Javfly33

So when the illusory physical body "dies" God meets itself, realize it was all a dream, and proceeds to imagine another dream?

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If you stop existing as a self , you will see that all objects and phenomena in consciousness (aka: reality), will be seen as Pure Love. This Love is all "yours". The irony is that you have to stop believing you are a self to "get" this Love. I'm not sure how to teach this, or if it's even teachable. This realization is a drastic change in consciousness and perspective. But whatever means you employ: keep going towards Love. It's there ?

What are the best books to help me deconstruct the sexism ideology my mind has learned from birth? I want to abstain from child-like resent based "feminism" books tho '. Only serious stuff. I know there has to be good books around there regarding religion based sexism and it's influence in men's (and women) minds. Shoot!

Yeah. Its not easy realizing via psychedelics how much garbage your ego holds (speaking of myself, not you Lol) and realizing you have to go back again and again to the Infinite/God consciousness state to realize again and again the falsehood of your ideologies and beliefs

Never happened in my life before. Also, it wasn't a cry of sadness but of Joy. Like of an internal "Fuck yes, thank God" Felt like 20years of trauma lifted from me in a mere second. I wonder if anyone has experienced something similar Lol.

Woah don't project your hate... Also...pick up doesn't make you a man. You do. I've seen people that do pick up and they are still pussies. And Ive seen people that haven't done pick up ever and they exhibit "masculine traits" with no problem.

I'm part of a pick up group pretty active in my city, and it's quite usual than in the WhatsApp group several users share pick-up stage orange stuff (I would say more stage red Lol) and red pill stuff. It's sad because you see that even though they might be getting some action with girls, which of course is WAY better than doing nothing, they still are holding their paradigm of victimhood and judging/beliefs of women. Which was precisely what got them in trouble in the first place. It's also concerning because if you hold that paradigm, even if you try to go out regularly your growth with women will seriously be slowed down. I guess it's part of the development, but I don't know, sometimes I would love to just say to them "stop sharing that c***!"

I'm not sure. I'm not seeing that much results. If they would be obvious and straight forward then there wouldn't exist 1000 pick up coaches and dating books. Honestly, I can stomach anything. But there isn't anything to stomach. Because it's all concepts. All of this seems like a business.

With results you mean sex?

Bro you handsome

Idk, been taking it for 2-3 years daily and life has been exactly the same, if it has done something it's giving me emotional endurance to push in some work challenges during a hard time in life. Also kratom is definetely not the same as the other opioids. It's way way milder. Waaay weaker. By a ton. But I get your point. Ideally life should be lived sober, but I don't know, sometimes people are really stuck at lower energies in life, and need to be chill/feel minimally loved for a couple of hours to have some motivation in life to look forward, when life it's very rough humans need a break to not lose their shit

Meh, it's kinda like coffee in terms of addiction. It raises your state /mood and it has so little side effects that eventually people want to take it daily. The most dangerous thing about kratom is that it can lead to actual potent opioids, Because you might wonder "damn, if this feels so good, I wonder how it must feel the actual opiates". Imo not worth it, also because I don't think it works for socialization. personally for me it made me want to chill and be alone, not talk to people.

Humans can't Love. They are 100% selfish. Their love is actually attachment and interest. God on the other side, can actually literally Love you. In the more profound, truth and honest way. Because you are God, this is 100% possible. The Love is 100% real. Is not fake bs human love. I am having a hard awakening on humanity...I was so dumb trying to look for Love in humans...Big mistake. Only in God I will find and have it always.

Well I only did a microdose (15ug or so) so its not like I tripped or something like that but it was awful still. Basically the acid increased 200% my social fears, shame, guilt, etc energies. So I would approach girls but I would feel so weak and exposed inside me.

Just put yourself in the perspective of the woman...how would you feel/react if you are having a coffee with a guy you just met and he starts talking about how he wants to fuck you and do all kind of things? What would you say or reply? See you must see its very violent and makes her feel very unsafe if that would happen.

Thanks a lot!!! ???

True. The game is quite twisted.

Nice! Sort of like Leo goes out Lol? I need it to try it Phenibut is great until it's not. Also very , very toxic drug. Did pickup (nighttime) on it last year. Worst night of my life Lol. Fucking traumatic @kamwalker I might give a try to MDMA though. Honestly I've become a little tired of trying to "solve" my lack of confidence/trauma in social situations with psychedelics. They have helped tremendously overall in my wisdom for life but I feel they haven't really be able to hit that. Except lately shrooms which are giving me promising results. What set and setting do you recommend for MDMA? Dose for this purposes?

Hahhahahaha. Don't be so dramatic bro. But yeah you right, its all quite a joke. Better to watch your back and have fun the most you can. Last trip I was consciously stopping my breath, and was going to stop my heart (option of mahasamadhi). Then I heard dogs barking and the horse below my house ratting. In that moment I realize that Life is worth living. Those guys were worried for me lol. So I decided to keep breathing and continue to the game... The game is there to play it buddy Good to see you too!

I just want him to say where he copped those psychedelic silk cool shorts @Leo Gura

Great work my man ????

Btw, in sure once I have integrated it it will be trascended. But right now this perspective is what is better for me. ??

I don't know if it's because sexism culture or religion but I feel I grew up with this perspective that women were this Saint-like emotional conscious caring creatures. Of course this is an exaggeration but it's what is "under the hood" energetically when I interact with girls I start to really like. It's quite tough to accept that even though reality might be Love at the end, we humans live like in a fucking jungle. The most bully, cocky, and selfish man is probably the guy that she finds really attractive. Doesn't matter how conscious you think she es. Doesn't matter if she is into spirituality, God, etc (Hot witch girlfriend basically). Doesn't matter how much you think you might connect with her. She won't want you unless you are strong. Not in the slightest. I find it 'funny' how the ego finds so challenging to accept the bitter truth of Sex/attraction/"Love". It's like some part of you (the innocent part) really dies...it's difficult to accept within the illusion the game is not about Love...even though the illusion might be Love.

The deep emotional connection won't happen if you can't attract her. With the last girl this "rude awakening" happened, was the girl I most connected with ever. Yet she didn't doubt a second to say me "good bye" once I said to her I was going to stop talking to her since I felt she was very distant with me lately. This girl knew about God, psychedelics, did new-age healing therapies, read Dr David Hawkins (she actually recommended me the book 'Trascending the level of consciousness). Was my age too, so it's not like age difference was a problem. Look, buddy, my innocence completely died after this girl. But it's not bad. It's actually a blessing in disguise. It was the opportunity to finally surrender the disney spiritual perspective of humans and embrace the survival chimp game. The love will be there when we die. Here in this lifetime love with humans is not possible. Only selfishness and interest. Realize it and accept it and enjoy the game ☺️ I'm telling you, the most you resist to this hard truth the more you are going to suffer when a hard break up happens to you.