Aakash

@Mu_ i understand it is what it is when known on the deepest levels. i would say that awareness feels like it was in my body before i was able to focus on it being everywhere my body and mind are in awareness, i can lightly feel my body but it isn't truth anymore since i'm seeing awareness all around me.

i used to watch religiously when i was deconstructing my reality, but at the beggining, i only used them to firm what i already wondered, then it started breaching into enlightenment a topic i had no clue about and other links, i watched for a fair few hours and then i only watch when he releases his videos once or twice in a row to get the main points down, and recently i just watch to see if theres a link i've missed out overall. soon ill just be sticking mainly to his old videos, like from 4-5 years ago. and just for fun really, i've done alot of contemplation but as the saying goes theres always something new to be learned. its funny i used to really like leo's videos because they were the first pieces of content i resonated with. when i reading books about science, and contemplating psychology i could never come to an end answer and that always pissed me off. i was on a hunt to know the truth from young, atoms and molecules always had unanswered question butrionos, zutrinos , they just kept getting smaller and smaller and yet didn't answer the fundamental question. so i went to the only avenue i could to find the truth: god. my prayers were answered when i found out there was such thing called enlightenment, so now i can't say i regret watching all those hours of his videos. so if your looking for acceptance, really its okay- your not going to find high quality and organised knowledge like you can with actualised.org. its a gold mine, you just have to be willing to put the hours in the go over the content and research things for yourself. just remember to practice, what you preach.

@cetus56 its total, ahahaha i'm laughing so much right now. thought i could get away and there's no where to run. i think i just found infinite love just now ahah. lifes already getting better. @Shin

@Shin @cetus56 This is more than i bargained for, aahah i don't actually know what i expected when i said i was ready to die. i'm gonna listen to rap music, need a bit of ego backlash for now. i've seen it and can't go back now anyway.

@cetus56 lol i done it! it's the most accurate picture of enlightenment i've ever seen. so what should i do next?

@Highest its all well and good saying it and all that, i'm not saying that what you said is false, just justifications at this point i think won't work for me. its not conceptual thats why.

he pretty much gives you it on his video when he says the ways to get there, don't worry i experienced it without 5-meo, but i went through a gruling process of deconstruction, he's simply stating that 5-meo cuts right through and gives you the direct experience that youd have to work hours to get. so i would say just watch the video again towards the ending and pick a method to verify it for yourself. what he says is just that its difficult to explain it to someone who hasn't had an experience of it, initially without an experience. because they are still believing as opposed to using their direct experience. also he said another brilliant thing he gave all the names of god which is a absoltuely brilliant place to start to looking at what it is. if you research the terms individually i'm sure you could learn loads

@cetus56 yeah lol thats pretty much exactly what happened - precisely. thats the whole picture right there, the jackpot. that is the state i was talking about. that letting everything be and having no control that right there is crazy talk and death isn't the word to describe it. thats like someone said give up your life and i'll take control of everything and we'll see where we go. all you have to do is remain in this state i can't believe how well that picture encapsulates it, seriously thats dead accurate lol

@cetus56 i'm not gonna lie, my body became light as a feather, because it was just awareness. is that one lol

like who would i be, definately not human. i'd be some sage or something loooool! its just outright crazy, the last couple of days ive been thinking am i crazy, this is like the cherry on top. because this so called true reality is completely crazy.

@ajasatya i guess this is the best dualistic image it can relate too, theres literally nothing but awareness i feel like i'm just overeacting to delay now to be honest, i've seen it so i can't go back. Theres like 0 control at all! just viewing everything as awareness. and then going deeper and deeper into it and then you'll end up where- infinity

@ajasatya @Shin I can't there is no image, its all imaginary aswell. i know, it is. its still me making distinctions, maybe i'm just scared because its going to radically change my life. ^^ having said all this, i've just gone back into identification. A life without judgement sounds scarier than i initially thought it was. freeing yes, i wouldn't have control , i won't be in the same reality as others in speech and thinking wise, hardly have as many thoughts, i think the thing i'm most scared about is that it will be like a trance like state (bliss) as kaorke says missing a piece of the puzzle and being locked in a trance like false state

@ajasatya the root of lonlieness is fear @Shin no you couldn't feel lonely

@purerogue but seriously any identification/ judgement /analysis you make about the true reality is false, your creating a distinction of a seperate self to the awareness itself and that process is automatic, its just how it is. so it is the formation of initial ego. but i on second thought, i don't think i understood what you meant properly, could you re-explain.

@ajasatya do you not get lonely like this?

@Shin Its actually so scary man! it doesn't feel okay at all to be like this for the rest of your life, i see my parents and they're only awarness the same as me. I take a dump and its me coming out my own ass, i feel so alone whilst in this consciousness

@ajasatya its just awareness breathing in awareness and exhaling, the action of breathing wasn't even performed. it only seems like it :'(

why is awareness feel like a whole different world! i feel like i've gone totally transrational, i don't even feel like i'm in my body anything i think of myself i ate a burger i went shopping its just awareness the clothes i bought at shopping which just awareness? it feels like a totally seperate reality to what i normally have known.

should have realised that the self (awareness) is non dual,created by awareness refers to a creation and a creator, which is also linked to the notion of a timeframe, or in other words- which came first the chicken or the egg. these are all just delusions, the truth of the matter is awareness is playing with awareness, meaning the words i speak/ the images only have relativity. all of mind is relative. i am the words, images, voice, respondant, sayer, the total. the person who thinks they are mind/ word in the first place by identification is technically ego, but in the larger sense is non duality A TOTAL PERFECT MINDFUCK , ALL answers are god! hurray

is the words /images we visualise in our minds, created by awareness because that would mean, no matter what way my story (the story that is me) is only a story. and i'm trying to resist. which i don't see the point in. so which is it?

it really does! OMG! the funniest thing is that you know everyone has it in the first place, and your ego still corrupts it to make it seems magnificiant and special and exclusive to you. how funny is that?

when was this said? i think there are many people out there who see the value of logic and rationality, its just they are probably trans-rationale only for a slight proportion of their lives now and just don't give as much weight to it as other people do it terms of importance. remember you can't even enter the spritual path without logic and ration at the beggining, so i think once people get more clear at higher stages, they'll reunderstand the importance of logic in their journey. also yes its possible logically to prove the theory of other realities, but in the end ultimately it collapses to realise there is only the truth of reality at different degrees, and even that is slightly false from my perspective because its one unified movement.

@Jack River a figment of its own imagination , it arrives at its destination and claims ground to its findings, like a flagbarer climbing a mountain! Its not trendy if everyone's it, thats called "the untrendy buddah"

@tecladocasio I knew you were going to ask that lol, to be honest, i don't even like the word enlightenment anymore, i don't understand what it means- so no i am not. I'm just answering from my highest wisdom the answer to the question. ps i'ma take that as a compliment! shows that i'm making things sounds spiritual by using metaphors