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@Inliytened1 is the realization 100% absolute? Like...do you ever come back to believing in physical reality? (Just a little bit) You Dont have a single doubt you realized the absolute? Like...Im skeptical because you guys have attachments like i do... I Dont want to play the skeptical Card thought. Im all in to seek for truth, But, you guys Dont have a single doubt of What you have realized right?

@Nahm Is this true what they are saying Nahm? And please don't be ironic as you always are ?

And who told you that? Did you consciously realize it? Are you conscious that you are God?

I could never let go more of what I did last Sunday on almost 30mg of 5-meo-dmt and I still couldn't get it Lol. I mean got an overwhelming Solipsistic feeling but it was also a very Oneness feeling... While in the experience I still had a sense we were One...that you guys actually exist... Somewhere sometime

You guys have posted that video 1 thousand times but we still can't get it. The Truth can't be delivered by a YouTube video I guess ? @Leo Gura I wish I could get it lol but no, thx for trying tho ? I don't get though if reality is infinite how come an infinite number of present moments couldn't exist. Seems plausible that they would. The only question would be what is the cord that is uniting your present moment with mine. Who is maintaining and creating that cord? Another God? Yeah don't reply just writing it it's obvious I'm making stories and fantasies and deepying myself further from truth. ?

You obviously exist..if somewhere somehow "I" (God) can imagine a Leo creating Actualized.org... then you exist. And therefore here you are. Telling me about God. See, it's not Solipsistic. Somewhere you exist. Maybe not in physicsl reality, Because there isn't one. But you exist.

You still can realize you are God, without assuming that the present moment is all that Exists. For example I could assume God is looking through each person's eyes as it's thorough mine. That way reality is not Solipsistic and I'm still God. You once said "God is a being that has multiple personality disorder"

What if the experience just reveals that the shift in identity was already the case?

Yes they can raise baseline state of consciousness.. although I never liked that concept. It's very ambiguos to understand consciousness like a linear level thing .

@Leo Gura Dairy protein powders are poison I agree. But what about pea protein? Huel is supposedly safe

What the fuck?

Most people, When the body moves and the mouth talks, they understand this behaviour as something that THEY are Doing. My theory is, that Enlightened people understand this behaviour as a fixed, already written movie in where a body which lacks a real self moves and speaks. With this knowledge, knowing that you are the Awareness behind it, you watch the whole thing unfold, knowing that it couldn't be other way, since this is Infinity. "You" stop struggling Because this is a written movie (infinity) and the lack of free will is total. Welcome to Enlightment. Welcome to the sweetest death .?

@Michael569 what about pea protein from Huel? Ever heard of it?

It doesn't necessarily mean she wants to fuck you. But it at least means (better said; it meant) that she was receptive. Don't be surprised if now you go ask her for her number and she doesn't give it to you. You probably will have pump her state again

You gotta be kidding me. The key to dying was to stick the syringe deep enough in your ass ?.

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Connor Murphy 2.0 Haha I mean Pick up is survival , bias, and attachment. That people try to make it like it's a form of spirituality is kind of... What? Really? I mean it looks really well to tell yourself you are doing it for God realization but the reality is you are doing to get laid and have fun in life.

You are not understanding the game correctly.

More positivity/optimist, less thought stories of could go wrong, more focusing on my well being and less on others, more trust on myself, not believing myself that I am my past (thoughts).

That's a beautiful phrase ?

@Breakingthewall no. I've only tried LSD some years ago and it worked miracles for my ego. Really saved my life. I definitely going to be doing that or mushrooms soon, and park the 5-meo trascendence stuff for some time. Maybe for some weird reason normal psychedelics just work better for my mental health than the potent ones like dmt and 5-meo. Thanks for the help I don't have an issue with reality changing. It's fine. But myself, like, my mind and body, I would like to be different, in the way it acts/interpret stuff, attitude, etc.

? Thanks for the advice. Yeah...it's difficult. I do want a proper awakening Because I feel much of my challenges with self development come from lack of love/hate to my ego, and my strategy is that realizing some deep truths about myself and reality would make to stop hating myself and valuaing myself in a good way. I feel Truth can help my ego. Since my insane neurotic creations are literally delusions and falsehoods... That's why Im still going full throttle with spirituality. I don't think I can actually heal in any other way. And I have to heal Because my life fucking sucks. In the past I would project problems and sufferings onto people and things but now I'm conscious I'm the one which is creating the suffering so that makes it more obvious that I need to get my shit together Lol

The problem is that I'm focusing on spirituality Because personal development didn't worked ? because of ego

@Nahm? Imo It's not that beautiful when you realize you are alone and you wish to go back to ego Consciousness so you can go back to believe other people are real and continue with your "illusion" of life. If I'm honest, you don't exist and I'm creating you right now to accept that I'm God. To which I say: sorry God I will never be able to accept what you are saying. The goal of Enlightment you guys have is absolutely impossible to reach. There is no way nobody is fully conscious is God imagining everything around him. It would complete death and it would be meaningless being in that state .

How much should one wait between trips? I did just one ~1 hour ago (morning) and I was wondering if it would be safe to do another one at the afternoon (maybe 5-6 hours from now).