now is forever

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  1. yeah, the problem is i can’t just delete it... i‘m attached to it so i‘d prefer it if someone else would do it but the only answer i got was the answer to mandy’s 666 question, something like: if you say so. but it was not an answer to my question it was an answer to play the devil in this case. that’s what he‘s doing he’s doing the devil (in denglish).
  2. tell an architect that he can’t make space.... he probably will look at you as if you where an alien.
  3. i don’t have a problem with pantheism if you are referring to that, i think awakening enlightenment and spirituality can be seen in a certain way and are congruent with what i‘ve experienced before - but psychedelic drugs are not obligatory to it. i‘ve read an article about psylicobin being tested against depression and i think other psychedelics can be mindopening and kickstarting creative thinking - leo also said in several discussions that everything has to be integrated - i just don’t believe people really do it. joseph did it and some people here do it. there are some guys who really go deep into it. the problem is if people are not developed enough to integrate it they just integrate more ego, instead of going deeper they get more shallow, imposing that onto others. there is so much empty hollow orange spirituality in this world - just have a look on facebook.
  4. well i don’t know if it’s proper english but of course, we can create space. well in an absolute sense we can’t because space has always been there, but if space is taken you have to remove what‘s already filling it to make space for something new. we can also create space for things to happen, like a forum. we can create narrow space and huge space and small space and space of different kinds of moods for different things to happen in them. i try at the moment. but still no answers...
  5. raveling up things and going is love, too. making space is love, too. not letting go is probably love, too. but letting go is also love. survival is only what needs to be protected.
  6. the universe has infinite potential will. it’s just a matter of priorities, focus and energy if free will leads to freedom of will. but even free will is bound to reasons/causes/circumstances/conditions. unconditional is not free from conditions it is despite any condition.
  7. hahaha - aren‘t you lucky! most people start to regret when things start to go wrong. enjoy that it’s going right for you! if you could have done it then you probably would have, because you didn’t it showes you couldn’t. maybe when you stop regretting you will regret that you didn’t stop earlier. or you realize you should have regretted earlier.
  8. that’s not true, you are always becoming every single moment. if you wouldn’t become how could you be.
  9. i deleted a post of alt-j in the same thread and wanted to have a look about what new stuff they did and stumbled upon this, it came out later in 2018: it’s kind of weird. the ending is horrible. it’s the supersale of emotions. in this world of person-machine interaction we have to make sure the machine becomes us not we become the machine. we are dynamic entities, all our holes are connected.
  10. if you are so sure about it then why risk the friendship? although it sounds a little toxic, too. the person might not be, but she’s toxic for you. what about going on distance? do you think she would care?
  11. you wanting to quit the friendship is probably because you want to protect yourself - you will hurt her with that, because she probably really likes you as a friend. maybe you can take some distance from her... but the question is would you rather not see her ever again or stay friends? can’t you try making a move on her without asking her out? it would probably work out better if it developed naturally. i think the chances are higher if you start playing with the friendship aspect instead of asking her to show flag.
  12. some parents love all children, without investing time into them. but they still love their children more because they waited for them and they know that they are everything the child has to survive on the world - it’s not about the time invested... really it’s about being allowed to love another being completely and being loved unconditionally - because that’s what children do. how can it be the time someone invested in their children? it’s the heart invested, the smiles and worries and love feeling into another beings needs. but not every parent is born a parent. some parents don’t know how to be loved unconditionally. how to not reject.
  13. it‘s about bananas, because panama smells like bananas. i loved this book when i was a child.
  14. what? it’s really cute - you where a really cute child @Zigzag Idiot
  15. @CreamCat probably a beautiful human being. you don’t have to make everything open source though - you know that
  16. i love you for this ? it’s not unconditional though. i love you for the open source part for example. but much more i love you because you love it. taskmanagement system sounds interesting by the way.
  17. @Nahm you mean playing would be the correct replacement for becoming? to be a god you must first decide on what god you will pray to...
  18. i=you=we have the will to be aligned. it’s not completely free as long as we follow blindly. that’s why groups or egos develop. will is not free from the beginning although it has the choice to free itself. it can learn to be a salmon. but therefore it must know the streaming direction. don’t let someone tell you there is a wrong question as long as you find the right answer there is no wrong question although, the answer might be wrong most likely the worse a question is formulated! there are no dumb questions only dumb answers.
  19. i also came here because i was aware that the use of drugs is not for everyone, also making a cult out of drugs is group pressure. it always was. it’s not much better doing it on an online forum than any other group pressure. i also got the proof that it’s just an ego game now, because i also see that it’s spiral backwards for some people. from green into solid orange. it‘s difficult to find a synthesis in this as there has to be a pulling for the closed minded, but what about the inhibition for the ones who feel themselves supported in their addiction for egoic reasons alone? that‘s actually what weed does it inhibits the inhibitors. we can act like drugs with advertisement and group pressure. weed is a more sedative drug. and so is the support of addiction to ego, it gets pushed towards ego not towards higher self.
  20. hahaha i came here because i where not ok with the way drugs where advertised by leo, i also came here because people who experience the dark night of the soul need some support. i don’t even know if the drug advertisement got better, it’s not advertised as the sole path to enlightenment anymore. at least that. it’s good that the talk about the how’s and when’s got more reasonable, too. so there is nothing more to do actually, i already gave my best. yesterday i realized again why i don’t like weed for example, i tried it again because it was available and i watched what it does. the pictures that it produced where often weird and ugly- it really changes the way of thinking and people i experienced who smoke weed get some weird ego based attitudes after a while, even get more aggressive than others. although cbd and such are probably nice products. before we are able to use drugs as medicine we need to get rid of their myths first. i appreciated it greatly that the advertising always aimed towards drugs without high addiction rates. or well researched drugs more used as psychopharmakon. so i‘m not against using drugs to alter the state of mind - but i‘m against taking them regularly if there is no other reason in taking them than being addicted. the addicted ego always finds an excuse.
  21. it wouldn’t be a flute then it would be a pipe.
  22. no love is not always forgiveness. obviously this didn’t happen out of forgiveness but out of principles - i don’t know mandy. i‘m tired of talking about it. but yes principles are often a result of love, question is with what kind of love they are aligned with.
  23. loving the world doesn’t mean that we can’t be sad or that we can’t choose rejecting to go along with how it imposes itself onto us. loving the world doesn’t mean to support reasons we can’t support because they are counterproductive to our principles and therefore to our integrity.
  24. yes but i‘m not one of them. far, far away from being or wanting to be like that. my heart is more vulnerable - i am not that forgiving as i still am a person who needs to forgive the world sometimes for being like it is. i‘m not all accepting, i also want the world to be in a certain way but i‘m not like that. there is only a hand full of people who can open their hearts like that. and others who need a protected surrounding for it.