Aakash

@Truth Addict yup true/false totally

@Serotoninluv Life is simple again. me-likey , feels like i'm better off where i am currently, but it feels like i also went through so much trouble to arrive at the same place i left off at the first start of the sprititual path- which was just living my life lol having said that i feel totally liberated knowing everything is an illusion of the great mind.

@Highest good luck, maybe realise that all you know is not the truth and that its actually nonsense (even though what you said is true)

@Truth Addict i can get behind that ... thanks, you articulated my thoughts lol and thats why i'm ending seeking. The truth is ............ everything is truth and the truth is everything is false ..... which is what your picture is trying to say right? then it adds to what seratonin is saying, which is being is great, its all there is my- mind - body particularly enjoys hiking!

because it goes against what a person's ego believes, if the word was utter their mind brings out the corresponding action and then that is normally negative response

responsibility vs you only live once a reincarnation

@Highest again someone speaks of death, what is this death you are trying to achieve, are you trying to live a life of virtue as to escape the world of delusion and illusion.

@Jack River ahah i think i've ticked off the delusions box, inside gods infinite mind, the whole thing is a delusion. embodying the truth is literally embodying a life i cannot begin to explain. the illusion is the truth, like truth addict says so thats always a bonus lol thanks i can't wait for the next day it rains where i am

@Truth Addict this is what i thought 2 days ago, but its just a delusion, if we considered buddah reached the final enlightenment so to speak, then he realised the true being that does not change, given you say a) theres a journey b) there is depth c) there is such thing as a thing called infinite thats is only a concept as all numbers are concepts its only delusion stacked up on top of each other from my experience of the base level there is only that which is, nothing happening in infinite and nothing to explore because that itself is an objective understanding.

@Serotoninluv agreed life goes on, just going to soak in the beauty and the peacefulness of life. i don't even consider myself the doer, so its consciousness just being consiousness , might start sniffing some bedsheets for the fun of it,

all thoughts are delusions, any time you engage in thoughts, you can be sure that you are on the wrong path. when your mind stops, and you see it as an illusion you remain in silence and when this happens you'll realise, you yourself are awareness, there is still awareness happening and this is the true self as far as i'm aware don't ask me about death because i don't know if that means if you've killed the mind, if thats death.

@cetus56 yeah i'm with you, i threw away everything and started again with my understanding, don't think it can happen twice. so i'm just giving up on seeking lol, i don't even know what it means to kill myself, i'm guessing if i had a sense of self in the first place, i would kill it no problemo consciously lol. i think the secret sauce is throwing everything away. but i'm telling you, that death was the craziest thing i've been through lol good luck

if what i experienced was ego death, then good luck getting there because you have to give up everything you know. that includes enlightenment itself. i think if your consciously trying to kill yourself then that is the hardest thing in life. if that was enlightenment then the you have to give up your whole identity. WOW this all makes sense why i was encouraged to find out what the truth was in life. and why i've tracked up the path so fast in terms of understanding. i can no longer make anything i say into an i, it just doesn't hold anymore.

I have gone through this whole thing, looool! i think i've already had the experience i didn't know it. i just didn't know what awareness was what i was which is why i was trying to find my true self.

@Shin what would you define as no-self realisation? I definately don't know what killing myself is because i already consider my self dead, there is no I which i consider myself, just the i that is already present. there's no ego which i'm trying to kill, everything already is an illusion to me, there is only being which is eternal so i'm 100% not on this death notion because its already an illusion i didn't know about the spritual path so i can accept that i didn't know what it is.

@Shin i think you should watch this video

@Truth Addict i see well congrats should i just call you just is?

@Truth Addict i see, that story makes sense. the way i thought of it was, if the seeker is the illusion, then what ever is left must be the truth. the seeker is still bound by the body through mind, the i sensation can not be found in the body, so when you seek with self- inquiry it is not there, the I that is not the illusion is everything in other words, it can be represented as short whats here and now, but it represents the totality of everything but there is no self inside this you (who is illusion) or (making illusion) is also part of the whole therefore there is no YOU in control, its I who is everything including i is aware of myself

@Truth Addict yeah thats what i realised aswell, even illusion itself is an illusion, everything is truth in order of things going full circle, once again from everything being truth (false) to illusion and then back to truth (Truth)

explain?

Animals like us have bodies , brains, neurones, physical features, they also have illusory minds and can self-decieve their own reality if you look carefully behind all these animals you see in the documentary are one unified feild of awareness the "god" that is in each of these animals is NOT individual yet my create the illusion of ego and mind in animals but ultimately they can not become conscious of the fact that we are all awareness at the fundamental level can you see the awareness acting as each of these animals in this video i challenge you to shut down your mind, and sit in an observing state, realise if awareness is neither the body of these animals then what is it? and ofcourse just enjoy being aware and sitting and watching a video in peace

This recent video of loads of FAQ questions, i presumed were asked via the FAQ thread , i noticed the question -answer response was quiet effective in creating loads of responses from leo that were quite integrative of knowledge from all levels of development on the path to self-actualisation. i personally only listened to the videos , but when i think back to the days were i was a beginner/ fundamentalist materialistic that faq video would have helped me loads to answer questions that i had been contemplating. did the video help you? how so? what new piece of information did you learn? would you like to see more of these types of video's where you can ask your questions on a thread and after if there enough questions to answer , then he could perhaps do a video on it. for example it would have to be 50 -80 questions, anything below that isn't really worth creating a video for, he might aswell move to the next topic, he wishes to talk about. for me it was that mysticism is the science for which science can integrate sprituality teachings, which is true. i never thought about it before like that and now its opened up in my consciousness.

@Serotoninluv I have hit a roadblock, my red survival need is based on the fact i want to reach enlightenment and that it's already hit a really unhealthy stage fast, because i took it to the extreme in this one segment of red, i haven't tried other things that are red because i pretty much see the illusion of reality. so its either i give up the perspective that right now i should reach enlightenment and become healthy again, and move into more dynamics of red. or i continue searching for full enlightenment, which is already here but because my survival need hinges on this. i will sacrifice everything to get it. (hence unhealthy) what is your advice? PS note: DAMN spiral dyanmics can explain so much lol

@alankrillin i don't think you understand the extent to the amount of work leo does, do you know how many books this guy has to read to understand the maya looooooool! toooooo many, there is no way he can fund it giving out free items when especially he is running the business by himself when you have a group of people helping, the combined effort can be enough to give out free seminars etc however, this is not that. i'm not defending him, i'm just showing you the logic of business and self-survival you should ask him yourself, why he sells the book list and LP course for x dollars.

@now is forever which again is awareness, fine i see where he's coming from, thanks for the realisation.