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Ive done it for fun when i was a kid but only for a minute or so and immediately my face transforms into a male with a much thicker heavier jaw and wide forehead and if i look longer, into a Neanderthal like face as youve described! Id kinda say woah cool and look away haha but i want to see if ill be able to purge any emotions by doing this technique of acknowledging them thanks for sharing your experiences

hello. SO i have lived in europe for 4 years now for university and i used to live my entire life in america. Back in highschool in america guys hit on me all the time, and i got frequent asks for a date. i dont want to show off but friends even teachers and people i dont know told me i should model and stuff so i was quite confident about my looks. Since ive moved to eastern europe, i have only in the first year got one ask out. AFter that no one has asked me out ever. No one in europe at university flirts, what is this? I am not a bar-goer because people heavily smoke and i dont drink alchohol. I just asked my brother and he said my problem is that my voice is annoying, im too loud/talk rush. Im crying right now since i have extreme low self-esteem and im scared no one wants me. Plus i barely talk outside, and once these guys thought i was mute and was making jokes about that so i am confused. also im still a virgin and i feel like such a loser for being over 20, an attractive girl, and not experiencing this.

@Joseph Maynor im subscribed to her too but i find her videos to be a little slow to get to the point. She has a good hour long meditation tho Doreen Virtue is on here.

Funny thing is i met someome on tumblr that fits exactly thr description you wrote here ? but i stopped talking to him realizing that. but i will have to work on the lonliness emotion since i think that is what everything is stemming from I meant i am coming back to usa. Im in europe rn, and still will be for a few years until i finish university, but ill be escaping back to america as soon as i get my diploma Also you made me feel sooooooOOoOoOo much better reading that you havnt lost it until 25/26, i guess social pressure that we need to lose it in high school really gets engraved in my mind. Thanks guys so much for amazing advice really this is helping me a lot ??

i wouldnt be too impatient since 19 days is relatively a small amount of time Is the blushing stemming from social anxiety? Maybe you should do emotional work/healing. Psychotherapy helps to discover the root of your problem. Since holotropic breathing is in a way you psychotherapy & facing your trauma, yes it will definitely help

5 years ago when i first heard of this test i took it and was an entp. a few months later i retook it and became INTP, then yesterday retook and became a ENFP. overall nothing has changed regarding my environment, except one move that occured 4 years ago. Why do so many people credit that this test can help us regarding personal development when its unreliable?

i forgot to ask charlotte, what does PD mean?

hahah i'll take that as an accomplishment then im too deep into medicine to quit now

@kieranperez i never would have guessed also when it comes to turmeric shots, adding a bit of fat like coconut oil increases absorption of the nutrients!

@abrakamowse i am @RichardY sadly i dont live in a dorm but in a apartment, the dorms are like a 20 minute bus-drive away, and the only good friend i have is super introvertive and shes not into that kinda stuff :'( i dont think people here do picnics , ive once suggested it 2 years ago and everyone ignored it. Everyone here is either study study or get dead drunk on nights until 5am, and my health wont allow that. I think maybe a movie-night at the cinema if i can get a group of people will be a good idea!

@Girzo the only way i have ever flirted in my life is through eye contact because i tend to get very giggly/jittery otherwise. I have a bad tendancy of giggling SUPER obnoxiously around crushes and end up scaring everyone away. other than that its very hard for me, i get stuck on repeating lame questions like oh what music do you like, etc. In croatia i have a languange barrier due to my heavy american accent/crappy croatian grammar knowledge so flirting here is very very difficult. I kinda just silently make eye contact and wish for the best, which has never yielded me results. @Charlotte your advice totally helped im going to sleep, see ya peeps

@Frylock iv had mini traumas from this believe me. back in 6th grade i got my crush valentines day candies, next thing i know when im walking to cafeteria he walks right behind me with his friends and says "can you believe she got me valentine day candies? ewwww!!!" and then in high school i was flirting (very obvious, maybe a bit, too obvious) with my crush and then he started pointing at me and laughing with all his friends. bad bad times. i need to learn how to grow 'thicker skin' or how to process emotional trauma better if im going to be direct with a guy lol

@Nahm the reason i avoid is all my friends who've used dating apps had really bad experiences with guys just using them for sex, and i am very scared of that, i'm an extremely sensitive person haha, and even my brother warned against it. Also the country where i live in currently no one uses dating apps (the former mentioned friends are all from the states) as an anxious person meditation is helping just quite hard to discipline myself to sit down @Charlotte thank you sooo much for your encouraging words, much appreciated. even though its hard for me to admit this i think your right regarding wanting for security reasons/codependent. Years back, i was in one relationship that was very brief and i noticed i was with the guy just so i can say "im in a relationship" and everytime i hung out with him i felt super insecure. I didnt have a crush on him per se but he was attractive and so i thought "oh, he'll grow on me, the crush will develop". Nope, never did. Not making that mistake ever again. Plus it hurts his feelings as well. I need to first put the work on myself, then think about others. @RichardY i know!!! where are the germans at? haha theres only one german guy in my university and he is my favorite out of all these people here lol., the only more open guy. sadly 99% are natives here ,

@Charlotte if im going to be honest, yes

thanks guys for the replies, yes i agree with you very much. I am watching all of leos self-acceptance videos this week and taking notes. and books of course. ahahah dating apps... ..not my thing ':D

have you heard of the water blessing technique? You know how water changes its molecular shape to different feelings (such as anger or love), well the idea is when you wake up, to do sort of a backwards affirmation, you fill a glass of water and say to the glass of water "i love you" affirmations, ideally a few minutes, then you drink it, absorbing all that love

hellouuu and welcome to this madness of a forum cant wait to read your entries and see your progress

true true. I am speaking from no experience of enlightenment/non-duality so who knows, maybe they even forced it on purpose (leaving the body so body gets sick, like someone else said above).

i heard Teal Swan's perspective of it is that yogis and gurus dont really go through or even acknowledge emotional healing/shadow work, that they are learned that emotions are really an annoyance that meditation will control on its own and thats probably what accounts for them contracting diseases in the long run? also @Raymondo and @kisame i agree, i looked into traditional yogi cuisine and it does include lots of dairy and wheat products. Fruit is less focused on. Also many "hardcore" yogis i see in documentaries are practically starving themselves, which can be no good for the body. Now i wouldnt really say cancer builds up over a long period of time, it can happen very quickly, but i see what you're saying.

@kieranperez how did you do it? ?

. who knew i would get zen insights from gordon ramsey

@Ether obviously but why do so many people, spiritual gurus, doctors real MD's!, recommend meditation+super healthy diet+minimum stress to help people get rid of their diseases/control the diease/keep it at bay, and theres obviously ALOTTA proof that it works, but yogis/gurus that pretty much meditate ALL day and stress free and super healthy food get cancer?

thanks guys

they should of made the post specifically for people who've been doing self-actualization/meditation work for a year or more. Because i think a lot of us on here are noobs

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