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I guess that's why most powders ive tried (like Huel or similar protein "organic" vegan powders) I have to dump them countn´t even finish them they just felt so weird in my body @Leo Gura In India organic conscious agriculture is growing though. There are some companies that offer products. Or you mean the quality overall of the soil its toxic due to massive unregulated waste disposal of factories to rivers, etc...? (So basically the fact that is organic won't save you because the soil has been getting contaminated the previous years/decades)

+1 The alien awakening episode was too much

So cool. I have some coming soon. Even if it doesn't do anything its just so cool looking LoL

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I'm beginning to be very skeptic of mainstream dentist culture. Last year I went for a check up to my local dentist and he said I had to do some deep cleaning in all of my mouth-gums that costed a lot. I had to move so I had to go to another dentist to do this treatment. Turns out, the new dentist in other city told me that that wasn't necessary. But instead, he found me 5 cavities. Funny that my local dentist didn't found any... Wtf? In the new dentist apart from the cavities a specialist came and told me I should do surgery because my bite pattern is weird. It looks the 3K of the brackets treatment I got done when I was a teenager was useless then. I said to them I'm going to think about it. I didn't do it of course. After I got my cavities removed they told me I should do an overall cleaning of the mouth. I told them Ok. Now forward 6 months I go to another dentist and they told me I should get a "deep cleaning" in the below part of my mouth. Then what shitty cleaning they did on the previous dentist I went? Why they just didn't do the 'Deep cleaning' too? Also my retainer (the one they left behind my teeth after finishing my braces treatment) fell off, so they said I should get a new one, but I got the sense that they weren't that alarmed that my teeth would move that much anymore. It seems they are just TRAINED to find new ways to improve your teeth and make $$$$. They don't seem to understand that most people do not care about having the perfect smile and none of that crap, most people are not mouth enthusiasts, we don't care about the level of perfection they care!! We just want our teeth just don't falling down or catching an infection. I'm not sure if I even going to do anything of this latest "diagnosis" with this new dentist, it all seems so random.

Right!! bet Damn juicy info, thanks. Well I´lll probably pass on this last one I saw, because they have several dentists and the guy just saw me very quickly! I´ll try the technique you say about 4-5 star but little reviews. Seems like a good strategy. Damn I didn't ask them for the x-ray if not I would send it to you. Thanks anyway. And thanks for you info it definitely matches my view on it... Yeah I recently find out that some cavities if they are not very advanced can be reverted. They never told me that...

One of the most common reasons of people trying to achieve Enlightment - Awakening and not succeeding is usually the problem with thought attachment. Usually people will experience a Psychedelic trip or Spiritual State via any method where Awareness its deeply activated and realized, but, the problem usually is that people can not maintain this state for more than a few hours. You might say "But that's because the psychedelic is wearing off, thus why sober Awakening its for life". Well no, this experience of "losing awareness" also happens in Awakenings achieved via 'sober methods'. The problem is not the method from which you activated/Awoken Awareness, the problem is the believe that thought attachment is useful. After some time not letting Awareness attach itself to thoughts, and enjoying that freedom, eventually pops a thought of fear, subtly communicating to Awareness: "If you don't attach to me, then I can't control your life (survival), you need me in order to control x, y and z". Awareness believes this fear of thought, and of course, back to the ego. So the issue is not that you can't be Enlightened. Enlightened is very easy, you can focus on the Awareness on your legs for the rest of your life and ignore your mind. That's it. That easy. But will you do it? Of course not, because after some hours you will believe that thought is useful and you need it, so you will abandon Free Awareness and bondage yourself again. Its ignorance, because Ego is memory and repetition, true Intelligence its of Awareness. If you just stay aware of your legs, Awareness will decide when listen (not attach) to certain thought stories, in order to think and plan stuff. But that will be automatic. There will be no attachment or bondage, just using the mind as you use as screwdriver. Just when it's needed, nothing more nothing less.

Yeah, for sure. I guess that even if you go full circle to realize that there's nothing to heal or introspect, that path has to be walked and psychedelics definitely are faster than anything else. So my point is not against psychedelics, but against understanding them as the final step for enlightenment.

