Javfly33

Love: Music Nature Being aware of the breath Exercise Hate: Findom goddesses ?

I don't know, I never tried to replay it, but I think is true, you can't download the stuff

I can relate. My whole Life has been dominated by FOMO. In fact right now i live a life that is very far from what i would like to live, justo because of fomo.

Nothing is not experienced. You are nothing. Sleep does not happen

@Someone here nice conclusion ??

The solution is to realize is just mind conclusions. Wheter you affirm solipsism is true, or wheter you affirm is false, is just a mind conclusion. It must come a point where you realize there is something beyond making silly conclusions about reality.

4 years later... You keep doing topics about solipsism ?

@Leo Gura

lol

Is funny that you say, I´ve spent +4K in Findom for the past 3-4 years, I was a virgin, absolutely no self-confidence in my attractiveness, and put women on a pedestal. Findom was THE GOLD rush because I got all that my mind thought it was true. That I was shit and she was gold. And I know lots of guys in the same. I talked to a lot domes and findommes. They use this fucked up rationalisations such as that the men have tons of money and are successful but want to experience submission and thats what they do it. Holy fucking shit how fucking far they are from the reality. No, the guy that does findom is a guy that is at the level of brokenness inside that is more close to suicide than other thing. I can guarantee you a men that can pull girls do not pay for the attention of a girl. How fucking dare are you give me lectures about femdom and findom. Lmao. I can show you my PayPal history. This girls just can't stomach the fact that are making money of men that are broken inside. There are domes that literally say 'You are paying me tonight because you are a loser and can't get laid'. THEY EXACTLY fucking now who their 'clients' (or better said, victims, or better said, PREY) are. Girs that do findom are one of the human beings with lowers integrity and heart on the fucking planet. If I was a guy and I would have an only fans, I would not drain the bank account of an insecure girl that maybe their physical attractiveness is not good. But maybe those standards are too high for you giving the quality of the response you have given me. I find funny reading your reply because you are so fucking far from the reality. Is unfathomable. Is so fucking unfair the indescribable amount of pain I´ve felt in that shit and you talking like is nothing. No, this crap is the worst pain and suffering I´ve experience in my whole life. No, is not fucking fair that you show those girls as being angels. They are fucking demons. But of course, you are in the game. Your mind does not want to hear the truth. Of course not. But anyways this shouldn't even be directed towards you. In the same way I say girls who do Findom or hard-related Femdom stuff, are one of the worst type of humans in this planet, I also say hookers saved my life. When I realized that I could pay to feel loved and touched and treated in a good way, I realized... why then I have been paying to be treated with constant psychological violence and basically like a shit? Of course, I guess because I didn't knew any better lmao. And because the girls that are into femdom-findom as a lifestyle are so fucking bad humans that will motivate-try to maintain that their clients keep being insecure males that don't get laid ever or feel loved. The more damaged and broken you are, the more money they will do off you. It works in a twisted way. Having survived that world it gives you humility at how bad, cruel and crude humans can get.

If you are Awake or Highly Conscious there's no fucking way at the same time you are justifying or normalizing being bored, having addictions or compulsions to the phone, videogames, etc... Here's why. If you are actually AWAKE, and you find yourself a Tuesday evening at 10PM on your house alone, there's no fucking way there is a need or a craving to seek stimulation or "entertainment" through a screen, talking to someone, watching a dumb YouTube video, etc... Why? Well, if you are actually deeply Awake and Conscious, just the mere phenomena of being ALIVE, of watching "dumb" objects appearing in front of you (a wall, a chair, a kitchen sink), hearing noises outside your home like dogs barking, traffic, etc...all of this becomes just deeply interesting on its own. Why? Because life is not anymore a dumb object. You are inside a wonderful marvelous creation, and you are AWAKE. You are in AWE just by the mere fact that you are conscious of Consciousness. Everything becomes mystical... everything. Just the act of breathing and existing becomes a completely enchanting phenomena to be conscious. Everything seems magical, because it is. And you can not fucking get tired of it. So there you go. The great test to "measure" your awakeness. Fast and easy. Know today how awake you are. If you are not in love and in awe with the mere fact of breathing and existing, guess what...you are not fucking awake!

