abrakamowse

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  1. What is the real trouble? To see the reality instead of your or mine beliefs?
  2. Great Journal Emerald! I posted a comment on one of your videos and I am subscribed to your channel. I really like it, I will check some more videos but you did a great job, very professional. I am thinking in opening a channel about how to draw comics, you encouraged me to do one.
  3. @Natasha hahahaha... pretty doggie. Is it yours?
  4. I didn't have your experience, because my family is not very religious. But I was on a christian church like two or three years. I learned a lot and I moved. Now I'm not sure what the people I used to see in the church think about why I left. But I am pretty sure that they think that "the devil" has lead me astray hehehehe... You are in a more difficult situation than me if your family is very religious.
  5. @Curious30 What is your definition of real? It looks real too me... but what it means to be real? "Do you think is air what you are breathing now?"
  6. I am reading the Biography of Steve Jobs and Autobiography Of A Yogi by Yogananda. And I have some books of Kabbalah waiting to be read soon. Edited: I forgot to mention Ouspensky "The Fourth Way"
  7. Nice post @Elton
  8. @Natasha I agree with your comment about killing the ego
  9. I am working on that, but I wonder if I will be charged of manslaughter
  10. I don't disagree, but my ego does... what can I do?
  11. Our ego is brainwashed, let it go.
  12. I don't know if I am going crazy or what hehehe... But I feel that I am discovering more stuff about self-actualization and I feel like sad. But now, I am thinking that this sadness comes to my ego, trying to take me back to where I was before. But now, he can't, because I don't wanna go back there. Did anyone experienced something like this too????
  13. I don't think you are closed minded. You have the right to be the way you want to be. The problem is that people always want to judge others, just don't pay attention to them. Tell them that you are not brain washed, that you are Ok being how you are, and if they think different, it's Ok. I suggest you to watch this Leo video. You don't have to get red or angry because people think differently than you
  14. @Lynnel I recommend you to try the mindfulness meditation, it gives you clarity, focus and energy. Try it and let us know. You will find it easier to not attach to emotions, like apathy, sadness, fear... you will notice them and ask to yourself... why am I feeling sad? And that's all This other video may be helpful too...
  15. Thanks @Kevin Dunlop !!!
  16. @Consept and @Isle of View I think you both understand what I was trying to say. I think you are right and I am making an excuse to not continue doing my art , If I am good money will come. I think my fear is that "following my dream will not bring me money", and that's the mindset our parents, friends, relatives tend to instill in us and I wasn't aware of it until I talked with you guys. Thank you very much! I appreciate your thoughts. You helped me to clarify mine!
  17. This one is pretty good too @Natasha what is enlightenment? He is right, seems simple but is hard... maybe not... Lol
  18. @Natasha thanks! I will be watching them now! Cool.
  19. Thanks @Henri and @Consept great advise! Really my idea is not about having money, I want to do something related with my dreams that is cartooning, comics, illustrations, etc. And make a living of that, now I am in the transition now so I feel like my day job is taking me so much time to dedicate to my dream job and is like I never find the time for advancing on my dream job. I feel like stuck, but I was thinking that maybe my mindset about "I am doing because I like it, not because of money, money will come from what I do" is preventing me of having the money. Lol
  20. Very interesting @Isle of View thanks again!