Sempiternity

Ever wanted a way out of wage slavery, landlord slavery, debt, high bills that are your cage? Ever wanted a way out of the cycle of having to make so much money just to survive and have your basic needs met? Ever wanted to have everyone leave you alone, have no one control you? For you to be able to interact with people as little or as much as You'd like? To be able to just BE, without having to DO anything? I've got a possible suggestion for you. This is what I am doing, and maybe it could work for you as well. I'm getting a used Shuttle Bus. They are very inexpensive, compared to similar vehicles. Most bang for your buck. You can find ones fairly new (within 10 years old) and lower miles, for around $5,000. If you go a little older, you can find them as low as $2,000. They have ample room to build a tiny home. They are built on a truck chasse, so quite durable. They get decent gas millage, so easy to travel. They last forever. I'm going to put solar panels on the roof, inverter, and batteries, so the power is fully self-contained. Water is recycled, filtered and treated with UV, so there is little water waste. Have a compostable toilet. If I do all the work myself, use recycled items as much as possible, and learn what I can from others that have done similar work, I can keep the cost way down. Say around another $5,000 for all the materials. Once done, I can take this fully self-contained home anywhere. Up in the mountains, out in the desert. There's free designated land, BLM land. The only time I'd ever need to interact with society would be to get gas, food and supplies, which could be only ever few weeks. After that, I'm completely Free. No rent, no bills, no having to work, no control over me. I'm completely free just enjoy nature, contemplate, self-inquire, practice yoga and meditation, read books, and just enjoy Being. No distractions. I know some of you may say you don't have $10,000 to do something like this. But ask yourself how much of your time and money you spend on rent, debt and bills, even in just one year? More than $10,000 I bet. How hard would it be to save that much, for your total freedom? How much would you save per year not having all those bills? Would you even need to work? Sure you won't have the same level of comfort that you may be use to in your current living situation, but you'll adapt. And part of the path is letting go attachments to desires. Anywho, that's my plan. Hope some of you that are searching for a way out, this might be an answer for you. Here is a great example of a conversation / mobile self-contained tiny home: * Although this was done in a Sprinter, which are more like $20,000. Just wanted to show what's possible for the insides. Here's an example of a shuttle bus conversion:

Wow, what a great idea! Thanks Man! I appreciate it.

Of the list of things she has claimed in her own words: she is half alien, she is the reincarnation of Cleopatra, she hears radio signals in her head, she has helped a cult leader entrap and kill 8 children, she had sex with a corpse, she was sewn inside of a corpse while a cult leader was eating said corpse. She said she was in a satanic cult for over a decade. When reporters tracked down the satanic cult leader that killed kids, he was a sweet old veterinarian that taught Teal how to ride horses when she was a teenager. She of course made the whole thing up. Total psychopath.

I've done a lot of research on her. She is a legit psychopath/ narcissist. She's in it for the money and fame. Just pay $500 for one of her talks, or buy something from her line of enlightened clothing or a mug. Don't fall for it. She is a scam artist. https://tealswanblog.wordpress.com/tag/teal-swan-controversy/

@Shadowraix You're making some pretty big assumptions about me there buddy. I'm doing this because I want to and it's the life I want to live.

Not an Rv. RVs are crap. Poorly made. Conversions you can make nice. Custom to your needs. I'm making mine fully self-contained with solar-panels, filtered recycled water system (like in the video). So no RV parks. I'll use pubic land, BLM land. Go up in the mountains, the deserts, the ocean. Gas will be one of the only expenses. If I stay in one place for a couple weeks to a month at a time, then my monthly fuel costs will be minimal. All in all, I figured my monthly costs will be under $300. That's food, gas and misc. But that is living very basic, which is what I want.

From the new Netflix series Russian Dolls: "Mysticism teaches that there is wisdom inaccessible to the intellect. You can only reach it through surrender. Being Nothing. Turn away from the physical world, and turn towards the spiritual one. Maybe Nadia is just a way to stay distracted....to avoid the Abyss. When embracing it is the only way forward." Most accurate Nonduality I've seen yet in a movie or series.

Watch Leos video series on Spiral Dynamics. The whole world and it diverse peoples will make much more sense to you. You're squarely in stage green. As you move up, you stop wanting to 'save' the world. You'll realize it's perfect as it is. Bad, Evil, all that is just a concept.

@Leo Gura I've been wondering the same thing. When I did my first try, 22 mg was a really low dose. I saw here that there was a recent influx of 5-Meo on the market, after a long dry spell? Maybe this new batch that they're now selling is just weaker.

If this all is a dream of God, we are all dreams of God, what reality is is God dreaming. That means we have no free will because we do not actually exist. God just created entities that thinks it has its own free will. Why did God dream up these separate entities that think they are real, thinks they're a body, and perceive time and space, have an Ego, think they die, don't know what they actually are or what reality actually is? Why did The Absolute intentionally dream up things that don't believe in itself? That would be like me lucid dreaming and intentionally creating masses of people who are tortured nonstop for eternity. Why would I intentionally do that, unless I was sadistic. But God is just Nothing, so no intention or meaning. So why does it create this mess and not something else? If God wanted to create something of itself, then why not itself enjoying itself. Having entities that all know what they are and can be in peace. This just doesn't make any sense to me. @Leo Gura I'd love some of this covered in the video.

