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  9. Posted · Edited by Preety_India

     

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    This video is so on point. About compatibility between a Virgo and a pisces. 

    My Virgo man P is exactly like this 

     

    Morning we had a small argument. He complained that I'm too vague and confused him too much. Because I never give a straightforward answer to  his questions. 

    So I sent him this video. 

     

  10. Posted

    21 hours ago, Preety_India said:

    I wish I could drink myself to death and wash this pain away. 

     

     

    21 hours ago, Preety_India said:

    Strumming my pain with his fingers
    Singing my life with his words
    Killing me softly with his song
    Killing me softly with his song
    Telling my whole life with his words
    Killing me softly with his song

     

    Killing me softly 

     

    La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

     

     

    I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style
    And so I came to see him, and listen for a while
    And there he was, this young boy, stranger to my eyes

     

     

     

     

     

    Strumming my pain with his fingers (one time, one time)
    Singing my life with his words (two times, two times)
    Killing me softly with his song
    Killing me softly with his song
    Telling my whole life with his words
    Killing me softly with his song

     

     

     

    I felt all flushed with fever, embarrassed by the crowd
    I felt he'd found my letters and read each one out loud
    I prayed that he would finish, but he just kept right on

    Strumming my pain with his fingers (one time, one time)
    Singing my life with his words (two times, two times)
    Killing me softly with his song
    Killing me softly with his song
    Telling my whole life with his words
    Killing me softly with his song

     

     

     

     

    Strumming my pain with his fingers (yes, he was singing my life)
    Singing my life with his words
    Killing me softly with his song
    Killing me softly with his song
    Telling my whole life with his words (whole life, with his words)
    Killing me softly with his song


     

    La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

    La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

    La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

    La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

    La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

     

     

     

     

    20 hours ago, Preety_India said:

    I want to lay in P's arms and cry endlessly. 

    He would understand my pain. Would he? 

     

     

    20 hours ago, Preety_India said:

    One sided love, crushing, pain, melancholy, melancholic writing, person of interest, compartmentalization, idolization, fantasy, expression of love, deep love, heartanglement, poetry, choosing my soulmate, having an open heart, essence of true love, filling that void, eternal love, eternal romance. 

    Costa Mee... Around this world. 

     

     

     

    6 hours ago, Preety_India said:

     

    This is the song of our life P.... 

     

     

    Lyrics. I know you're courageous. And I'd never seen you. I know you're courageous. And I'd never seen you. I know you're courageous. And I'd never seen you.

     

     

     

     

  11. Posted · Edited by Preety_India

     

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    I still feel like I am in a one sided relationship with him. He hasn't yet fully confessed to loving me. But I'm already in love . I think about him everyday. I'm crazy for him. 

    I adore him. I worship him. 

    I have been liking him for some time but my feelings weren't strong. Back then I saw him as a friend. They work as a driver. 

    Sometimes he is also working on nights. Like late night shifts. We do chat during those times. 

    But we usually talk when he gets home to his small apartment. He lives on the 3rd floor. 

    I will not say his name. Only P. 

    P is very gentle with me. Very emotional guy. 

    I'm sensitive too. 

    I love P

     

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  12. Posted · Edited by Preety_India

     

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    P is a Virgo. He is born in September. I'm born in February. I'm a Pisces. 

     

    I usually fall for earth signs a lot. 

    My first bf was an Aries. My second was a Taurus. Tauruses are always my biggest crushes. My third was a Pisces (kinda funny). Fourth was a Taurus. 

    A lot of my friends are generally Taurus or Virgo. 

    I rarely get along with another Pisces 

    My compatibility with Scorpio and Sagittarius, Capricorn and Aquarius is low. I generally don't get along with these people. 

    I generally make great friends with Cancer but it never reaches to the point of romance. 

    P is a Virgo. Virgo can make me feel sexy and comfortable. They are kinda independent and open minded. But old fashioned and I'm old school type too. 

     

     

     

     

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  13. Posted · Edited by Preety_India

    On 6/8/2022 at 3:45 PM, Preety_India said:

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    We come together. We separate. This separation is beautiful 

    We come together. We separate. This separation is beautiful 

    We come together. We separate. This separation is beautiful

    We come together. We separate. This separation is beautiful 

    We come together. We separate. This separation is beautiful 

     

    You and me forever 

    You and me forever 

    You and me forever 

    You and me forever 

    You and me forever 

    You and me forever 

     

     

     

    On 6/8/2022 at 8:16 PM, Preety_India said:

    So I have found someone  last week and they look like this. They live in Texas  and they have known me for some time through a mutual friend. They have also met me a few times in the past. And we were friends for some time until lately they have been getting close. 

    This is not their picture but they look like that. 

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    And I'm absolutely in love with them. They are my lover. 

    I flip flopped between letting them go and wanting a romantic relationship. But today he told me how much I mean to him. That made my heart jump with joy. 

     

     

    On 6/8/2022 at 8:28 PM, Preety_India said:

    I told P about Joseph and he was a bit miffed that it never occurred to me to just block him. Yea old habits die hard. 

     

    On 6/8/2022 at 8:30 PM, Preety_India said:

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    He is the sweetest person in my life. I feel like I met my soulmate. My heart syncs with his. We chat for hours some days. And I usually don't say anything at all. But we laugh so much. 

    He tells me all the stuff that he comes across on his work. 

     

     

     

    On 6/8/2022 at 8:41 PM, Preety_India said:

    I want to dedicate a few songs to P. My beautiful handsome lover. 

     

     

    On 6/8/2022 at 8:55 PM, Preety_India said:

    Last year (or maybe even before that), I was studying the Skinwalker Ranch which is in Utah and I must say I'm very fascinated by it. Heard a lot about it. 

