Javfly33

I mean I guess there are some girls that can fall to that category. But just be in mind to not use that as an excuse to avoid accepting the masculine hard truth and avoiding embracing it. There can be exceptions to the norm, but don't use it as something that is "above" other girls. There is nothing wrong with girls wanting strong confident men. Its survival.

No. I have verified there is no such a thing. Leo itself says no matter how conscious or develop girls still are attractive to the same "thing". ALSO, I'm not saying you have to be stage orange/red to be the most attractive. Not at all. You can be stage green AND be a masculine hot guy. The problem is when people get into stage green but haven't Integrated and accepted the masculine energies lower stages... . Then you hit a wall when you realize your hot witch crush who does reiki wets her panties for a "douche" (which is not really a douche but your judgement of masculine energy makes that projection)

I only have tried the first 2. They are very different. 5-MeO-DMT is completely outside the ego world. 4-AcO-DMT can be profound and intense as hell, but still be within the ego realm. 5-MeO-DMT is a trip to completely outside the illusion.

I feel I can finally breath "on my own" without addictions or distractions...a strange peace of mind and self confidence it's within me after last trip...I feel I really went deeper as I could in this one... What happened? Basically God showed me how it's all a selfish game we are all playing! That might sound "cynic" to you but for me this realization was joyful. I realized any "hurt ' or 'abuse' that was done to me was Not Personal... Life is Not Personal! Fuck! I could love as a brother the bully that made me miserable for one year in highschool . I realized I was the one who projected the shame and humiliation when he said me *that. I recontextualized that moment and I no longer felt shame or humiliation. Just a "brother" trying to be "macho" and surviving in this world the best he can. Bullying is just survival Lol. Is not personal brother. ? The work is not over. But so far this molecule is really helping. It's really powerful. I love you God ?

No, it comes across as being confident/not caring about what is "normal" (which for me is very, very attractive) Overall guys will love that because humans are just lazy.

???

Not at all. I actually "enjoy" the comedown. Not sure about the re-dosing.

There's plenty of info in the official topic, ime experience successful plugging experiences have happened with the HCL form of 5-meo, but Ive heard you can also plug freebase. There's actually a video that Leo uploaded in his blog about how to plug substances. By the way I feel the same as you in regards to LSD. I have to stop using it (or max I use it once a year) because it feels too rough on the comedown. 4-AcO-DMT is a good substitute and I am doing very serious work on it. Way more than with LSD.

Mmm leadership? Responsibility? I thought it was just about having sex each week and exchange sweet and dirty messages

+1 It's very delicate to try to date someone from work. Also apart from this I think its a bad idea in the first place because even if you guys end up together if then you break up you have to see each other faces each day Lol

Do NOT eat diary.

You right Leo but in this case I really liked her more than any hot bratz with big tits @Leo Gura You don't get how easy I fell when I realize I could talk with her about God, psychedelics and Truth and she would understand me...she also was sweet af I mean feminine traits on top of a hardcore spiritual inclination how could I not find her irresistible. But yeah you might have a point the whole reason I started talking to her its because she was hot in the first place... I had talk in this last year with some other girls about spiritual stuff but they were average at most so I didn't fell at all with any of them. I guess I´m a little devil lmao thanks for showing me

HAHAHAHA Exactly!! You got my point. I literally had a first hand experience with that recently ...

God damn man, You really are stepping your game up... Happy that your dog got better! Cheers!

1). Connection on a deep level. But right now I have to focus just on attracting. 2). I guess there´s no other option that to bite the bullet and drop the Disney-like fantasy. 3). Yes, of course. 4). Yeap. 5). Just being confident and having strenght. Imo its not something in particular, but just a energetic level above shame, guilt, and grief. I´ve spent much of my life in those energy levels in regards to socialization so its not surprise i havent had any success with girls now thinking it about. 6). Next year I will go back to a big city to hang out with guys that are into pick up. My plan is to socialize a lot, each week, and maintaining an energetic level of courage. I am doing dmt regularly (1 each month) to help with that. I am confident that with the help of some tools I can do it. But I am open to any help of course. Because I know its going to be tough. Thanks!

Good point I guess.

Did you sleep with any girl? Also what are those "skills" you have been suffering to develop?

I am constantly looking for stimulation, people, or women, to feel complete. Its like i cant bear the Nothingness of being Alone. And so i am constantly looking for the Love outside, because i Dont find this (present moment experience) complete. I feel something its lacking. The Love its lacking. I feel this is not enough so i look for a external object to unite myself to. I wonder why i cant be Happy and Loved just by myself If i am God how cant I produce this Love for Myself withouth the need of an external person to trigger It in me?

Go Tell that to Sadghuru. Which can bliss itself the fuck out by himself. He wont have to Tell itself the BS story of "Yeah I am God But Also lets not confuse the relative and Absolute ok? So let me go Chase some sex like any other human". Bro, stop kidding yourself. If you are not Conscious of God/Love NOW, then you are dont get the benefits NOW. If you cant put yourself minimally into a non dual/completedness state right now, then yes, of course you Will have all of those rationalizations as to why "you need to burn karma" or "first handle survival needs" ? which btw its all Parroted by Leo. Nobody in forum actually thinks by itself lately damn. You guys keep thinking you can take the Absolute as a memory and rip off the benefits like Its an actuality. But in reality, it doesnt work like that. Just read What i told the Guy above. You are literally parroting the same BS as everybody else.

Im.not judging anything. I just think its full of shit to say first "You are God and One and you are complete" But then also in a subtle way to say "But go find some sex or intimate relationships because you actually need It. . LoL So actually What you are saying is You are Actually dependent on the other to feel complete.

Or there is another cause? When Girls i like give me some attention, why i end Up sending them 20 messages and fuck things Up ??

Thats kinda nonsense imo. ?? I think its a balance. Interesting, I have to contemplate in those aspects too.

Wont It be anxiety-inducing acting like you know What you are doing But instead you actually Dont know What you are doing? On the other hand you Dont want to sound like a weirdo saying to the girl "i Dont have much sexual experience" out of the blue, so i get What you are saying @SamC Personally I think Its difficult to say What would be the correct choice in this situation

Because "they" exist within my mind. As a brilliant imagination.

Not being identified with the body. The end.