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really? ?‍? I will have to build an insane courage to want to go through that come up again. But OK, ? I open my mind...definetely the degree of intensity of yesterday was x10 compared to my other trips...which I thought were the 'ultimate' and 'final' too Lmao. yeah.

there is nothing outside that will solve it. Only You. You must choose Light over darkness. High vibration thoughts vs low vibration. Your 'trauma' is not yours really. You just need to stop picking it up. Don't think you need to heal anything.

Yeah I agree that's another way to put it

You are God learning to control the game. It is possible but you must reject thoughts

@SQAAD Any thought you have about reality is not it. Surrendering, being in the present moment...that is God surrendering itself, and being alone...accepting it...why you think this fucking game is about feeling Good in the present moment? Because the goal is to let fade all thought stories...

Wise words there ??

Definitely do not recommend doing this such a large dose. My max before was 35mg or so, and I wanted to push it because something told me I could go deeper and more clarity with 5-MeO. I had luck that I didn't do nothing stupid, at some peak moments the intensity is so much you can easily damage yourself. But at the same time, when you are in the trip and all barriers fall down death does not exist. But anyways If doing heavy dose best with a trip sitter. Epic shit for sure ??

I'm fucking done with this western society. In going to India or Bolivia or some society that is not this sick. It seems it has gotten to such a point that women are even sexualising/objectifying their feet. How twisted this is? Honestly .

IN THOUGHT, POWER CAN NOT BE FOUND Channeled today that message while doing my daily Kriya process. This message came from a feminine energy/deity, (of course it’s an imagination of Consciousness, a part of my Mind). So yeah, that is the message. In thought you will never truly win. Any feeling or sensation that you have ‘something’ of value via conceptualisation, identification, grasping, memory, it’s a complete delusion, and you should abandon that immediately if you want to really feel as the KING that you are (God-Being-Truth-Light-Infinity). Of course, no one is stopping you if you want to keep the rest of your life in the ego chains, in the demonic forces, in delusion, in confusion, in shadows. But, I’m just delivering this message, so you know there is a possibility. Remember, in the NOW there in an infinite amount of Power to reclaim and activate. You can not ever be defeated if you activate yourself NOW (Awakening, Power, etc…). No matter what the mind says, there are no rules or limits. If you activate yourself NOW, memory is disabled, karma is disabled, identification is gone. Absolute Power, Being, Mastery of the KINGDOM is at your disposal. Go get your jewels, King.

Any conclusion, belief, or mental idea you have about WHAT reality is or WHO you are is something that you should let go of if you are interested in going beyond the endless labyrinth. If you want endlessly to be lost in the labyrinth, go ahead. Fix yourself to something, feel safe within yourself, in your beliefs, in the mental reference. Any conclusion, any thought, as elegant, profound or 'inter dimensional' you think it is, iS BONDAGE, DELUSION, and more KNOTS ANY conclusion (and that includes 'I am God') ultimately, does not feel completely right to who you are. Why is that? Well, because who you are, is something so much beyond limits, that any idea or thought, feels LIMITED and Bondage-like. Even if that thought seems to be 'super conscious' like 'I am God', 'I am Infinity'. 'Life is a dream', 'I am dreaming'. Do not fall in the game of concepts. This is not a game you are interested. Summary: DO NOT settle for any thought, conclusion, belief about Reality, no matter how 'final', 'profound' or 'complex' it seems to be. IS NOT IT! ? Respect yourself, do not settle for any conceptual limitation or understanding. No thought can't tell you who you are or what reality is. Don't allow that attack from the ego. Do not succumb to the limitation, to darkness. Untie yourself from hell. Activate Heaven.

God is Bliss, you deny it because you are a devil. Bliss is a facet of God/Reality/Awakening. Only the ego and darkness can deny the right of God to reclaim one of this most fundamental attributes and rights. So much darkness in this forum unfortunately. I will be leaving this place soon if people don't start to open their hearts more and actually purify themselves. If you are in the path of Awakening, careful with getting poisoned with messages of devils that defend darkness and reject Light and Goodness.

Oh, there are things to do. There are things to do such as Blissing myself out in the pool listening to Wizkid all day... watching the sky, the birds doing 'their thing', and maybe we can some Fine First grade Kombucha from that Flax & Kale you recommended me (which I´m becoming addicted to), and when dawn comes let's throw a good cigar. Let me tell you, you can not become tired of the good life. No one having the time of their life started praying to God to say 'please god! Let me have some suffering at last!! A bit of anxiety! A bit of boredom at least! Please!!" That has never happened in existence to this day Although...if that is what you like, I won't be there to stop you from dancing that "eternal dance of duality" of course ?‍?

@Leo Gura If the Truth can be spoken, good luck thinking your way into Infinity buddy.

This is why I say calling yourself God is limiting yourself: When you call yourself GOD, it is a word, and in your mind it has certain MEANING, if not, you would call yourself a chair then. Unless the word GOD is totally empty for you, totally unlimited, totally free, then what is the point? You already are identifying, limiting yourself to whatever attributes the word God has on your mind.

