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@who chit Does your guru has any videos on youtube about practices, lectures, etc? Do you know any good Kriya yoga place in the NJ/NYC area?

Lol... there's a saying in spanish that goes something like this... (I will try to translate it) There's people who sees in every problem a solution, and there's also people who sees in every solution, a problem. Lol

Yeah, that's the hardest one... I am thinking that my desire of "attain" enlightenment is the problem... if there's anyone who has a problem Lol

In meditation, when you sit and observe reality as is without trying to understand it, or label it, doing nothing. I know do nothing is not possible, we are always "doing" but I mean when you stop everything in the sense that you observe a table but without thinking "that's a table" or "is brown" etc... or any attributes. Same thing with thoughts, as a thought appear recognize it and let it go... like trying to be still and know that I AM lol... still the mind of labels and judgments. Like sitting in silence but also stopping everything. That's what I meant with the "do nothing" thingy.

What is that movement? Thoughts?

It makes sense, yes... I understand your words and what you are trying to explain, I have to find a way for seeing that and I am not sure how. I think that if I "do nothing", if I try to observe without labels and judgments I will be able to see...

I am working on noting the false idea of time (I am not sure how to write it hehehe.... ) but I also noticed that desire causes also the idea of time. When you desire something and you don't get it, you think you will get it in the future. Does this make any sense?

Thanks @Faceless too much wisdom in this thread. :-)

Thanks @dharm4 What you say really resonates deeply in me! Appreciated!

@RichardYYou have a voice in your head that it says: "You have a voice inside your head? What does it say?"

I think anything you do to tell him about how you feel and to let him know that what he's doing is not Ok is Good for you. This must the first step, if he understand and stops... that's great... if not, you will need a plan B. But focus first in this first step. :-)

Very true!

hahahaha... who knows? Maybe partying so hard they realize the thruth... I was one of them too. There was a time where I went out to dancing every day of the week Lol....

That's a powerful insight. It's very true... what we need to learn is to see the subtle, pay attention to those things the ego dismiss as boring...

It is, for sure... just keep meditating.

The answer to your problem is to see who has it. ---- Ramana Maharshi

http://www.headless.org/

hahaha... thank you! I like to talk to you too... you are smarter!!! My ego is much smaller than yours!!! hahaha...

I have to delete the hard drive, format it and install a new operating system.

I think I did the wrong question. I was trying to find out what is or who is the one that creates the thoughts. I perceive them, I just see them appear. But now I see that thoughts appears in me, because I AM. So in some sense I AM (awareness) creating them, but the ego (the idea of what I THINK I am) doesn't have any control on them. Awareness allows thought to be created, but is not the creator and is not the chooser, is the observer.

@cetus56 and @Faceless explain to @Ether about who is doing the decision... I don't have that so clear. :-) Thanks!

Well, that part maybe @Faceless can give us some help Lol... I am still investigating that, because there's people that says that thoughts only appear in awareness. And that's all.... like the rain which falls from the sky. Thoughts are like rain. I have to go, I will write again later!