Javfly33

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  1. This so true LOL I like to play hard to get ? Said God
  2. ?We are not moving ? Even though conceptually you may affirm 'there's no time', in your every day life there is a 'feeling' that time its passing by. Well, there is a possibility for you that that feeling can disappear. That's a good one for sure.
  3. @Sugarcoat Welcome to the game of survival. There's no way to win this. Only go beyond it and trascend it.
  4. yess yess yess ?
  5. Nice The answer is You, never a thought, never an identity, never a 'thing'. Seems Immortality is a thing after all
  6. got it. From what you are saying, then probably I´ve not gotten to that place with 5-meo. But if its clear to you then why there is not liberation right now in your current experience? I mean I got tired of tripping because no matter how good it felt some times I would go back to identification, delusion, ego, thoughts, whatever you want to call it. What is impeding right now to you that this openness you are talking about is not present right now?
  7. Completely agree. It's like bringing down awareness-aliveness. Not cool when you are already enjoying the life-process. When you are in pain-anxious then alcohol might be appealing.
  8. exactly. As much help psychedelics have given to me in the past its obvious to me know after comparing, that psychedelics still twist up the ego and not fully fully eliminate it. And it can appear that its eliminated within the psychedelic trip, and maybe for some spare seconds or even minutes it happens, but soon one the chemical start to go down from the peakest peak, the ego is already slightly active, to become again fully active one its wear off (which can take days for some psychedelics). @Breakingthewall I can recall the time I smoked it there was complete dissolution of personality, pure white light, not remembering anything, not being human anymore, etc... I would say this was my most intense 5-meo experience, in terms of 'effects'. Then plugged even though people bitch on it I had some other very very intense experiences, one of them I would say it was pure infinite love, pure unitary infinity. But anyway those are words now lol I dont even know what that means know. But not sure what you mean with total openness. I´m not sure I have experienced that or not.
  9. +1. "You shouldn't kill the ego" "The ego is necessary" Said both times the ego. ?????
  10. That's already two ? What prevents you from not being "who you are" Right fucking Now?? There's actually no difference between your sober experience and 5-Meo experience. Stop thinking any time has actually passed since the last 5-meo trip and NOW There's no time, no experience, no body, no mind, no self, no distance, no pov, no nothing. Every kind of separation or suffering it's created by concepts, beliefs, thoughts.
  11. I received energy transmission in the precise practice I do, but overall it was just surrendering completely and being aware so much that I'm infinitely powerful, of course a simple practice can do anything, all is imaginary/Power. At the end of the day psychedelics do work because their effects are imagined within the dream. The same with the practice. 5-Meo IS IMAGINARY! The yoga practice is IMAGINARY! Sounding like Leo now...oh god ?
  12. I'm not denying the power of 5-Meo, I'm just saying, there are clearer states of being that those ones. And if it just all about power or wackiness then let's go do some salvia or some Meth. If it's just all about feeling things... My purpose is clarity, after several years of tripping I realized that That wouldn't come with psychedelics, even if they helped paving the way? Again, the narrative of Leo in the past of "you are not going to get to this level even meditating for 100 years" has taken a toll in peoples mind of what is possible. But I don't want to sugarcoat things, most people meditation skills will definitely not "produce" any type of 5-Meo kind of state/feeling. What I'm talking about it's raising your inner energies so much you can close your eyes and sit in certain positions that perception explodes. I can do Pranayama techniques that are the same as 5-Meo smoking from a crack pipe. I can hold a bandha and separation from objects completely disappears, that same feeling I used to have 5-meo plugged would come up and I would be terrified because I didn't know where or what I was...now it happens with the practice...?? But the difference is there is no fear. I can hold a mudra and I'm somewhere else...far away from the body that is sit in the living room (Although that 'somewhere else' it's also Here who am I kidding ?). Anyways, enough of so much Bragging, I'm just saying, is possible to go so much intense and deep than most people think. If you want to know "but can I really produce the same feeling of 5-meo without taking it"? Well, I don't know, probably not. If you think taking 5-Meo is something fundamental for you, then I can't tell you anything else, it's your path. Just sharing what is possible...
