Javfly33

I wonder if someone has done this...I think it would be a wacky and interest experience, 7 days in a cabin with your girl but no talking whatsoever. Not a single word allowed! Of course you can't do this with any girl, it must be someone that you have particular affinity and connection Imagine probably the incredible sex that would happen too...

Just thought I would share the joy of freedom with my fellow actualizers! I'm so full of energy. Feels good to defeat and let go another addiction of the mind. It seems one gets stronger and stronger in life (I quit cigarettes in the past), each time one chooses for true consciousness, instead of the false security and avoidance of life addictions are rooted in. Feels good to get back a clear mind and see life more clearly, after 3ish years of the opiate seduction & delusion. Not coming back, I wish all of those fighting habituations and addictions good luck...remember that if you are moving towards the truth, light, consciousness, you are doing the wise thing. Your soul knows better than your mind.

That's so good.

Good work, but I'm sure losing your virginity to such a cool girl that afterwards fucked you in the ass contributed to to that afterflowing lasting happiness you talk about.

Oh no, you are the child by showing that cockyness behind a screen. ? Thanks!

Not more than 15gr probably. That was very rare though, I would say the media must been around 10gr the last couple of years.

It's definitely on my to-do list. I hope I find the one.

All of this to show us that you have a BMW? ?

The ego usually plays a game: It likes to imagine itself like he can "catch" experiences of Awakening/Enlightment/NonDuality/Love/Consciosuness...etc after they had passed, the Consciousness, if its not aware enough, might "believe" this mind ideas and thoughts might be actual Love/Experience, and this the terrible mistake. Thinking "you got it" its terrible for you. Please let go of this. This just creates suffering because is indeed an attachment and it's just shows once again that the ego is the enemy of the fundamental skill of "letting go". This topic might be controversial for some people here but the more time it passes, the more I am clear that no intellectualization or conclusion about spirit/Reality/You/God should happen. All ideas and concepts the moment you catch them let them go as fast as you can. Because they are just thoughts and ideas! That is rubbish, you don't want that. You want ACTUAL EXPERIENCE. Ideas and conclusions are not only not the goal, but a distraction. I know this might make me hated here but that's my view. In the big scheme of things, I am just sharing this so everybody can move closer to God and higher state of Awareness. If that means that these message its not going to be popular or liked at first, then I'm fine with it. Peace.

Yeap... And I would say that is even more wacky than that, you are so sovereign that you even create that story to not feel that alone. Since nothing or nobody can argue you (because you have all responsibility and Truth authority since you are alone) then you can totally do it. One or several the truth is nobody will ever be able to separate you from yourself so you are totally God in your own creation and fuck it you are here for ever. Who cares if there are other infinities. Fuck them ?

There is no space nor time. All is collapsed into Infinity.

You wouldn't ask that question if there would have been a permanent baseline clear awakening. So keep working, to be really awake 24/7.

Hey brother, thanks for sharing. The solution is to stop trying to better yourself, stop trying to be something "better" (as if weren't you already fine), etc... You need to stop so much the comparisons in your mind, need to stop taking yourself serious ,etc... The more you are focused on yourself in this aspect (the aspect of "I need to do these things to become worthy", the less valuable you will feel, because it's bullshit). I have struggled (and I do from time to time) with similar problems and the solution is to stop the mechanism altogether. There are some tools as psychedelics and similar substances that have relieved for me this mind-virus-energetic issue, but currently I'm working on solving it ideally completely "sober" on my own and make the solution stable for life. If you ever need to talk my dms are open , much love.

Damn I hope soon I will be able to say that. Been using drugs for 7 years already ?? Never got hooked on anyone except kratom and nicotine, but lately it seems it's a phase i am more ready to completely let go of it. I think subsconsciously it damages ones power, like you need "something" in the back chamber just in case...

Thanks guys! Don't know why these got moved to psychedelics though Lol

"inside" and "outside" are mere ideas in your mind, they do not exist in actual reality. Look at your body, your feeling of "I", a wall, a chair, a person. A dog. Be very careful and be aware how your mind subconsciously says that those things are "outside of you". Look for what is real. Actual direct perception knows no concepts or "inside" or "outside". Destroy these concepts, see them for what they are: another bullshit of the mind Everything that is stopping self-realization its just all those wicked insane ideas inside the mind.

Infinity, relative, absolute, dissolution, attachment, structures..etc I am open minded to what you say but from here all those just seems words and words. I might be wrong, but in my experience, I fell into the trap of "just one more trip". The mind construct complex stories with the complex headspace psychedelics have. I don't understand what you guys actually want to achieve. I know it well: actual experience from within, if I m either experiencing Love, Bliss, Joy, etc or I'm experiencing boredom, anxiety or insatisfaction, that's what all that matters for me, and actually what matters for all of you guys even those some might say "oh I value understanding more than anything". One of the reason I become very skeptical of Leo these last years is that even though supposedly he had achieve this high levels of consciousness and realization, I didn't see any actual significant changes in his behaviour. Of course I don't live with him, I can't judge it 100% right, but it's clear to me from his posts that he just lives in a normie state of consciousness like most people, with *thoughts and *ideas of being awake, and when you ask him about this he justifies this by saying that "you only can be in high states if you have Sadghuru',s genetics".

