Elysian

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  1. Presented in an easily digestible way. Intuition pointed me towards getting more crystals, I was unsure if they would have a genuine effect but I was open to healing so I got them anyway. Well one day a couple of new crystals came in the mail. I laid down on the bed, relaxed, not really feeling much emotion. After about 2 minutes of laying down I went from completely calm to almost a full blown panic attack. I started thinking, what in the hell am I so anxious about? I look over, and the new crystals I got were about 6 inches from my chest on my bed. I thought there's no way these crystals could be affecting me this much. I moved them into my closet and laid back down. 2 minutes later, I had zero anxiety. I was blown away, as no crystals had been that strong that I had purchased before. I figured maybe there was just low vibrational energy in the crystals from previous owners. I cleansed and charged them. I put them near me, same exact thing again. Then it became clear to me, these crystals were vibrating at such a high frequency, that as soon as they entered my energy field they were finding the lower vibrations within me I wasn't even aware of and forcing them out. The energies simply couldn't be in the same space as these crystals and they were being brought into the conscious so they could be felt and released. These 2 specific crystals I can only have near me for about a hour a day currently, anything more becomes much too intense. And that's even with me clearing all my emotional trauma through shadow work. I don't even want to know what would've happened if I would have gotten them before hand. The more sensitive you are to both emotions and subtle energies, the easier it'll be to pick up on the effects of crystals.
  2. Negative energy is coming from a place of certain emotion is bad, certain emotion is good. But all emotion serves a purpose, it's all valid. It's more correct to say can low vibrational energy stay in a room, and yes it can. Smudging and crystals both will help keep the vibrations in your home as high as they can be, that is as high as they can be with you or whoever is also living there being in the home. You carry your own energy, so if you are carrying a lot of low vibrational energy then it will emanate throughout your home. It's more effective to combine regular cleansing of your space/crystals with a practice of working through your own baggage. Feng Shui is also an interesting concept too.
  3. Someone who was even fully enlightened can recognize what degree of awareness you have, there's nothing wrong with that. It's your egoic mind interpreting his observation as an insult because that's probably what you would've meant saying such a thing.
  4. I agree with Tool being Yellow/Turquoise. Really everything Maynard has touched. Aurora also seems to be Yellow/Turquoise, even though her methods, sound, lyrics, and presentation are very different than Maynard. An interview with her explaining her music: One of her songs:
  5. It is possible when people's value systems change, but for most people in the world they value either 2 things the most: Can this person provide for me and a family? Do I find them sexually attractive, can I have sex with them?
  6. I'm sure I will, I just want to be more careful and considerate about it. I've been through the 'sex is the goal' phase, and I've been through the 'something is missing so let me try to fill that hole with pleasure' phase. I've been selfish for much of my teenage and adult life, I did that so intensely I've burned myself out doing it, and it only lead to suffering. I do want to be healthy so I want to do what it takes to make that happen, but in a way with the least suffering caused to other. There's already an overwhelming amount of suffering in the world, and it breaks my heart. I've contributed enough to that this lifetime.
  7. I appreciate you genuinely wanting to help. I just think you were off base.
  8. I was using muscle testing to clear my emotional body, which is using the strength or weakness of a body part holding steady to gain access to the subconscious. After I cleared everything, I asked if the place where this intuition was coming from was God, and it said yes. When I probed to see if it was the same force that was guiding me through my mystical experiences it said yes. It had done so perfectly at releasing all my trauma, even things I was completely unaware happened or forgotten at the time came up and were released. So I started asking more questions about healing, about my family, my passions, enlightenment, the relationship between Source and God. Everything was resonating true. I even wanted to do muscle testing to help my dogs work through trauma because of physical and emotional issues they are dealing with, but the book I learned from said I needed another person to work on a pet. So I asked if I could use my body to ask questions while I clear the energy off of them, and it said yes. And it worked! My dog was even having physical displays of emotional release after following it's instructions. I don't doubt this is God, but do you all also think all intuition is God moving it's will through us? That every insight one thought they had was simply passed to them from divinity? It made me feel much more at peace with my direction and continuing to surrender to God.
  9. Just a couple of examples: Do everything you can to be the best example you can be to other, with your entire life. Change their perception. If you're already doing that and they're still resistant, you could find a way to drop the information into a conversation that someone they will more likely respect has the solution to whatever it may be. Like if they need emotional healing, refer them to a source/book that was created by someone prestigious or a guru. But don't outright say they should do it, people don't like being told what to do. Find a way to lead them into it, maybe present the information as if you're only talking about yourself and how much it helped you. Or talk to someone more open to listening to you in that person's presence. Give them the opportunity to have an "Aha!" moment, "Maybe I've found a solution to my problem." There's all sorts of examples like this. And if you're truly embodying qualities people aspire to, these sorts of situations could just happen naturally in front of this person, without any effort on your part to give them a nudge.
