EvilAngel

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  1. I've actually got to the stage in my lucid dreaming that I can will something to happen. For example, making a particular body part bigger.
  2. Will Stratton - Gray Lodge Wisdom Why sing about death when I've just almost died? Why sing about life when I'm still alive? Why sing about god when she don't exist? Why sing about love if it's just a tryst? Why hope for good news when it strings you along? Why hope for the best when the worst just makes you strong? It makes you strong, it makes you strong, it makes you strong Why long for the east coast when I'm on the west? Why long for peace while I beat my chest? Why long for fame when it's trite and it's grotesque? Why long for home when there's none of it left? Why hope for the past when you're outside of time? Why hope for salvation when you're in your prime? You're in your prime, you're in your prime, you're in your prime Why sing about the dark? Sing about the light When you know you'll never go, never leave your sight Why sing about your sorrow, a song to a stone Why sing about your solitude, when you were never really alone Why sing about your questions, the questions that you had No matter the answer, you're always gonna ask
  3. Do you find that now time gets distorted? Like hours go by, yet it feel like minutes? I've been up for 4 hours and it only feels like half an hour.
  4. @Leo Gura So true. I have personally managed to relinquish my anger in more recent times. I am not affected by my upstairs neighbours anymore for example. Do you think one person can 'make' another angry? or is it the responsibility of the angry person? or does one just 'bring out' the anger in another?or is it different in each situation? I tend to think that no person can actually 'make' another angry, they just 'bring it out' of someone who is already suffering.
  5. I feel ya. Just go ahead and do them, you'll feel better for it!
  6. Elliott Smith - Can't Make a Sound Why would you want any other? When you're a world within a world.
  7. 1.) There is no such thing as death, only the physical demise of your body. What you are really afraid of is giving up the 'you' that you still believe you are (the ego) 2.) You cannot 'know' your true nature, it can only be experienced. Conceptually speaking, it is God, but directly? That's something for you to find out! 3.) Can't help you with a specified life purpose, but your ultimate purpose is to awaken. I recommend watching some of Leo's enlightenment videos, that should point you to the Truth.
  8. I love all your answers winterknight. Sometimes they just confirm what we are already thinking! Another one: do you come across as 'weird' to other people who are not enlightened in your day to day life? I find that the stark reality of my honesty and simple presence is hard for people to accept. Perhaps because I am not overt in showing my interest in enlightenment and try to 'fit in' with society, therefore my demeanour 'stands out' as I am not associating with other people on the 'path'; but everyday people who are not seeking enlightenment.
  9. What is your opinion on alcohol and tobacco? After my enlightenment experience I have used both. The reasoning being that nothing matters anymore (not in a nihilistic way, but a good way).
  10. It's actually incredibly common, yet, as you say, people don't usually notice. It takes a high level of awareness. <3
  11. I met angels in my lucid dream last night @Nahm then is there such a thing as 'real life' ????
  12. I was watching Leo's 'Zen Devil' video and I recognised that I am in danger of becoming a Zen Devil. Or perhaps I already am one. See, I've done the meditation and had the insights, yet I have not studied any scriptures. Leo says this can lead to problems. What is the best non-dual book/scripture to read first? EDIT: this isn't strictly true as I have read Power of Now and other spiritual texts, yet I am not grounded in tradition.
  13. @Joshe It's called synchronicity or serendipity. Yes, if you are aligned with your true nature, which is God, then you experience your Self talking to you through your immediate environment. This can be through song lyrics, nature, books, media. It's quite beautiful to realise how everything is connected isn't it?
  14. winterknight: what is the source of anger? Can one be enlightened and still experience strong feelings of anger? I am triggered very easily sometimes and it is uncontrollable. I honestly started thinking I was enlightened, and then, bam! one phone call to my Dad and I feel like smashing my head off a wall!
  15. I don't think free will can be proven to exist or not exist, but this quote hits the nail on the head for me. "I don't know if we each have a destiny or if we're all just floatin' around accidental-like on a breeze. But I I think maybe it's both."
  16. Cos nothingness is really really funny. Remember when you used to laugh for no reason when you were a child? Like, everything was just hysterical? Same thing.