I guess you refer to the fact that its definitely very smart to imagine such a thing as a Leo Gura talking about solipsism and being God, so then when you accept the Truth of yourself, you can see how all of those of the videos you imagined helped you in slowly letting in your mind the possibility that you were alone ? It makes sense, but at the same time, it also smells of ego-refined delusion. If enough psychedelic trips and spiritual experiences have taught me anything is that it's so easy to get deluded thinking you "got it" when it fact, its just another mind story. Even in psychedelic peak highest times, the peak its the peak and the bliss is the bliss precisely because there is "no one" in my mind saying "hey, I got it! I am alone! I am God! This is so good! Oh my god its so beautiful!" Usually when those words and "conclusions" start to pop up, then the atmosphere it's not anymore blissful, free, and light as it was when there were silence and no conclusions.

Well I can't talk for Leo because I am not sure what his motivations are for saying this kind of stuff, I hope its not just thoughts for him and there's some actual direct experience, but for other people they shouldn't take any teaching as Truth because any teaching are just words concepts no matter how beautiful the teaching is. I see the teaching as a motivation for the seeker, if it makes him think and become curious, passionate, etc...about what might discover, then Leo is not doing something wrong. He's just inspiring people. But most people just take teaching as truth, trying to intellectually grasp it. So people just want answers to fit their limited perspective, not Truth, we already seen this a lot of times. Truth interested people, very little unfortunately.

amen

I think the words its what makes it impossible to really grasp. Since words are dualistic and dualism its false and a mind-virus, it doesn't make sense logically.

Fair enough. But that's precisely what people do, man. With the exception of some special occasions where you would particularly enjoy the taste of a good expresso, the majority of people do coffee because the stimulation and focus that it provides they are unable of producing that for themselves within, without the chemical. Precisely people that eat bad, have bad habits and have overall a low baseline motivation at work, use coffee to be able to be productive and feel energetic. Notice how is so common to drink coffee after meal, because most people way of eating produces such lethargy in their system they have to take a coffee to "wake up". For sure for the majority of people who are in low stages of development doing coffee might not be a great deal. But since this is forum its usually populated with individuals looking for more conscious and advanced ways of living, I was speaking and giving my advice from that perspective. You probably haven't done yoga Kriyas because if not you would know this. For serious spiritual practices one of the most basic factors for it to work is that your emotional and mental aspects are as clear as they can be. It's not only about not being drowsy or sleepy, that's just the basics. But the sensitivity of your nervous system must be as clear as it can because these are very subtle and profound practices so the system must be in a very receptive state. Drinking a stimulant numbs and ruins this areas of your organism during the practice. Of course its better than drinking a shot of whisky, but nonetheless its still limiting the practice significantly. Bruh...Meditation is not 'the longer you can sit the better you are doing it'. You can be mediating for a whole year and accomplish almost anything if your state in mediocre. Being awake during meditation is the basics, but not how you measure if you are actually getting into meditative states.

That's very demagogical, and I´ve seen you post that argument several times already in coffee-addiction-usage related posts. Those "benefits" come probably from some properties the coffee plant has, and I'm sure a lot of other plants, vegetables or fruits have those things too and you can have reduced occurrence of all those illnesses without having to take coffee. But you don't say that... To the OP, as long as you don't see that it doesn't impair what you want to do in your daily life, then maybe it's not a big issue for you right now. I am definitely think that coffee helps in being more productive at work. At least in mechanical type of tasks. For meditation, yoga and spiritual sadhanas its quite bad though, it removes sensitivity of the prana system and it make your practice much less intense. I would avoid it if you plan to go serious in this practices. If not, I think you can enjoy for sure one of cup of coffee a day.

Psychedelics don't magically change people. It's like therapy or any type of coaching (although way more intense and effective): If the person doesn't want to change, nothing happens. If it takes it in a point on its life where it wants to change, the psychedelic will speed things up a lot. @Leo Gura I think that's a gross simplification. There are many individuals drug addicts that are intellectuals or in higher work status positions than even non-drug addicts. But I get what you mean, I´ve been on a couple of 5-MeO retreats and there were definitely people like the OP talks about, ex-drug addicts that carried quite an obscure aura within them. Indeed they usually have quite a lot of Red-stage habits such as extreme selfishness and manipulation techniques. @BlessedLion This people usually are not in a surrendered-open state to receive the most psychedelic benefits. They're expecting a magic pill to solve their problems.

That's really a top G way of losing your virginity for sure lol. Congrats sounds you had a great time