Sempiternity

I'm not enlightened (yet), but I have not worked a wage job in over a decade. I will never work for a corporation again. I lowered my bills as low as I could. I live in a conversion home bus, so no rent. I get food at food banks, which is awesome. I participate in government programs, so I get free health care, free cell phone and cell service. I get internet at local libraries and coffee houses. I don't pay taxes. Gas is about the only expense I have. So my monthly money expenditures are about $50-$100 total. So I can do one day of work and have that be my months money. Over the past decade I have earned money numerous ways, all of which have been enjoyable. I've been a performer, made and sold leather clothing, I've done odd jobs under the table. The secrete is to delete what society says in you having to play their game. You don't. There are endless ways to live and not be a slave to anyone. You don't need all the possessions crap. Trust me, living simply, being 100% free and not being a slave, is endlessly more peaceful than being a slave in the game. If I can do it, so can anyone.

@Leo Gura of course the two aren't mutually exclusive. Vaginal sex is amazing, but blowjobs are good too I think you'd dig Ayahuasca. It's really beautiful. If, and when, you do, I'd love to hear one of your deep analytical takes on it.

To know Truth, you have to die. That doesn't all that pleasant to me. I know once you do die, it is beyond words wonderful, but still dying and realizing you never existed and your life is a lie, is no picnic. For some, like me, you just want the truth, whatever it is. Tired of not knowing what the fuck is going on.

Suffering creates walls to protect one's self. I would imagine someone who never experienced suffering would have no walls and be the purest form of love. You ever notice how much love children are before the world consumes them? And empathy is understanding another person. Which is a dualistic paradigm. A Nonduality child could operate from 'self love'. As every person is them, they would only be loving themselves. To hurt someone else, is to hurt yourself, so why do that. Greed, selfishness, stealing, cheating, violence, angry, envy, jealousy, vindictiveness, bullying, are all based in a dualistic view of the world. Everyone is against you, so you're against everyone. But a child that is truly one with everything, would be nothing but love no matter the circumstances. And yes, I would teach them this from the beginning. Why have to deprogram them later. Children absorb what is around them. No child is born with hate, it is taught. So this begins with the parents. They have to be Nondual, for the child to pick up on it from the earliest of age. To try and teach these teaching, without the parents being there, then yes it would probably just come off as a belief system. The child could think "well, why should I do this if Daddy is angry all the time, so it obviously doesn't work for him. So why should I believe it would work for me?".

I mean it's all perspective right? You can let the world teach the kid the default way of perceiving reality, which is the world is happening TO you. So there is pain, shame, deep suffering at being a victim of everything happing to you. Or, you can teach them that they are the creator of their reality. They choose their perceptions, their thoughts, feelings, actions, and reactions of their own reality. Teach them that they create it all. And to suffer, is to willfully create suffering. And the first view made no sense to them, and meant nothing to them that others thought 'differently' (he'd know that there is no separation or different). What would a kid be like if this was their default? How would they show up in the world? What does a person who grows up never scarred by suffering, what would that person be like? Personally, I would like to find this out someday.

@seeking_brilliance You could teach the kid that the bully is just himself interacting with himself, as he's all things, bully included. There is nothing inherently bad about that interaction. All there is is love for himself that's interacting with himself, as there's no separation or duality to what's happening. Even if he gets hit in the face, that is not inherently wrong or bad. That's his choice in how he views / perceives his reality. You can tell him that he can choose to create a reality of no conflict, despite what is happing.

