Javfly33

I think one of the reasons people are not enlightened its because of trauma of SEPARATION. In the path of healing my ego shadows of hate/shame/unworthiness, etc, I have started to become Conscious that I AM PART OF REALITY. I would start touching my Hand trying to become Conscious " Here i am! This is me! I am in reality". And then It becomes mindfucky, because you start to realize your hand is not separated from the wall or the table. It was just separated in your mind LoL. Wondering if i end Up being enlightened By healing my deepest ego trauma ??

Does 2 times a month really affect you that much tho'? I've done nofap in the past and i havent noticed benefit from fapping 2 times a month to not fapping at all.

Well its obvious. I have shame because I believe "I am less than Reality". If I realize I am as reality as any other human being, I'll stop feeling "as an special individual" (the basis on which the ego is created. ). The other day i was walking on a shopping mall fully conscious Im just a piece of flesh moving around like any other. Truly blissful walk. I think for the first time i Didnt experience any kind of social akwardness in a shopping mall fully crowded of Young people ?

An easy to stop feeling shame, just brutally Love yourself as you can each second. Not intellectually, but actually. Now! When you are with whoever you think "triggers" your shame. Ha! It´s you who is hating yourself. Turn up the Love valve Shame can´t survive in Love ?

I am not sure I understand you. Did you heal completely or you are still in the process?

Well it's dramatic to say over the course of 3 years but you could have done those hundreds in months, not years.

There isn't a magic pill. But the most similar thing is daily drill / grind, and love every part of the process. As they have said above, ultimately it's you who is doing the judging/awkardness. Keep doing until you stop shooting yourself in the foot.

Thanks for sharing, I´m happy for you. I can relate, but in my experience psychotherapy is not working so well for me, can I DM for a short question?

Great video! Btw I didn´t know you had a channel. Suscribed! In my personal, what has helped me the most, is realizing ALL has been a chain of casualities, from being 0 years old to now. That makes me feel the same with everybody, it heals me a lot.

Nice, thanks, that helps to clear things out. Yeah I can see it´s definetely Love vibration vs Hate vibration. Simplyfing things: Love = strong Hate = weak

Congrats man, those words touched my heart, love you too. The web looks fantastic by the way.

In more practical terms, what does mean "strong" in this context ? @Leo Gura I know you don´t mean having big muscles. Self-Love/Confidence?

Everybody knows about hate energy, or similar other lower vibrations of Consciousness. As someone with hate energy in his karmic/energetic body, I have started seriously to how to eliminate this. I thought, since the opposite of hate is Love, I should try to create/vibrate in Love energy. But its this love? I thought Love was Truth, not just another energy / vibration. Could It be that on one hand there is the Love with capital letter, and then apart from that there is also his correspondent energetic field, which is love with lowecase l?

Easy to you when you Dont fall to the ground crying in tears every other day because of how much hate you have inside.

1) 5 years on and off 2) 6-7 Proper trips (LSD, 5-MeO-DMT & Ketamine). + Lots of fucking around with small doses tho of different psychedelics 3) Not that much. I had had routines of meditating each day but I end up quitting it. 4) I wouldn't say worse but I also wouldn't say better. It probably has made it to have less fear of death. 5) Do it if you have curiosity about it not to expect something out of it.

For me clear visuals (geomatric colored paterns) start at 150ug. At 100ug though you should have seen some colour enhanced and some morphing here and there when focusing on an object though

Oh no ? He was one of my favourite members of the forum. This is so unexpected . Rest in peace my friend

Why people are replying to this thead? Its obviously troll

It depends on the average population age. Also, have in mind that overall the bigger the city, the harder It is to open (daygame). I usually live in 2 million city, But now im spending holidays in my hometown, which is about 120K. Girls are soooo easier to open. They Dont think you are going to sell them something like in Big cities happen LoL. They are open to chat/help much more than in the 2 million city.

@Federico del pueblo I get you. I agree. But I think you can´t fake high standards. They will be developed as you have more sex, feel / create more Love energy around your aurea, stop idealizing women so much...etc.

How so? ?

Here I am, in new years Eve listening to some good r&b chillstep stoner dancehall in the dark wondering if i am really Alone in this dream. A song is being played, sounds are happening and they are happening "here". There is a Consciousness of the sounds. Its an intimate experience. Its "my" Consciousness. It doesnt look there is Consciousness of another POV, It doesnt seem other persons or human experiences are happening. Its crazy to accept for one second, maybe this is really a dream and each and one of the persons ive met are creations of Consciousness. Of my infinite mind ?.

If you are in abundance, you might have the benefit of being able of being selective and including a certain level of Consciousness requirement to date or have sex with anyone. I am.not in that level though yet, so give me a break dude, handle the shame or guilt you want to project onto my desires yourself. Cause aint taking It, I completely accept myself.

Obviously this is incorrect. I Will Absolutely fuck a Girl if its enough Hot physically for me, no Matter how nazy, stupid, or trump supporter he is, LoL. This doesnt happen to Girls. You can be good looking But if you behave in weird, creepy,akward, beta ways etc most Girls wont be attracted to you to sleep to you.

Hahaha...that seems like envy. I Dont know, last Girl i shared flat with had a friend with "benefits", he was 30, she was 22. She Seemed pretty Happy to me with the arregement ??‍♂️ Women do mature earlier than men