  13. At this point I´ve reached more profound and clear states of Being without 'drugs' than with them. And yes, that includes the infamous 5 MEO. Which I´ve done over 10-15 plugged and 2 times inhaled. 'On my own' i go beyond 5 Meo. It's even better, because it doesn't have any of the residual confusion and anxiety of the ego. You are supposed to produce all of that on your own, not taking syringes up your ass for life or inhaling from a crack pipe. Fuck´s sakes. But...nobody wants to open their mind Because Leo own limitation thoughts about the 'limitation' of normie practices vs the super-power psychedelics, have taken a toll into the projections of their viewers, as it can be clearly observed here. And I don't mean this is in a bad way for Leo, nor for anyone here. It's my wish that they actually discover what is really possible. There's actually a TOPIC I opened like +6 months ago talking about a deep experienced I had on LSD that I wanted to replicate. And Leo replied that 'you were tripping, you not going to replay that on your own'. Fast forward +6 months, I´ve reached those states with 'simple' pranayama techniques (although it's more complex than that), but not one time, not two times, dozens of times. Guess what, I´m sure Leo is not going to accept this mistake for what he said (because if I had been just a blind follower like much of the guys here, I would have just not continue to do my own practice). But hey, to EACH THEIR OWN, I can't repeat myself more times... if they want to keep feeling miserable thinking a chemical has something they don't have, just because 'they want to be right' in their own limiting beliefs, to each their own...maybe when they get tired of it, and truly get in contact with the power is within (as new-agey as that sounds), another perspective can arise.
  14. There hasn't been a total deconstruction of the self if there still a sense that there is such a thing as a 'my/your' pov. The ego + concepts is creating the supposed 'pov' that needs to be trascended or escaped. There is not an absolute pov or an absolute present experience, unless you believe/tell you so. Which is precisely what each ego does (to exist) ?
  15. Obviously Reality/Being is capable of everything, because nothing limits it. What is limited and bounded, as a body or psychological activity, can not know anything more than the senses (that would be the 'guy looking at the phone'). The solution apparently seems to be, use a channel that is not that which is bounded. In other words, just to give you a practical example. Yes, Reality has gone beyond the senses and felt how is creating/being the grass of a mountain 1000km from the 'avatars POV' which was limited to the senses. Obviously since '1000Km' away is completely imaginary (a thought by the avatar), it's no problem for Reality. Because the grass of that mountain is happening actually in the same 'place' as the guy looking at the phone. But the guy looking at the phone won't ever go beyond the senses, because that is a bounded limited channel, that can't access infinity. In fact if the guy of the phone would actually access infinity that would mean losing for ever his body. So it's not going to happen until 'death'. Just the fact of holding a body means limitation (for the avatar)
  16. The mind can't definitely grasp boundlessness. ? Since the mind its all about boundaries and divisions.
  17. Stop saying my experience -- Instead say; Experience happens Stop saying my pov -- Instead say; A pov appears Stop saying my perception -- Instead say: perception happens Stop saying my body -- Instead say: A body exists Stop saying my thoughts -- Instead say: Thoughts appear Stop saying my life -- instead say; Life is happening Stop saying I am God Start saying God appears. God Is. God exists.
  18. Are you too? I'll tell you what is really awakening. At this point I've come to a mastery and knowledge of my thoughts and energies while meditating, that if I sit in a certain pose and hold my hands in certain way, I can neutralise and "die" absolutely all thoughts of stress, anxiety and fear, absolutely all thoughts are "grounded", and I feel absolutely mind empty, bliss and pure LIGHT in my third eye. I do not put an alarm on the meditation. I can fucking sit there as much as I want because there is absolutely nothing thoughts can do at that point. There is not the possibility of "tiredness" or "I lost the concentration" no no no. "I lost the concentration" it's a thought that arised that you weren't able to neutralise and know where to "land" it and eliminate it. Next level? Learn how to do this not only while being sit on the yoga mat,but wherever I go. That ladies and gentlemen, is really acing life and being "successful", if you permit me to use that word anyway. You won't feel as powerful in life as when you regain TOTAL CONTROL of your system.
  19. See, do you expect me to know teach you anything with that attitude? ?‍♂️ So now you make the rules ? What do I have to earn? Just proving myself to you? I don't have to prove anything to you. The narcissism of this forum sometimes its over 9000 LMAO