love. An radical different approach could be to stop living Life from a "self" perspective. For example this whole post is oriented from the perspective of a self Who hates itself, and Now he wants to love itself. A different approach would be to stop believing yourself to be a self. This would solve this problem.

Interesting, I thought psychedelics were highly effective for all people (of course taken at a context of spiritual development, not in the context of partying). What you say here definitely changes my beliefs. ?

I want truth before anything else but if I become crazy? Yesterday I took a microdose of Lsd because I had to do a night shift and I was very tired. In the middle of the shift I was talking with one of my co-workers and suddenly i had an insight, a very weird feeling, I had the insight that That moment was Me. Luckily I was able to resist the Truth and ground myself again in material reality. But for some seconds it looked like that moment was Me and that's fucking it. The possibility of me actually being God it's getting too real, I have been listening to Leo today (his last video blog) and reading some non duality texts and I am understanding them in a whole new other level. I have a retreat planned out soon and I plan to go very deep. I guess I just want reassurance that continuing this path is safe for my sanity.

@Nahm For sure ??? Thx as always for your thoughtful messages. They go deep? @Forestluv Got it. Good point! @BipolarGrowth Yeah I'll shoot you PM soon I think I can use some of your wisdom

@Forestluv great simple analogy ??

@BipolarGrowth thanks man those are very good questions thx for the tremendous help ?

@OneIntoOne I also think your point about people being clueless about reality yet having a soft ego, is quite good and something I don't see any people talking about yet it's so obvious.

Oh my god, I was waiting for this kind of thread in this forum... Totally agree. Understanding reality is not the same as being egoless