Javfly33

Thanks man. I´m now working with Sadghuru. Following 3 daily sadhanas and its providing very very good results. I have to say again, once the practice its over in 1-2 hours I am completely "back to baseline" (ego state). This inability of retaining the state its what I am concerned about. Although I can see one still benefits from other good things from the practice, and elevated sense of energy and sensibility, which is also nice.

Well yeah in just asking man. I'm not saying is not possible ?

Yea right? And the worst is that you have to embrace devilry if you want to not get pushed around in some social environments. Specially work environments. But also entails even non-work environments. What do you do when you out clubbing in Vegas? I imagine you have to brainwash yourself consciously to become dumb for 5-6 hours so you can mingle correctly and not look as an "outsider" ??

Bet. But even if it's not the most awake state, there is a very large spectrum of states between Awake consciousness and a normie mainstream state of consciousness. Btw I think you should do a video about energetic levels / states of consciousness. For example is a joyful or excited state of consciousness more close to God that for example a sad or anxious state /energetic state of consciousness? Things like that So basically the point is going up and up until of course your material "obligations" won't allow to go any further (so you'll have to settle or either surrender the material 'obligations') I guess my question is how much High you can ascend while maintaining a 9-5 job ?

After so many trips, so many retreats, so many meditations, so many so called "awakenings"... I still find myself alone in my room shocked in how this is actually possible (that God is real). Its like the amount of brainwash of materialism run so deep that it just doesn't take 1, 2, 3, or 4 awakenings to actually even consider this to be real. it takes years and years and many many many realizations and basking in that formless consciousness so that when you are in a normal, relatively "mainstream" functional state of consciousness, you can really be conscious and accept that yes, your experiences and realizations are valid, yes, this is real. Death is not real. Reality is infinite. My life is a dream. God is pure nothingness in all directions. And 99.9% of humans are fucking clueless about it and they believe 100% in the materialism paradigm. Fuck the illusion its so well designed Lmao. But I guess that way its even funnier when you really accept God completely.

I´m not sure if there is a name for this, but I am hopeful somebody can point me into the right direction into what I have experienced a couple of times so far. First one was in a psychedelic, another time was doing meditation. There were different respiratory canals though. The first one was experienced as like breathing through the back of your neck, which provided a sense of awareness of "being there" (Although I know awareness is infinite and is everywhere, but still). This provided a crazy sense of calmness. Really intense calmness. The second one was experienced as like breathing through the "brain" (like in the first one, but more in the front side of it). I guess between the eyebrows kinda thing. In this one also a crazy sense of calmness, safety, and Goodness was experienced. I would rate this "passage" or "canal" as even more intense than the first one. Ok so I hope I dont sound crazy LOL I did my best to explain. I hope there is a name for this and I can look more information into the topic.

? I see What I said doesn't have to do with 'Nadis' right ?

Yes, but they are not a magic pill. They help progressively and as long as you are willing to "listen" to them. It's crucial that you integrate the lessons or experiences you receive from them. Do not trip expecting the psychedelic to solve your life. But honestly as far as self help goes psychedelics are the number 1 tool. No question about it. Also as a personal advice it's better to trip regularly with moderate -comfortable doses, than trying to "solve everything" in one go. This doesn't mean that you should do microdosing though, but I mean take moderate and responsible doses. Don't be reckless. But also don't be too scared, or else you won't rip the benefits.

As Leo said, once you are on the psychedelic the therapist is not of so much use. He/she will feel confused also. Trip alone. ? If you still want to try something similar, I think MDMA would me more according to that situation.

So when the illusory physical body "dies" God meets itself, realize it was all a dream, and proceeds to imagine another dream?

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If you stop existing as a self , you will see that all objects and phenomena in consciousness (aka: reality), will be seen as Pure Love. This Love is all "yours". The irony is that you have to stop believing you are a self to "get" this Love. I'm not sure how to teach this, or if it's even teachable. This realization is a drastic change in consciousness and perspective. But whatever means you employ: keep going towards Love. It's there ?

What are the best books to help me deconstruct the sexism ideology my mind has learned from birth? I want to abstain from child-like resent based "feminism" books tho '. Only serious stuff. I know there has to be good books around there regarding religion based sexism and it's influence in men's (and women) minds. Shoot!

Yeah. Its not easy realizing via psychedelics how much garbage your ego holds (speaking of myself, not you Lol) and realizing you have to go back again and again to the Infinite/God consciousness state to realize again and again the falsehood of your ideologies and beliefs

Never happened in my life before. Also, it wasn't a cry of sadness but of Joy. Like of an internal "Fuck yes, thank God" Felt like 20years of trauma lifted from me in a mere second. I wonder if anyone has experienced something similar Lol.

Woah don't project your hate... Also...pick up doesn't make you a man. You do. I've seen people that do pick up and they are still pussies. And Ive seen people that haven't done pick up ever and they exhibit "masculine traits" with no problem.

I'm part of a pick up group pretty active in my city, and it's quite usual than in the WhatsApp group several users share pick-up stage orange stuff (I would say more stage red Lol) and red pill stuff. It's sad because you see that even though they might be getting some action with girls, which of course is WAY better than doing nothing, they still are holding their paradigm of victimhood and judging/beliefs of women. Which was precisely what got them in trouble in the first place. It's also concerning because if you hold that paradigm, even if you try to go out regularly your growth with women will seriously be slowed down. I guess it's part of the development, but I don't know, sometimes I would love to just say to them "stop sharing that c***!"

I'm not sure. I'm not seeing that much results. If they would be obvious and straight forward then there wouldn't exist 1000 pick up coaches and dating books. Honestly, I can stomach anything. But there isn't anything to stomach. Because it's all concepts. All of this seems like a business.

With results you mean sex?

Bro you handsome

Idk, been taking it for 2-3 years daily and life has been exactly the same, if it has done something it's giving me emotional endurance to push in some work challenges during a hard time in life. Also kratom is definetely not the same as the other opioids. It's way way milder. Waaay weaker. By a ton. But I get your point. Ideally life should be lived sober, but I don't know, sometimes people are really stuck at lower energies in life, and need to be chill/feel minimally loved for a couple of hours to have some motivation in life to look forward, when life it's very rough humans need a break to not lose their shit

Meh, it's kinda like coffee in terms of addiction. It raises your state /mood and it has so little side effects that eventually people want to take it daily. The most dangerous thing about kratom is that it can lead to actual potent opioids, Because you might wonder "damn, if this feels so good, I wonder how it must feel the actual opiates". Imo not worth it, also because I don't think it works for socialization. personally for me it made me want to chill and be alone, not talk to people.

Humans can't Love. They are 100% selfish. Their love is actually attachment and interest. God on the other side, can actually literally Love you. In the more profound, truth and honest way. Because you are God, this is 100% possible. The Love is 100% real. Is not fake bs human love. I am having a hard awakening on humanity...I was so dumb trying to look for Love in humans...Big mistake. Only in God I will find and have it always.

Well I only did a microdose (15ug or so) so its not like I tripped or something like that but it was awful still. Basically the acid increased 200% my social fears, shame, guilt, etc energies. So I would approach girls but I would feel so weak and exposed inside me.

Just put yourself in the perspective of the woman...how would you feel/react if you are having a coffee with a guy you just met and he starts talking about how he wants to fuck you and do all kind of things? What would you say or reply? See you must see its very violent and makes her feel very unsafe if that would happen.