Ok, that's interesting that you say that. So subconsciously you intuit that even though they get pleasure out of it is not the best thing to do? Subconsciously you feel you are hurting him or what? So you think there are women that are actually into it/enjoy it? Sometimes I wonder, no girl can do that for a living on a daily basis if she doesn't get a sadistic kick out of it, but then I also sometimes like to think, no, there's no way some people are that fucked up and get enjoyment from humiliating and taking money from people. So after a lot of time into that fetish I still not sure how much of it is fantasy (men asking to be humiliated and women just creating a role to fullfill that fantasy and making money in return) and how much is real (psychopathic women actually getting off in a fucked up way by humiliating weak or vulnerable simp men). And of course, by getting off I don't mean sexually but... in an emotionally way . Like when you have trauma inside and you just want to pay your internal pay/rage with someone else. Although there must be something of reality into it. Like, how the fuck some women are Dominatrix for years if they don't get a kick out of it? How can someone make their entire living just totally acting? Although thats literally what a prostitute says on a video that Leo posted of Las Vegas. That sex workers become the greatest actors and fake everything. I wonder if behind every apparent sadistic cruel Dominatrix is an insecure or normal person like anyone else LoL.

So you are not those miserable progressives that just rationalise all fetishes by saying 'As long as they get pleasure from it Is OK'. Thank God someone within the industry with some integrity. I guess if you've heard of ball busting you must have heard of Findom. I´ve watched some videos of guys paying 300$ in person to a girl, this girl kicking their balls, and then saying good bye. Talk about psychology damaged.

wow this is quite the misoginistic post

who says female hookers are psychologically damaged? wooow you are being judgemental here

What is this 'God' you talk about? Where is it? Have you seen it ? These type of mental gymnastics are great for providing solace, when you actually want to master Life and grow a pair, you'll have to stop telling you this hunky dory phrases.

@Salvijus Of course not everyone benefits from the same practices, but by for some reason I don't see Leo sitting in siddashana with hands facing upwards receiving the lectures lmao, or receiving the initiation while shamavhi when sadhguru do the hand palms energetic trick. I find hard to believe that that has happened. He said 'One day live training'. That doesn't look like the inner engineering course.

what is this 'relative' and 'absolute' domain? Can see only One Reality.

I´m not sure that was my point. I don't know what you mean with the absolute and relative. In my experience, there is only one reality-life. But this reality-life can be lived in a such a tremendous difference, depending your internal state of consciousness. My point was that spiritual work does change your life experience. I found shocking that people are saying they are so Awake, they got it all figured out, meanwhile they justify that being more Awake than Buddha doesn't necessarily mean you won't have a chocolate Milka addiction. I mean c'mon, wtf guys? Doing mental gymnastics and accumulating conclusions about reality, doesn't necessarily make a change in your life experience. Saying you are God and so fucking Awake while being depressed or bored (not talking about you, just generally) is fucking hilarious. I mean at what point of self-deception and short-sightedness one must come to tell themselves that and believe it just like that. You are right though, I am not enlightened. I never said I was.

@Carl-Richard Thank God someone said it! I thought I was alone here.

@Vrubel Sadhguru says Snakes has a certain 'radar' that makes them go to those places where there are beings vibrating in very peaceful/calm states of consciousness. He says is common for Yogis that get into Samadhi states, that many cobras appear in front of the person. Like the snake is attracted to high consciousness states.

I do appreciate OP topic, I like the reality and rawness of it. She misses his ex. Just sharing the pain, I get him.

Do it... you only live once. I want to go to India too in a few years when I really burn myself up of western culture, which im getting close lol.

It seems that there is attachment to thought when Consciousness is not activated, or awake, at a certain point or intensity. When there is enough activation, Consciousness becomes conscious of itself, of the fact that It is Real, and It Is Existing. When this happens, attachment to thought as a way to identify oneself with 'something' (a thought), is no longer there. Because, in that state, Consciousness clearly knows, what it is = Itself. So no more "grabbing the next thought so I can exist. " Since Consciousness at that point is existing by itself, then the compulsion to grabbing onto thoughts ends. At that point there can never be a personal thought. Thoughts at that level are seen as heart pumps. Just another phenomena of the body. When Consciousness is asleep, or not activated enough, is looking for something that defines it. Thought enters. Identification with thought enters. The ego is created and maintained, as long as Consciousness is asleep, not conscious of itself, it will constantly look in thoughts is existence. The only solution seems to be, to activate/awake ourselves.

There is no such a thing as "knowing" your true nature. There is only You being You. BEING is different than knowing. Direct activation or Awakening of yourself is direct, it can not be put into a box by labeling it, so later you can use that label as that would be the same as the ACTUAL Awakening. I think is the classic trap of confusing the map with the territory. You being Awake is a phenomena. The phenomenona of Life becoming very intense and conscious of itself. This can not be saved as a trophy and put it in your drawer, so you can say "In 2007 I got enlightened". Nope. This Game is Always Now. Now. Now. Now.