It is not a conclusion, is an observation...if tomorrow I observe some other thing more clear, then I will try edit this 'conclusion' or add that other 'new thing' I saw. Exactly

That's true, without comparison you couldn't call it Bliss. But I´m saying, once you know the opposite, I think at least for me is enough. Why keep visiting darkness? @Bazooka Jesus Like Alan Watts said "once you get the message, hang out the phone". Once you have seen darkness, why keep going over and over to darkness again ?‍?

What question LOL. She asked me several of them. I don't know how to answer them. I don't understand those questions. There is a mistake in your thinking. 24/7 Bliss stops being bliss, when you actually fall down off the bliss to a lower state of consciousness, and ego thoughts start to say "Hey! I´m tired of the bliss! This is getting boring! I want to experience some suffering!" See? The bliss stops being bliss when you are actually not anymore in the state of Bliss. If you stay in the state of Bliss, the Bliss always is Bliss People say "but you will get tired of always being blissful!!". Of course, you get tired but because you again are in the ego mind, where thoughts of 'boringness' can exist again. However, I must say, if one could truly have a 'panel of control' to activate or disactivate Bliss at will, yes, I think one would not be in a state of Bliss 24/7. One would explore different states and overall as I have said, if one is doing certain material things in the dream, one can not be in a state of Bliss or one won't do the work right, like Driving, operating machinery, giving talks, writing a book....etc. But, most of you guys problems is not this, not even close, you should first taste what really is Bliss, and stay there for a long fucking time...then start thinking about being so Cool about letting it go to do higher purpose/help the world...

I mean, at least, personally, when I think about bliss, I´m not talking about psychological happiness or physical pleasure. But you are right, since bliss or love are just words, for each people have different meanings. In what sense you are trying to help?

Keep playing your dialectical games. Then everyone is my DMs asking me for "what is my technique" and all of that. Thank god you guys didn't care about feeling good ? you were so above me that you don't care about suffering, you are so "selfless". Yet, when shit hits the fan, you want what you want as any living creature in this planet. You think you are spiritual by rejecting pleasure/well being/bliss. Yet it is in this denial when you are being the most egoic. The most devil, the most darkness. Darkness denying Light! Of course The ego denying Goodness. Of course. Of course.

God is a word, I´m using it because they like it here at actualised.org ? You can call it Being, Awareness, Nothing, Intelligence, Light, Void, Power, What Which is Real, ....etc. Whatever.

When you identify with that that is false and does not exist, of course you say 'I have no control'. This is sad part about reality. When God forgets itself so much that it weakens to such a point of thinking it is not the Master of this Heaven.

Of course it has ownership, God can reclaim and activate their own inherent blissfulness. God. AWAKENING is God reclaiming its power consciously. Fortunately, you are God, so you do have control.

I think I have said it before already in the forum. Apart from more subtle things, there is a thing-tool as simple as holding a mudra (https://www.yogapedia.com/definition/6444/gyan-mudra) and focusing on the breath, and a world of possibility beyond thought opens up. An example: You don't need to meditate. You just can be walking down the street, and open your left hand positioning towards the street (so the back of your hand is facing your body), hold the mudra, and all energies, thoughts, emotion, everything that happens to you 'internally' focus it and surrender it into the hand. Then watch what happens ? If it doesn't work for you the first times, is totally normal. I believe, there has to happen a certain clear distinction for Consciousness, between -Thought/Psychological realm -Being/Energy/Perception When this happens enough, when there is clear a distinction and a certain 'distance' has been seen between what Perception is, and what thought-psychological activity Is, then the power of the mudra will be almost instantaneous. For that, practice holding the mudra and watching the breath, after your normal meditation practice. Or maybe when you are coming down off a psychedelic, where your energies are still FIRED UP. When there is intense concentration or Aliveness of Consciousness, practice this mudra+observing the breath. Try to be totally still when you do this, forget the body. So all attention is focused on breathing. Basically, the point is not to maintain any state of consciousness, but so Awareness/God/Nothing can have a clear distinction of psychological activity Vs Being/Perception. So when you are walking down the street or you are wherever place (not just meditating), you can 'activate' yourself instantly by doing the mudra. Now, this is just an example I told you, this is something (opening the hand) that I use to do a lot, but there are a lot of varieties (for example incorporating awareness in the pineal gland). Each variety, seem to have different "chemical response" to it.

If you guys want to think about everything in black and white. (Either you can be blissful always even if I´m hitting you with a steel bar under the sun for 24 hours or you are talking shit!!!!). That's a fallacy what you made right there. You just found the absolutely worst possible scenario for me, in order so I could tell you NO. When you are eager and humble to learn, come to me. But with that attitude, I absolutely won't spend a single minute on you teaching you things you have still not Purified your darkness enough to be able to be receptive to them and learn.

Yes. This is compulsion, survival, animalistic conditioning. You want to embrace living Life as an animal, you are free to do that. But the human system is precisely unique because it has built in tools and Intelligence to go beyond the compulsions you are talking about. @Someone here Overall, yes, it is possible to feel Blissful 24/7, but it depends on how serious you are about it. Also, as others have said, you probably will want to explore other states of being apart from being blissful, so that 24/7 probably wouldn't be 100%. For example, you will have to lose a bit of that sweet Blissfulness when you are driving or operating machinery, just to give you an example. Or maybe when giving a talk where you have to put some emotion into It. The important thing (in My opinion) is that you come to a certain profound understanding of how your body works so you can trigger that Blissfulness when you want.