    So while researching the Skin walker ranch phenomenon, I came across a place that is similarly known, it's called the Bradshaw Ranch in Sedona, Arizona. And I came across the video of the ranch. 

    And I absolutely fell in love with this music. 

    Tag.... #ranch

     

     

    On 6/8/2022 at 9:12 PM, Preety_India said:

    I want to send P this song. It's the song of my heart. 

     

     

    On 6/8/2022 at 9:38 PM, Preety_India said:

    I love you P. Deeply

     

     

     

    On 6/8/2022 at 10:49 PM, Preety_India said:

    He killed me softly. 

     

     

  14. Posted · Edited by Preety_India

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    I love you. 

    You stole my heart. You took my breath away. You're in my heart forever and I'm slave to your love.. 

    I worship you. I love you deeply. I can't live without you. You are my love, you are my soul. You have my heart. I promised myself that you're the man I will love forever and only you and none other. I won't love any other man except you. 

    The day you told me - "give yourself to me," I gave myself to you and never looked back ever since. 

    I can die for you. I swear I will give up my life for you. I have surrendered my heart and my life to you. 

    Whether you love me or not, it's not relevant anymore. 

    Whether you hate me or not, it doesn't matter anymore 

    Whether you like someone else or not , it won't piss me off anymore 

    Whether you give your love to me or not, I will still love you just the same. 

    I want nothing from you. No commitment nothing. I don't even want sex. 

    I just want to keep loving you and worshipping you. 

    What you do of me is up to you. 

    I won't be hurt no matter what you do. 

    If you feel like you wanna kill me, then here I am, I surrender my body and my willpower to you.. Do as you wish 

    I have fallen in love with you and you have found the way to my heart. 

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    This is what I wanted all my life. It's you. Only you. I love you. 

     

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    You know what I like the most on your body. That place. That place on your neck. Right in the center, a bit lower. Yes yes yes, right there. Right near your throat but just below it, where it's a bit shallow. That central place. Right there... Hehe I was looking up for the scientific name for this place. It's called the Jugular notch or the Suprasternal notch. 

    I want to place a knife right there and cut the Jugular. I'm joking. I want to touch there and feel all of my love flowing through it. 

    Keep touching there and you'll feel my love. Hehe. My love flows through that place into your body. 

     

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    I idolize you and I crush on you and I'm crazy for you.

     

    You're the man of my life. The king of my heart.. The owner of my body. 

     

    Yea I know this is one sided. But I'm deeply in love with you. Wish I could be one with you. But where would be the fun. The fun lies in being separated this way. 

    This is the song I chose for you. 

     

     

     

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  17. Posted

    5 minutes ago, SQAAD said:

    The suffering was intense and deep but now it has subsided. I barely feel it now after like 4-5 hours. It is not like i suffer from this constantly or want revenge . After 1-2 days i get over such incidents. That is the good thing. Now i feel pretty good .

    Well at least that's good news. Although I still feel like you have some hidden disorder, imbalance, rage issues, maybe hidden ptsd or similar condition that is probably undiagnosed, because I remember that I would go nuts and want to destroy everything whenever I was angry for being mistreated, later I got diagnosed with Cptsd and now bpd. So there was always a reason why I was acting like that. I didn't kill anyone, I never injured anyone, just broke things and threw them at the wall to express my borderline rage, but now I understand why I was doing all that. It sometimes helps to figure out what's festering inside to manage it better next time, just dropping a hint, not diagnosing. 

     

  19. Posted

    4 minutes ago, SQAAD said:

    @Preety_India

    Many times we invite such behaviors. You let them treat you that way. There are some narcissistic scums of the earth in this existence, who look for the ideal victim. They look for someone to manipulate and do all their selfish devilish bs.

    Nowadays i put boundaries to people. I used to be a people-pleaser. To be honest, i am still a people pleaser but to a lesser degree. 

    I don't like that you compare and downplay my suffering. My suffering was very intense. We all suffer.

    A war veteran with PTSD who has seen people getting raped and chopped off with machetes could also downplay our suffering. How would that make you feel though?

     

    Hmm. You have a valid point. See you gave me a much bigger context now. So I can easily emphasize with you now. Earlier in your original post, it sounded a bit immature that you were complaining about a store clerk not paying you attention which I have to face on a regular basis and I have gotten used to it by now. 

    I apologize for comparing the suffering. But generally when you suffer so much over a cause that's not very long lasting (example a one off situation as this) it means you got deeper issues to work on. I don't know your age. Age matters too. 

    I did not let them treat them this way or like it, I was attached, I was trusting and I didn't know better. Should a naive trusting person be taken advantage of just because they are naive. Do they really deserve it? Nobody deserves to be mistreated.. 

    Now coming to your situation. Sometimes you gotta empathize with people. Deep down they might not be happy and this state of misery is reflected on others. They take out their anger by acting rude to others. Also they could be stressed due to work.. 

    Remember they're dealing with people day in day out. You're dealing with them only on occasions. But they're having to deal with all kinds of people everyday. This can easily make them immune and insensitive to the experiences of customers, no wonder they expect you to put up with them. 

    You need to practice letting go. Wanting to kill someone over such a small thing is kinda ridiculous. Yea that person was a bit insensitive. But killing? 

    If that person had been a regular bully, I'd have still said it's okay to harbor hate. 

    But this is a situation with a stranger who is not a people friendly person. They may not be evil, just annoying 

     

  20. Posted

    I probably should have murdered all of my exes with a big rifle by now 

     

    The amount of mistreatment and disrespect I suffered was beyond unbearable. 

    I even landed in hospitals in two different relationships. 

    And I had been super duper duper nice to them in the relationship. They called me the ideal girlfriend. Yes ideal for abuse. 

     

    So chill bro....... Your story pales in comparison