^ This. He's all Ego and is lying to himself and everyone else.

I've always agreed with most everything Leo has said when giving advice, but gotta disagree here. If you want low-consciousness women, who may be vapid, self-absorbed, money-focused, looks-focused, and everything is all about them, then sure go to bars and nightclubs. And please, please don't just go walking up and hitting on women on the streets or in in cafes. This is bad advice IMO . This has been what women have been trying to tell men forever. Do not just walk up and force your will into a woman's space, uninvited. This happen to them all the firkin time. It's harassment, not romantic. *(see video). Sure, all you're doing is being a nice guy and trying to get to know the girl, to see if there is a spark, but so is every other guy. Women wear headphones as a way of stopping every guy from hitting on her, so she can sit in a café and have some peace. Don't be *that* guy. Don't 'hit on' women. Just make friends. Treat everyone around you the same. Show interest in everyone. Listen to them. Be engaged with everyone equally. Not just with the ones you want to have sex with. Women hate being hit on, but hey do like being treated equally. If you are engaging, not focusing all your attention solely on them (which can make some women very uncomfortable), charming, are a good listener, and are showing legitimate interest in them (not just as a possible sex acquisition), they'll most definitely take notice of you. If they are available, and in the space for the possibility, they'll let you know they're interested. Get their contact info (social media, like fakebook, is best to start. Phone number is much too ''guy hitting on her'), to continue to be friends. If they're interested, they'll follow up with wanting to get together in some capacity. Or not, and you have to be ok with that. No attachment. If the friendship progresses into a romance, it will happen thru nature flow. If not, you still have an awesome female friend. It's win win. The key is, let go of expectations, be open, not focused on outcomes. Just focus on being the best you, and you'll have no problem whatsoever in attracting amazing women to you.

@Mikael89 If you don't watch his videos, and don't follow his teachings, then why are you on his forum? Seriously, I just don't get this. Do you just go to other people's forums to shit-talk?

No, not for everyone. For me personally, this is most desirable for my path to enlightenment. No distractions, time to do the work. I also have social anxiety, so being away from people and only interacting when neccessary, is the best option for me. People on a similar path might find this option of living desirable.

@DrewNows If someone never watched Rick and Morty, they might think you're not right in the head with a rant like that @SoonHei Wouldn't the Green be us too, not enveloping us? It doesn't "shine thru each of us", it is us/everything. It doesn't "shine in each of our hearts.", as that's duality. Not being nitpicky, just good to get the distinction.

From what I understand from the teachings (I do not have direct experience of this..yet), is that all we see and experience is all the illusion. All a dream. Possibilities within infinite possibilities. So it doesn't matter if you think or believe the earth is round or flat, or how many people are there in the world, cause those are egoic constructs. Direct experience points to true consciousness, not the dream. Great question.

I'm in the process of building a mobile tiny home, so I can go live up in the mountains to be far far away from people. Total solitude. Nothing to do but contemplate, self-inquire, enjoy nature and enjoy Being.

Have you head of the term "Run-On Sentence'? I'd look it up. Just sayin.

So I sat down with my friend the other day for lunch to catch up. I said "what you been up to since I last saw you?" He said "I got enlightened". I said "Interesting. How do you feel?". He said "There is no me to feel anything. I said "Interesting." I reached over and took his plate of food. He said "What do you think you're doing?" I said "Well, if there is no you, I guess you're not going to be needing your lunch".

Yes, this! Tinnitus is a bitch.

If you're here, you know about enlightenment. My advice is keep studying it. Do meditation. And spend the next 10 years partying your ass off and fuck as much as you can. Seriously, be a slut. Do lots of drugs. Experiment with everything. Travel. Go to festivals. Expand your mind. Enlightenment will be there for you when your older. Enjoy your 20s. Bask in the joys of Ego. All the lust, debauchery, and hedonism. Then when you've got all that out of your system, then dedicate yourself to enlightenment, so your next 40 years can be egoless bliss.

With Enlightenment, one realizes that none of it matters. There is no meaning to anything. It's all an illusion/dream. There is no meat or plants or you to eat it. It's all god, god eating god.

If this is actually true to you, then stop talking, listen to the teachings and dedicate yourself fully to the work. Fastest path. Fighting it will only postpone what you want longer.

There is no 'green pickup'. Men at green or higher don't view women as goals to obtain. At these levels, you treat everyone around you with equal love, not just the one your ego wants something from. In you being a wonderful human being, people will naturally gravitate towards you (including women you now find attractive). And if a relationship/friendship went deeper into intimacy, it would just happen naturally, with flow. You'd want to flow into this intimacy with this person not for sex, but as an expression of the love, not because of how physically attractive they are to you. Nothing needs to be forced, or manipulated, or owned, or conquered. Just people being love.

I've heard people talk at length on snorting, plugging and smoking 5-Meo, but I've never heard anyone discuss intravenous (directly into a vein). I know intravenous injection gets a bad rap from things like heroin, but it seems like intravenous seems it would be the most effective method of administration. Sure it would probably come on like a freight-train. But it would be the most efficient, as you lose some in the process of plugging, smoking and snorting. Any thoughts from experienced 5-Meo users?