The funny part comes when you do that trip where it is revealed that "introspection" was B.S., because there is no ego that can't be healed or introspected (it construct itself and re-arranges its own patterns in each second that Awareness it's not activated-Awake enough, that's why only a daily constant high state of Awareness its the only solution for an Awakened life far from the ego). So yeah, very 'fun' part when you realize the previous 10 LSD excruciatingly tired and emotionally draining trips (but fun, too, I will give you that) were a waste of time. (Again, not really a waste of time in the sense of exploration and having fun, but mostly on the therapeutic-growing side of it)

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For some hours...right?

Trekking-Running in mountain trails. Not only you do fun exercise you also breath fresh air and be in contact with nature which makes it even more fun and better. Now I have to try climbing.

man the world is fucked. Not even dark chocolate now is good for ya

What's your opinion on the idea that vanilla - normal sex causes separation and ego consciousness? If I'm honest, the usual sex human do it's based on separation and differences. For a guy or a woman to get horny some kind of comparison and value proyection must happen on their brain, which means this are low energy states of vibrancy. In my opinion, you can't live an awakened life if you are not having sex that is anchored in non duality and Love. I get that normal sex can be fun, but know ones pay it's price for this separation and comparison ideas. If it might get you horny and give you pleasure, but fundamentally produces unconsciousness and suffering in reality.

Because in Western world if you re-parrot the words of "Self, liberation, enlightment" etc and you can give bright speeches about it then it is considered you are "spiritual". The whole purpose of spirituality is to gain control of your mental, physical and energy system so you tune yourself to high state of awareness beyond compulsive survival ones that the majority of man kind is still stuck on. If you are depressed alcoholic, you weren't spiritual, you *talked or *thought spirituality.

Well you want to move to the hardest country that's funny.

Where do you live? UK? Vitamin D is the one you can get from the sun

Very on point ideas and analysis in this topic. Yeah, society again is expecting an outside tool to fix something that is created from within. I really find offensive the whole idea of expecting doing 2 or 3 trips to cure something that has been going on on your life for maybe a decade or two. People preach about it but I find sneaky that it actually works. As Leo said, you can brainwash yourself to believe your own fantasies about them.

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Lately I am becoming less and less people "pleaser" with some family members I used to have attachment to. I have stopped talking with my mother on the phone. Now only texting and much less than usual. With other family member (my aunt) I said to her I wasn't going back for christmas. This was "big" for me because they are pretty conservatism and traditional so it difficult for me to say them that. Today I got a message from my aunt telling me they were going to miss me in tonight's dinner and that she would call me at night. I just ignored the message and don't even checked my phone through the night. What do I say all of this? Well, I'm very tired of people like my mother or my aunt (since my father died she kinda become a little more paternalistic with me) treating me like im 16. I want say NO to them. I want to set my boundaries. I don´t want to talk to my mother on the phone because It doesn't make feel good and I don't give a fuck if she has emotional attachment. She will have to learn to let it go. Fuck going to my aunts daughter baptism because I hate religion and I don't want to go to that stupid things. God I have such a tremendous anger for some family members, (basically most of my father's side family- my aunt and grandma) and my mother. I want to give to them a big fuck you constantly. I probably have repressed trauma of being people pleaser and that's why this anger is coming up. Maybe some people that have gone through the same can speak on the matter. I'm basically deconstructing the whole morality of being " good guy" and Im just this discovering true unconditional love: Putting myself first always and accepting each choice and not judging me ever. It´s weird because it's unknown territory. But something feels right in all of this. I still find myself judging myself sometimes in that I am being "bad" or being "selfish" though.

paying for their feet pics...that´s that count as having sex with them?

First, now it's my mother. My father is dead, he OD'd one year ago. It's not rebelling. You probably haven't had low-energy consciousness parents that you had to build a wall to not be hurt by them. Don't confuse rebelling with being wiser and putting yourself first even if that means not fixing culture's norms of family 'obligations'. Chances are, You probably haven't drove your parent to go pick-up heroin before going to school.

Yes, in a sort of a flashback I had. But it lasted seconds.

After trying Ketamine some times I always was skeptical that helps depression.... I don't think its the best chem for that. I still the think the most useful substances for non treatable depression is moderate-big dose of LSD or Psylicibin

You are just sheep of the system. I have trascended the word "maturity". Maturity is for boring sad adults. Maturity just means you settle down with life and bought the guilt game the religion matrix set up for you. Sorry, you think you are smart, but you are just a sheep. Sadghuru is 65. Ask him about maturity. He will laugh in your face of how boring and lame you became.