James123

Why is it pointless?

I didn’t feel nausea or pain in my body. But I couldn’t handle the experience even in the beginning. I let go, after that my body was turning like snake, i was keep turning over in my bed. Lsd made me laugh a lot and i was just shocked when i used dmt (visuals were crazy). But none of my psychedelic experiences, i never felt something is wrong with body. I was dying thats why I couldn’t even feel my body. It is tricky when you are dying as ego, you cant even think about body. Because you are dying. Lol. Maybe are you confused with ego death, or you had a panic attack? What is dosage shrooms that you consumed?

I did darkness retreat with shrooms for a month. I consumed 2,4, 6gr and lastly 10 gr dried shrooms. Coldness comes before the ego death. You cant force yourself to stay in one position on shrooms. You have to let go your body, and it is supposed to react the way that it is suppose to. Dont consume psychedelics if you are not ready to let go. Or start from minimal dosage. Shrooms shows you everything you can imagine. I did lsd and dmt before with heavy dosage, however shrooms destroyed me.

If you lost everything, you are free to do anything. Thats what happened to me . Lol

Different sensation and flavors are exist within the body. You (as nothingness or awareness) feel the sensations when you concentrate or meditate. Wherever your awareness is you sense of feel that part of body sensations. Thats why you exist in entire body as nothing.

I did 1 month darkness retreat By myself with consuming high dosage of shrooms. I got everything. No more need for psychedelics. Only problem with shrooms are when you consume high dosage trip goes 10-15 hours, makes you go through in hell, can change you in a day (because, trip is too long, i felt like years past in every time i consume shrooms), and confuses you, because everything can happen at the same time or gradually during the trip. However, these are great way to destroy the ego. I got crazy and lost little bit. But when i get everything, i understood that it was worth it. Consciousness is infinite, it includes hell too. Just discovering heaven or have a good trip will restrict you. There is no good or bad trip. There is only you, you will find only you in hell or heaven.

Definitely, if evil is not exist what will be the purpose of god? Or if everyone knows they are god how can be any duality , we cant find ourselves as gods. Everything has to balance itself. Additionally, i felt all molecules in my body (maybe millions of them) smashed by universe, and I exist as nothing. Lol. I was feeling this way when i felt that loneliness. But if we don’t forget, duality can never happen. Additionally, purpose of creation comes from loneliness, which creates unconditional love to anything. That painful loneliness will bring you the point that you can love anything it doesn’t matter. As long as something is different than you. Lol Just feeling of loneliness created this duality within the consciousness, can you imagine how many feelings infinite consciousness have? Waoww. We will experience infinite times, lives and satisfaction levels from infinite perspectives. There is no level of consciousness. It is only you. Unbelievable.

@Freakyboo just do by yourself. Nothing sharp is around, clean and locked you door , make sure you are safe. Be alone in darkness. Best.

Thanks brother I appreciate

You should ask yourself , how do i know i am human? Because you are the consciousness that is experiencing human body, which is based on ego and survival instinct. It is robot, and you programmed yourself as a god to believe that you are a human, alive, have family and in the world. You lied to yourself to accept to be in human form. Lol

Lol. Same thing happened to me, only way to get out is to accept that you are not real. Otherwise, he might have suicided.

Because it is infinite. It is the all states. God is homeless, or who just get enlightened. Whatever you can or cant imagine is god (consciousness). Everything happens within the consciousness , and it is you. Every breakthrough with psychedelics will Provide you bunch of different aspects. Because you are infinite, you are exploring all the states, however, if you realize it, you will be the one, who will experience those states. Because you are infinite. Therefore, there is no good or bad trip, there is only you.

God = Infinite. God is not the god that you learn from religion. YOU ARE THE ALL POSSIBILITIES AND IMPOSSIBILITIES. yo are all powerful creator, and at the same time you are the creator who is completely scared the shit out of its power. You are the all on control and at the same time you have no control whatsoever as a go. Because, you are infinite.

God mean is not being something. It is being infinite in any possibilities. You are the infinite that have the all power to control anything and lost control of anything. All possibilities. Thats what you are. And you are not god now, you are human. That’s already where you are lol.

Darkness and silence are the most the effective trip sitters.

Whatever i desired, i got it. Life ended for me after that. Because i got everything i want, that left me with, loneliness, emptiness and no desire. I forgot to smile or get sad. No emotions. Empty and not aware lol.

This trip is definitely correct. That loneliness feeling is the reason of this creation. God is love and terror at the same time. Additionally, there is no good or bad trips. There is no you as ego. Good or bad trip based on ego. I love to get crazy, so i love horrifying trips, answer is yes. But it is a good trip for me. But not for you. Lol

I was human, I become god. However ego is still so powerful. I am fighting with thoughts, ego takes over with associating with thoughts. There is no reality or not reality, physical or material, all is happening at the same time, thats why you cant name it. It is just the way that it is. BeIng aware of thoughts, not being associated with them can completely demonstrates you that you existing is depending your association with your thoughts. Thats the breaking point of breakthrough with psychedelics. Because it shows you in short cut you are just your thoughts and exist as nothing just the awareness itself. Which is grounds of the all shapes.

I did that entire my life (till 30 years old and lost my soul). Thats why i am here. Lol

You are doing it right now. Lol

for ego, it might be hard. Lol. From big picture, it is awesome.

@mysticalninja if he has a good experience he recommends psychedelics, if it is not , he doesn’t recommended. Total waste of time. Unsubscribed. Lol

Yes, but i believe, it all depends of the purpose of using psychedelics too. Using high dosage and having a Huge drama can directly increase your consciousness. Thats what happened to me. Only overcome from that trauma, i had to believe the experience that there is no me as ego, no one in the body or speaks, which is so called enlightenment. Of course ego comes and goes. However deep trauma grounded non duality within me. Probably this guy is taking them just for fun or ego.

@kag101 if you use psychedelics with high dosage. Before your trip, your mindset should be, there is no turning back and you are ready die. Thats it. This is not a Disney journey. This is the journey that you have to die. If you are ready to do it just do it. Truth is not fun believe me, if you are trying to explore as a fun hobby.

Oh i got it. I did darkness retreat to myself at that time i used high dosage shrooms in order to lose myself. Lol. Not for healing. But i become super consciousness human being at that level i was healing my heart. Lol. Because i have a chronic heart disease.