(hypothetical) Let’s say someone discovers a plant in some remote jungle. When you ingest this plant you physically die. Dead, no pulse, no heartbeat. After being dead for 20-30 minutes, you pop up, perfectly fine. Zero side effects. You are crying and laughing at having experienced every answer to every question ever asked. You know what is beyond death, understanding that life and death are the same thing. You understand all of Reality. You are filled with more Love than you ever knew was possible. Your life will never be the same. People start growing this plant and refine the potency. Now you can be dead for 60 to 90 minutes to fully explore what is beyond death. If you die enough times, you eventually permanently become a living God. The reason people with NDE(near death experiences) in the past didn’t get all the answers to everything, is because they weren’t able to be dead long enough (at usually under a couple minutes). Now that people are able to be dead for over an hour, come back with all the answers and know everything in the universe, as more and more people die, eventually there is a societal paradigm shift. As thousands turns into millions, which turns into billions. As the general public, doctors, scientists, politicians, see the positive effects of dying, and try for themselves. As this spreads, humanity will never be the same. Humanity finally becomes One. 5-MeO (5-methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine) is the real-life version of this. If you take 5-MeO you will Die. Physical death and Ego/Identity death being the same thing. And of course it’s not that simple. There are lots of variables. But, if you are dedicated, you will Die. So Enlightenment is quite simple. No need to ponder and debate about all the concepts. All you need to do is die, to get all the answers. And there is a clear and easy way to die: 5-MeO. If you are dedicated to Enlightenment, you will find a way to do it. Whether it be doing the research to find where it’s available, or even flying to another country. If you really want this, the path forward is clear. You just need to stop conceptualizing and take the action. So I guess the main questions to ask yourself are: 1) Do you really want all the answers? Do you really want to know all these things Leo is talking about? 2) Are you willing to Die to get all the answers? 3) If so, what are you willing to do to die to get all those answers? How dedicated are you?

...Yeah, that's why it's a fictional story, to prove a point about 5-MeO..

Have you considered doing 5-MeO? Have a full blown Awakening?

Enlightenment is the video game character waking up to what he actually is. He realizes he is the player and creator of the game, not the character being played. The video game character becomes lucid, and becomes one with the creator and player.

You're welcome. Nice to have someone on this forum that wants to actually learn, and not argue their opinion. Please never change

Imagine it like playing a video game in first person. "You" are the video game character being played in that virtual world. You don't know you are a video game character, you just react in the world as though it's real. God is playing "you", the character. If God stopped playing "you" you would no longer exist. But God always does exist. God is playing infinite number of video game characters. All of them are not real, and do not matter. Good news is, you are God, you are the player.

Yeah, most 24yearolds I know still acting like teenagers. Haven't grown up yet. I would kill to be as far along as you are, when I was 24. If you stick with all this, just imagine what you'll be like at 30 or 40.

I use to love taking MDMA. Some of the best times in my life are from taking it. So much love and clarity. But the comedown was brutal. I tried everything suggested, like taking 5-HTP after. Soon the hangover was lasting for days, then weeks. It got bad. To where the bad greatly outweighed the positive. So I had to swear off ever taking it again. I will probably integrate it back in at some point. Making sure it is pure, to reduce any side effects.

It's quite simple. History is full of people telling those that have done it, how it can't be done. This is no different. If you haven't done it (seen Truth) then you have no idea what you're talking about and have no business telling those that have, that you know better.

….sigh.....

Sounds divine. So many possibilities for the future. Imagine a stage turquoise commune where all this was a daily practice. Uuug, heaven.

@Mikael89 If it's all nonsense and an hallucination, then why are you here? If not to learn, ask questions and talk about enlightenment? If it's nonsense, why come to this forum?

Depends on how much they took, the potency, and how deep they went. The consensus is that if you truly experience Truth/God there is no denying it.

……… okaaay......…. thanks for contributing to the conversation.

Can one do 5-MeO multiple times per day (small to medium doses, not large doses)? for multiple days (say 5)? Can you keep the experience going by taking more, like you can with other psychedelics? Is it accumulative, like if you take more, it adds ontop of what you already took? Intensifying the experience? Or is it that once the experience is done, it no longer effects your system, so if you took more after it would act like the first time again?

I have tried it before. I'm prone to panic attacks very easily. I had a panic attack the last couple tries. I was wondering if I could take a little at a time, adding on top of the experience to bump it up incrementally, to ease into Truth. Instead of taking a huge dose and not being able to surrender because of the panic attack. Just a possibility.

@Leo Gura Thank you, sir.

"You can never be ready" Exactly. So might as well dive in head-first. I want to know, no, I need to know. Regardless of the outcome.

@Leo Gura Well, that's what I'm going for. So do you mean it is accumulative, Intensifying with each subsequent dose?