Aakash

@kieranperez There is a paradox at play here: going down the path of enlightenment you become detached to everything. The problem i think people think is that your going to have something left that your going to love wholeheartedly however i don't feel this is the case. What you have realised here is that there is no conditional love/ point of view from the ego perspective that you would stake your life on. i THINK what would happen next is you have to find something that you love unconditionally and work to love it unconditionally that it springs you into action and the now you wish to live in becomes actualised. What do you think?

since i have exhausted all my techniques i used to get here, i've find of realised that i have to start back at the bottom if i want to have life long practises - self inquiry, journalling , contemplation, kriya yoga are all tecniques used to question but i have never done a technique that has to do with simply being in nothingness do you have any lifelong techniques i can build and develop?

There is some truth in what you speak, from my point of view. I am unsure about how others view this situation. but to answer your question i would say is your trying to rationalise what it would be like after your truth has been found and saying it is negative completely. Maybe you should inquire into some of the reasons people seek the truth and check with yourself if any of the reasons resonate with you before continuing the journey

There are multiple ways of thinking about this situation But the most heartfelt one is that there is something in each of these men that you dislike find the thing you dislike in each of them specifically and then know that it is you creating that perception of them if you want to be more loving and kind to them, then just learn to accept the way they talk, their actions and learn to stop back rationing the decision they make as good or bad, this will allow you to recontextualise your thoughts and ideas and just stay in the moment you might even find that you will start to have a laugh with them because you understand their views on a matter

this is a song i listened to in 2010 and its 2019 loooool!

This is more of an education for other people as ive come to understand the inherent flaw of the mind, but i have most definately been psychologically induced by my belief systems in adherance to cult-ish behaviour. To illustrate the subtle tendancy of the mind and my observation of it, i can confirm that through cultural programming in my youth and the way i grew up unconsciously that my mind tends to bend reality to suit a desire of mine to become socially active. As well as double confirm that i would have indeed started a cult and been a cult leader with ideologies of fighting and raising consciousness on a worldly scale. although i was conscious of the source of the problem and the subliminal messaging sent to my mind, i never comprehended the full scale of it at a higher tier level. So the prospects came from the music i listened to, it fuelled my hero's journey substantially because! the prinicpals on which the foundations would have been built on WOULD be spritially gratifying for the individuals, in no means was it for myself (i did think) but now its a bit evident that i self-decieved myself. I have got allot of work to do and am most certainly immature at this point. To explain further ill just say the example straight up to eliminate confusion. I wanted to build schools to develop a better education systems, however, unconsciously i would have portrayed ideals of cult-ish behaviour through emphasism of "the good life", although this would have been a few years in the future, none the less i would have self-decieved myself. luckily :') i've learnt to let go of ideas, so i just laughed this off to be honest, the only downfall is i'm back to base one with my life purpose ahahaha. Did anyone else realise they may have been part of a cult?

I've just contemplated more; it's not even like someone tried to recruit me! my own ego coopted it, itself. I overestimated my intelligence, my own narcassism created a truth bubble and decided what was best for other people. The music reinforced my own ideology of being the hero of my own story- i needed to justify my own reasons constantly so i kept listening to the music which i indoctored from my life before i started my spiritual/ during my spiritual journey. WOW! this is madness

@Key Elements yeah i'm slowly learning the difference between orange/green/yellow/turquoise education and developing techniques to systematically handle a change. However! i would have been unconsciously pushing my own deception onto others! that i got from taking a fixed perspective on one matter/ issue. The friendship is definately interesting! but what i learnt from this video was that the deceptions runs much further than i thought personally. It was the deception of an authortarian leader (who may have been imaginary at first glance/ but still an enemy out there to fight) i think alot of other people too are locked into this paradigm! but they just aren't aware of it. This would have been my turquoise beliefs being pushed on them in a green sort of manner, the whole relationship would have been unhealthy but i am still most likely going to start the schools, i just need to let go of any unconscius dogmatic beliefs i still hold and for me that was definately being social injustice fighter ahaha I think by saying no you ended up closer to "god" lool

@Fairy what do you mean they signal with eachother?

Leo's work for the last five years

:') ahaha

@Fairy i love how you said another magician :') tell me one thing, what realm does your linking come from? by this i mean are there alternative realms of conscious which one can access or are they all from the same realm?

@winterknight i have no doubt that it is , thank you for answering my question.

@winterknight is the total silence the all and all of enlightenment, by this i mean the discovery that the mind itself is not real and that by default leaves a peace to settle with in itself the stillness and silence of being. I would put it in terms of a void in its essence

@shin does this feel like it works when you wake up?

@Pouya Is that because you understand the illusory nature?

what makes you want to pursuit this goal?

@kieranperez this is exactly the same situation i'm in and i choose the dumb-mind in the now version of myself, complete silence is literally deathly to my ego and i can feel it. How have you gone about strategising it?

@purerogue i finally understand what leo meant when he said the zen book he talked about was for serious monks who wanted to become enlightened, this is pretty much the difference between people who imagine fantasies about enlightenment and the actual truth of the matter. well good luck to all of you on your journey. Out of curiosity are you looking to move countries or stay in the same country to complete your journey?

