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@Leo Gura You literally created the video some time ago "Everything is state of consciousness". That should answer your question. When you say "I can still get addictions if I'm not careful and get bored" that's your state falling from being Awake to sleep. Being Awake = A state of consciousness. Pd: One might say memories and understanding influences your state of consciousness, so is not like just because once falls off the state all past mystical experiences are useless, but if you are constantly falling they obviously are not all the ingredients neccesary to be Awake. That you are the body is the belief lmao You don't need to belief you are not your body. Just stop assuming that a feeling or a sensation is equal to truth. Just because you have a feeling or a belief or an idea that you are a body and you have this feeling 99% of your waking time, does not mean that is actually what is you. See an schzophrenic can be hallucinating shit for most of his life and feel is true as it gets, but doesn't necessarily mean he is seeing how things are. You understand ????

Just some minutes ago I was doing a bit of Yoga and it came the moment of doing an asana where you put all your body towards the floor (balasana) and (here comes the important part), you rest your hands towards the floor (the palms facing the floor) making a "triangle" form with your hands. Once I settled into that posture I started having the sense of 'merging' and being 'directly in contact' with the soil that is below my house, and therefore being 'united' with every other being. Until.... I realized those were just thoughts/imaginations. No, the union is much crazy than that lol I started being completely united / communicating with infinite love (Infinity of Gods) through that special positions of the hands. That mudra (the hand position of mimicking a 'triangle' form) is like a portal...like it become a gun of 'Love' where my singularity started 'opening up' and being in contact with the rest of Infinite Singularities. Maybe I am not alone in the universe. I hope infinity of Gods is real @Leo Gura

Let me correct you @Ramu

If you touch something beyond mind and body, then fear of death won't be there anymore. That which is not a thing, can not die. Notice that before THINKING you didn't know such a thing as a death

God is inside the human form as is inside the table chair in front of you.

There's not an ego..only God. God can be asleep or awake. When God is asleep, it loses itself to thoughts and compulsion. God just doesn't want to magically suffer because it likes it.

@josemar yeap ??

Telling yourself this kind of stories to feel good about it is fine, but is not clarity about what really is going on.

Who said that withdrawal does not exist? Although after +5 years doing opiates on and off, I can say withdrawal is psychological and created by the ego (doing spiritual energetic practices reveal how the mind 'creates' constantly the illusion, and stopping memory can reveal how powerful we are, but that is another story). I´m not talking about withdrawal or physical dependence, I´m talking about accepting the reality that one chooses to do the drug every day. Trust me, my father used heroin for 30 years. I can guarantee you drug users are the best bullshitters in the world, but specially they bullshit themselves very brilliantly. In the perfect way to not see certain things to accept their responsibility.

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I found 5-MeO trips quite therapeutic in regards to trauma! But I recommend the OP to try psilocybin/4-aco-dmt . By far the psychedelic that has most helped me @shree

Pretty much. People that say that they are 'addicted' is people that have imagined and set as true that there is such as an inert thing (drug, drink, ...etc) that has power over them. Of course this means that the whole 'addiction' ideology is bullshit. People that identify themselves as addicts are just people that haven't come to a place of accepting full responsibility for their actions and life. So in summary addiction as modern society understands does not exist. It is built on a foundation of victimhood and illusory false sense of power.

See, I warned here some months ago about that dangerous attitude that comes from that woo-woo spiritual ideologies. Good that you got out of that trap. Notice that you are falling to the same mistake here. You are making Awakening or Spirituality as a goal to be at the standard or whatever 'Godhood' means to you. This is again (at least how I have understand you, maybe you meant other thing, let me know) more morality. Those are great things to do. The only issue is that those things are not achieved by 'letting go'. The 'letting go' motto is a woo-woo weak ideology for people that do not know or have learned how to manage themselves and this mechanism (mind-body). So 'letting go' is a kind of solace for them. Nice ?? Is like that. You are the Creator. You can create misery or heaven. And nobody will create it for you. If you just 'let go' and let things run like they are conditioned, nothing much will change. There's no one watching your ass. God doesn't have a mummy. Is either accepting full responsibility for what you create, or not.

