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I experienced physical death shortly when I was drowning in a river years ago. I was wearing a life vest, so I didn't actually die. While I was drowning, I became unconscious. So, I didn't learn much from the experience. I think it was as deadly as rear-naked chokehold although I haven't experienced rear-naked chokehold, yet. Can one learn as much truth by experiencing physical death as one could by experiencing psychedelic death?

In the video above, Teal Swan said the self that always watches your personalities in a calm mood is pure awareness. I often noticed a self that watches my other selves calmly even when my mind was violently reacting. Leo said God is pure awareness. Is it really God? Did I meet my God? But, I thought it was just a normal part of a human mind. What the hell is God doing in my mind? Can it answer my questions? I became angry at it for my shitty life. I thought it became angry and said "Fuck off. You should die for judging me. Stop mental masturbation. Go take ownership of yourself. I can't help you if your attitude is bad."

TJ Reeves recommended voluntarily subjecting oneself to near physical death before he stopped using this forum. One example would to be voluntarily subject oneself to rear-naked chokehold. Most near-death experiences are accidental. My near-death experience was unexpected.

Perhaps, investment is not just about making money. Investment involves prediction of value over time. I'm not sure whether becoming a master investor can be a life purpose.

@SgtPepper God didn't say to me in words. It conferred a bad feeling to me. It felt like a dark red screen filled with extreme anger. The screen disappered in less than a second. If I translated the screen into words, it might sound like "I am God. Show me respect, puny human.".

@Leo Gura Do you already know the white collar crimes that trump and his family committed? Embezzlement of tax? Special favors?

I still don't understand how pure awareness is in everything. The toilet is conscious. My room is conscious. How can I access consciousness in everything? Can I allow consciousness of my room to possess me and talk through me? It might say "Clean me more often"

What would be the life purpose of warren buffet or other rich investors?

One of my posts was deleted without an explanation. I messaged two moderators. One of them said he deleted my post because the title of my post was likely to trigger suicidal people to commit suicide with guns.

According to leo, infinite intelligence is the order and organization of the whole system. The arrangement of planet earth is earth intelligence. Earth intelligence enables human intelligence. Human brain's physical arrangement accounts for human intelligence. Ant's body structure and behaviors are ant intelligence. Your room's physical arrangement can make or break you. Your computer's logical arrangements can affect your productivity a lot. There's a lot of intelligence in the physical arrangements of clever death traps. We marvel at the intelligence that goes into death traps in movies. The organization of a government is also intelligence.

I think allowing unschooling for experiments is a good idea. Why do you not compare results of compulsory schooling and those of unschooling? In texas, unschooling is legally allowed. Doing science on unschooling vs compulsory schooling is going to reveal a lot of information that will help make decisions. It is a good topic for scientific research. Actually putting your assumptions up to test will help dismantle your ideologies.

When you can't advance your life by yourself alone, you will start resorting to the help of your community. That's when you start transitioning into Green. When silly laws destroy your job or your business, you will realize that social issues matter. At some point, you will realize that sometimes, personal efforts are not enough to get out of extreme poverty. Then, you will start caring about communal values. I used to care about community a lot, but I couldn't find a community I really liked to stick with. As I talked with people in communities, I felt that I was pissing my life away and really not achieving anything significant. I was wasting time by talking over and over. Nothing was getting done. I felt great desire to achieve something significant for myself. In the end, I ended up having to launch a business to survive financially. I'm going to focus very hard on life purpose. I still care about communities, but I have personal duties to fulfill for myself. I was discussing about ideologies in communities before I started watching Leo's videos. Recently, I realized that reacting to ideologies is a bad strategy. If a military general reacted to every problem on a battlefield, the general would quickly lose the war by pissing away strategic resources. To win the larger campagin instead of little battles, you have to strategize and be proactive instead of reacting to people's ideologies. When you become Green, don't react to people's ideas. Instead, find strategic weak points, and concentrate your forces on those weak points. If finding strategic weak points in people's ideas is not important, you should just focus on your life purpose. Actually, you should focus on life purpose already. Concentrating your force on your own ego's weak points is going to be very important for achieving life purpose.

A policy would prevent certain people from using their service. The center says it is not "recommended". It doesn't say it is "forbidden" for such people. It is merely an opinion from their experiences.