  10. What are you doing with the energy, and how does it relate to breath In the context of emotional trauma?
  11. This is simply wrong. You don't just pick up self inquiry and there is nothing but Self. In the same way when one picks up meditation there is not just Self. Meditations lead to Self just as the form of meditation called self inquiry does. If you sit and remain aware of the breath, eventually breath/object disappears, and you enter into Samadhi. They are both direct methods even if one doesn't resonate with you.
  12. I appreciate your point of view. Let me go find out what my 200 children are doing since I stopped thinking about my lust and just started embracing it fully. I think people think they're not thinking about it on some level, but even the most promiscuous lust filled humans still do put some sort of restrictive thoughts on it. We're not rabbits, but without any consideration we could be.
  13. Muscle testing using the technique outlined by Dr. Bradley Nelson in The Emotion Code. He gives an easily understood and practical way to ask your subconscious directly the questions needed to bring emotional trauma into the conscious with yes or no answers from your subconscious. I tried a few different shadow work techniques and they either didn't work or had too many steps for me to really dig into emotionally. With this technique I was able to clear my entire emotional body over a few days. I bought the book on Amazon but I think you can get it here for free by giving him an email: https://healerslibrary.lpages.co/emotion-code-gift/
  14. It would be better to say they want to think they came to the conclusion themself. What likely happened is the complete opposite, and guiding someone to the answer in a way that they feel they achieved it themselves is a good way to introduce these sorts of things to other. That's probably part of the reason the 'be the change you want to see in the world' way of creating change is so effective. They see the guidance you're radiating out as an example of what they could be, and since you didn't just outright tell them what to do they think they came to the conclusion to make those adjustments themselves, when really it was both of you.
  15. So you mean have at least one relationship where sex is involved that way my other relationships aren't flavored by lust? I get what you mean, and it makes sense. I'll think about it. If you are a man you should/would understand for that most younger males lust is not just a mild feeling one easily 'controls'. It's a very intense emotion if it's not given an outlet, and is beyond just having manners and requires a level of self discipline I rarely see people have (and that I'm not even sure is possible at all for most people around many of the sex they're attracted to). Even people who have rigorous frameworks, lifetimes of practice, and environments to encourage abstaining still fail at this, like monks for example.
  16. I'm not pretending lust isn't coming into my awareness, I'm not sure what you mean. If I was beyond it I would never have posted. And I said it would be highly unlikely I don't have sex again. I just have no intentions of having sex with these people, or to simply have sex with some random person to get off. If I'm going to just use someone's body to masturbate with I'll save us both the trouble and do it myself.
  17. "Do any of you have methods of managing lust that doesn't move to suppress it?" If it wasn't clear that I didn't want to use sex with these individuals as a management tool for lust I apologize.
  18. I'm not sure if I agree with Aurum. Allowing an emotion to be without acting on it isn't the same thing as suppressing it.
  19. This resonates with me, as well as the general idea you've described as Pantheism. I actually have a hamsa tattooed on my chest that has the symbols of several major religions incorporated within it.
  20. Like I said above. All of the time I'm putting into spiritual and emotional growth, when combined with my work, takes up almost all of my time and energy. I'm having to cut back on it just to make some room for the friendships I'm rebooting. I'm not sure how sustainable or fair it would be to try to initiate a romantic relationship. Maybe if I could find someone who had little free time like me/appreciated time for their own pursuits? I cleared my emotional body/trauma which has been a real eye opener, and made it clear just how much it affected my past relationships. They were coming from a place of need or something missing, not a place of abundance or love. This is probably the first time in my dating life I don't feel a need for someone else to make me happy or fulfilled. And I really don't want to jump the gun and enter back into the dating market prematurely and end up needlessly hurting someone. Maybe I won't know where I stand until I try? I'm hesitant because the last person I wanted to date I hurt, and it was someone I love very deeply. The regret from that is what made me buckle down and really do the healing and growth I needed.
  21. Well put and I'll keep it in mind. I was just hoping to get some sort of handle on it before it gets the better of my intentions in one situation or another.
  22. It can happen throughout the day, but it will mostly happen while sitting
  23. Are you saying that what is referred to as Coral is simply Sahaja Samadhi? "This Samadhi could probably be placed between Nirvikalpa and Dharmamega Samadhis. It is where the inner silence is maintained along with normal daily activities. It is being able to maintain the experience of Nirvakalpa Samadhi at all times. Here you radiate Divine Illumination, the Divine is perfectly manifesting through you at every second. You are filled with Divine Grace. It can, perhaps, be likened to the Unity Consciousness of the Shankara Tradition."
  24. Why is everyone still replying to these topics? Oh wait....