Is because 5-meo or any substance is not awakening. Substances induced states are still within the dream

There is a difference. As Leo have said, Science measures things inside the dream, but Science can not grasp the dream. Because science is within the dream. @Someone here

Of course you might have to do some of these ones to get to a point to realize it...but once you do realize it, all tools will be seen as completely imaginary and unnecessary. I realised that... if I don't think, everything that I wanted is right here. If I just do not touch the mind phenomena (thinking, projecting, imagining), and stay Consciousness, ALL IS SOLVED. If you are able to close your eyes and truly truly let go of ALL ideas and intellectual attachments, THAT´S IT. The dream is GONE. All language concepts must be let go, surrendered and seen as mere thoughts, and as phenomena that is different to Experience. This includes: ' I am Alive'. 'I am going to die' 'There is something as reality' 'I am existing somewhere' 'I need to Awaken' 'I am a human existing somewhere' 'Others are existing somewhere else' 'I exist' 'There is time' 'There is something'. 'I am in a certain place on reality, and I can move to other places'. And the list goes on... as you can expect, the mind can create ideas for ever. If you just turn your back to absolutely all ideas, then that's it. You won. You are kidding yourself if you think you can understand the dream, ironically that is MORE dreaming. The way you keep yourself entangled in the dream is by thinking you can understand it or going 'profound' into ti. That is more Maya.

I'm not saying they are not stunning, I'm saying are you actually attracted to them. On another hand, IME, much of the sex quality is actually focusing on the girls pleasure and arousal, not yours. So when you say "but fingering does nothing for my arousal'! I think you are lacking an important point, and is that if you care about growing as a man, you should not care about your arousal or pleasure in sex so much.

You probably are not that aroused/attracted for the girl.

But that is not understanding the dream. That is understating things that exist within the dream @Someone here

Any afrobeats/amapiano fans on the forum? According to Hawkins, the third chakra (Power) is usually blocked by shame. This music is very effective at releasing those knots. I remember 2 years ago discovering this type of music while I was tripping on psylocibin and acid for a few days on a retreat in the mountains. MY life changed for ever after discovering this energies. Particularly listening to 'High' while in the peak of acid while watching the hair of the horses moving by the breeze of the cold air of the mountains...my fucking god. That is being ALIVE. Once you get into tune to opening up/receiving this vibrations, your life will become of another level of intensity. An intensity that frees you from the knots of the ego. Not everybody can appreciate this music. If your energy system is damaged you probably won't resonate with it. Try to listen it to it while sitting on the soil of a mountain and with your hands upwards.

I suggest you to soak it in water at least 6 hours. The last picture don't seem eatable. You will hurt your stomach in the long run eating it like that

I quit eating oatmeal, too much side effects. Is not worth it, get your calories somewhere else

Those men are a generation that probably smoked a lot and also had bad eating habits (not talking about butter but just normalised junk food habits that now are seeing very bad such as McDonalds, processed foods, etc). You can't just compare the lifestyle of today's generation with the generation of people of the seventies and eighties.

Ok, I´lll try. Honestly I already do something similar I usually make myself an omelette of 5-6 eggs at once with around 40-50gr of butter. I´m only missing the onion lol So now saturated fats are bad again ? @Michael569

So lately in the forum the 'bliss' word have been coming up a lot...there seems to be people against it and people saying is the only thing to seek in the path. Here's what I found: Bliss is not just a normal state of consciousness. Bliss feels 'bliss' (or very good), because when the Bliss is being experienced, there is non-localisation of Consciousness. And what happens when there is not a feeling of existing inside anything? That you exist everywhere = Unity. So the 'state of consciousness' of Bliss is not just a dumb empty feeling that feels so good just because of nothing. It feels so good precisely because Unity is being experienced. So when some of you guys say... Ask yourself this question: Are you actually with that understanding or 100 Awakenings reached, experiencing Unity right now? Here's the thing: That dumb Bliss... actually provides Unity 100% of times! It never fails. Is direct. What about the profound data and understanding you have gathered? How many times when you hold those thoughts in your mind, Unity is being experienced? Just some interesting questions I think some of you guys would benefit from... Would love your input on this @Water by the River