Visualizing something attracts it. Thus, visualizing death would attract death and make my lifespan shorter. If I often visualized dying early, my lifespan could be shortened. This is bad for living long enough to see the results of my work. For example, Steve Jobs would want to be alive to see how apple is doing nowadays. He would want to burst out of his grave. He said he visualized death often. Perhaps, is it the reason that he died early?

Talking is a game. Justification is ultimately a game. I realized I have been bullshitting myself. I should stop playing petty games. I'm pissing away my life! It's time to get back to the source of my existence, sit down, and savor being. I'm going to enjoy my petty daily wins, too.

When I was watching the video on https://www.actualized.org/articles/how-to-be-a-strategic-motherfucker, I noticed that leo expects to be on his deathbed when he becomes 70 years old. As he said that, his eyes were tearing up. I felt sad for him. I could almost hear him say that he wanted to live more than 70 years. I analyzed why leo expects to live 70 years and came up with an explanation. Exercise is essential for physical health. If you often did nothing for hours at a time, you would lose health. Not moving for hours is as bad to health as smoking cigarette. That's probably why leo expects to live 70 years instead of 90~100 years. Perhaps, it is beneficial to split an 8 hour doing nothing session into pomodoro(25 minute) sessions or 1 hour sessions interrupted by 5~10 minute breaks. I maintain my health by splitting my work into pomodoro sessions interrupted by 5 minute breaks. During breaks, I do pull-ups, stretch my body, drink water, go to toilet, and so on to maintain my physical and mental health.

I had this problem for almost 2 years. I escaped this problem by learning the following video You're trying to construct a customized curriculum. A curriculum is a theory of course of learning. At some point, you have to stop refining your curriculum and go with it and modify it on the run. Believe me. Doing so is better than being stuck with a curriculum for 2 years. I had been paralyzed for 2 years. To construct your own curriculum, you should start with fundamentals of your field or a suggested curriculum of your field. I stuffed each fundamental of my field with videos, tutorials, and books.

I hypothesize that there are two kinds of Green. 1. Rigid close-minded Green 2. Easy-going open-minded Green The second type of Green can climb to Yellow more easily.

I just wanted to know whether i could afford psychedelics before spending hours on psychedelics research.

I want to try psychedelics for the first time. How much do they cost per week and per month and per year? What else do I need to learn to make a good first-time psychedelic trip?

@Spacious I have only watched a few videos of jordan peterson. His debate with cathy newman was the video that introduced jordan peterson to me for the first time. He was very good at defeating the opponent verbally, but I was also amazed by how he used gender politics to make himself known to the public. I didn't see much point in gender politics. Perhaps, gender politics was necessary to make jordan peterson a famous man. Gender politics made Milo Yiannopoulos famous, too. Milo Yiannopoulos is a fun guy. Other videos of jordan peterson were not as impressive as that debate. To me, leo's videos have more practical value. Leo is a practical guy. I'm looking forward to his life purpose course which I will take soon. What is the value of jordan peterson's videos for you?

How expensive are 5-MeO-DMT and DMT?

Just a nitpick. Orange will care about the price of gas when a car burns a lot of gas. Also, in my perspective, the most eco-friendly car is no car. Not driving saves environment better than driving an eco-friendly car. I don't drive a car.

@Emerald Let me state my position clearly once and for all. I don't want to speak about this any further. I wish you respected my wish not to talk about this any further. I'm not really worried about being killed. The possibility that someone finds out funny things about me and makes fun of me is such a bother that I just want to walk away. Convincing you of anything is not that important. Feminism may be important to you, but convincing anyone of anything about it is less important than my operational security. If you wanted to find the truths about feminism, you should go meet various kinds of feminists instead of believing me. Perhaps, I was wrong. I don't know. I just stand by what I saw. It's fine to not believe me. If you really insist a resolution, let's agree to disagree on feminism.

I see that you are close-minded. Truth is totally separate from opinions. Whether or not you believe anything about me, truth doesn't change. Now, I realize that leo is right when he said words cannot deliver truths because words occur inside a knowledge graph which is not truths. Perhaps, it's better if you don't believe that I take operational security seriously because saying that I take operational security seriously is a blunder in operational security. What do you think is my true intention? You cannot know. True open-mindedness entails considering anyone's claims as a possible hypothesis even if you can't believe anything for now. Anyway, if you are not even going to take any of my claims as a possibility, I will just go do something else.