Ohh boy where do I start okay? Problem – the problem is even after full enlightenment and one realises everything Is indeed an illusion, it is in itself is freedom from bondage as you understand yourself as the big self. Continuing along this notion even realising full enlightenment does not garuntee one thing. It is how to live life after this must be done according to adhering to the strict disciplines of methods and techniques one used to get to where they are now. The problem that continues to follow is there embodiment. If we consider non-duality. It means one … there is no need to go out there and solve problems and raise other you’s consciousness as you have declared that everything is beautiful and perfect. ON THE other hand, the problem I proposed above has not been solved. Let me continue with an example through method 1) Look at your watch or clock 2) Notice the tick moving in the actual present moment 3) Observe the illusion that is time 4) 1s 2s 3s 4s 5s 6s … 1m 2m 3m 1 hour 2 hour 3 hour 1 day 2 days 5) This Is direct experience and observation 2nd example 1) Look at the mcdonalds sign or your favourite food 2) Notice that it is just a pixel on a screen or the very thing infront of you 3) Observe the illusion that is what you are looking at colours, shape, etc.. etc. 4) Question what is the illusion that my mind is psychologically producing 5) This is the self-deception that leo is talking about 6) This is direct experience and observation You see the part that is missing for full buddahood is the that saying everything and nothing is an illusion in your conceptual direct experience Example … I see illusion , I see illusion, I see illusion is what your mind is probably conducing in these states of very high conscious levels that you are currently at. However, there are still millions of levels higher to go within your direct experience. The method I am talking about is the method of observing something for thousands of hours to see the illusion itself. Once you see the illusion , it gets embedded in your awareness completely and not conceptually. Yes it is true we are one thing but there are still alternating levels of seeing the present moment that is now To express this mathematically My consciouslevel I---------------I--------------------I--------------------I---------------------------I LEO’s current level I------------------------------------------------I------------------------------------------------I Yousefs current level I-----I----------I--------------I-------------I--------------I-------------I------------------I-I-I-I Nahms current level I----------------------------------------------------I---------------------------------I------------------ Ivankiss current level I----------------------------I----------------------I------------------------------I------------------I Anton current level I------------------I------------------------I------------------------I------------------------I------- Pretoms current level I-----------------------------I--------------------------------I----------------------------- (don’t take them personally, I have no way to actually state what they are, they aren’t even assumptions. Just merely using names for demonstration purposes) What this shows is that our conscious levels are varied even though we all know the same truth and are at the same exact place, I personally feel in our embodiment Buddah current level ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- These I signs represent the now, we are all in varying degrees of now. The path to buddahood itself requires you to continue to break illusions by directly observing the illusions for hours on end until every self-deception is embodied at a cellular level. THIS IS DEVELOPMENT the stage after enlightenment- which we all know is not the final thing so per say. This is what it means by raising your consciousness daily - Eating 1 or 2 times a day - Sleeping at 10pm and waking up at 5pm - Continue meditating and self enquiring into nothingness This is one type of buddah because they are increasing all of consciousness by their very own practices, this is what true non duality means. There is no need to produce life purposes like the one I have chosen for myself to build schools in third world countries as some of you may have read. This is contradictory to true non-duality. BECAUSE you can do the exact same thing by being consciousness itself and raising your own consciousness. You will be going into a deeper now. What you will find is you will start to develop psychic abilities by definition of not knowing what it is but really it is just different levels of consciousness through development of self and direct observation of illusions. Consciousness is infinity and so is nothingness. But separating what is actual now from psychological nows will raise your consciousness higher and higher and higher and higher. Until well I can only hypothesis the more you let go and do this life long practice by yourself. You will discover consciousnesses that are not even currently available to humanity and be able to explain them as illustrations through your direct experience. My point or solution is: the road is infinite there is no end what ever stage you think you are at now, there is always a greater now to observe. Observation is awareness and the only tool by which direct experience can arise. So I conclude: it is a choice that one must wake. Dive into infinity or stay at their currently level to fulfil their life purpose. Some may even create the life purpose to attain buddah hood which is a term for the highest possible state that one achieved in this lifetime. The unfortunate thing is that if you stop, this is a self-deception you are implying on yourself. Enlightenment was seeing past the illusion Development is diving into the dark without knowing what to expect This is indeed the deepest insight I can give YOU guys, I have decided that I have gone as far as I need to complete my life purpose. But imagination is infinite, this is truly and is only the start of the road to infinity when you have broken the barrier to an enlightenment. There is always one more step you just have to keep inquiring to find out what it is ? happy new now. i can't help you past this point, its just down to your radical openmindedness and direct experience to see if its correct or not! aswell as the path you wish to take in your lifetime. ALL I KNOW is were all in this together by definition ahaha :') i love you all

@How to be wise i've experienced why you are aiming for clear mind, and silence. Aswell for any of you who are on this path. I have a question, are non of you scared of the leap of faith?. I've only come to realise what this will entail, even if its a self-deception conceptualisation at best at this current frame point in time. But to live life with the clear mind and all your sketisim answered. Like my ego is definately against that at all odds for sure i can sense that.

Not for non duality reasons, just generally having a kudalini awakening in your life through meditation?

@ivankiss wow thanks; i didn't even realise the potential benefits were this great. How do you go about doing it , just sticking with and identifying with the circle of meta-energy located at the position of the chakra until you sort out those types of things in your life?

sold it nicely, could you give just one solid example so i could understand how it reflects back in day to day life?

@brugluiz i can sorta relate to what your saying to be honest, i'm not sure whether i would have called myself an empath. But what you write does explain alot of features i've felt in my life. Do you go around saying after how did this person not realise this or did you not realise how this person felt to another person or thinking thats not really what she means ?