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I love this so much that this is going to be the anthem of my life.

I woke up feeling anxious again. My thoughts were about my exes. I felt abandonment anxiety..

Modern Romanism This will consist of many components. One is Deihism. And the other is Acutianity. Acutianity is all about the 4 slabs, the 8 categories and 3 gods. Modern Romanism also called Acutianity. This religion will focus on human nature, God nature and human behaviour and human life. It will also have several pagan and Christian components 3 components Diehism Acutianity Christian and pagan elements from different cultures I also don't like this whole Archangel Gabriel bullshit, it makes Christianity look like a cult.

So what are the elements of modern paganism? I'll call it Modern Romanism. It is similar to ancient paganism. Categories 8 The Romans The Acutians The Samaritans The Emanescent The Galatians The Diluvians The Ignobles The Ignorants

The modern religion can be called modern Romanism because it has roots in ancient paganism. Ancient paganism is important to me now more than ever. But now i need to construct the elements of modern paganism.

I want to practice ancient religions with a modern twist. I want to go back to ancient roots. And i no longer wish to be associated with any Abrahamic religions.

The modern religion can be called modern Romanism because it has roots in ancient paganism. I hate how paganism was annihilated by Abrahamic religions. Total butchering. I'll call the last 20 centuries as the modern human history with modern religions taking over. Whereas ancient human history existed before the last 20 centuries of modern history. I'll call the Abrahamic religions as the modern human religions that took over the ancient ones and completely replaced them. The ancient religions were pagan. So before Christianity there was paganism. I want to reinvent ancient history. I want to practice ancient religions with a modern twist.

Why the Bible is true? Well there is evidence to prove that the Bible is true. When was the Bible written ? The New Testament books were written by Christians in the first century AD. That is almost 2000 years or 20 centuries ago. Now let's assume that a century is 1 year condensed. By this, the Bible or new testament was written 20 years ago. That is in the year 2002. That makes it quite simple. ........................................ How will God's people look today ? ........ I don't want to be a standard Christian anymore. I left Christianity a month ago Because it's an Abrahamic religion and i reject anything Abrahamic. Hinduism divides people into different castes making it look like high quality people belong to upper classes and low quality people belonging to lower classes or caste. Which is ridiculous because most people at the top or elite are greedy fuckers and it's the poor people who suffer. ................ Revelation not information ............ Power of faith ............... I would believe in some tribal religion. That is better than either Hinduism or Christianity. Categories 8 The Romans The Acutians The Samaritans The Emanescent The Galatians The Diluvians The Ignobles The Ignorants ....... I have decided to name this religion Acutianity I will have a combination of deihism and Acutianity The name of the religion is Deihism. Pronounced as - dayism. With an H after y. Parts or branches of this religion Dewism soul Dewjd God conscience and humanity Pjerism worship and prayer (pagan) Novoexcellente excellence and leadership and beauty Ovirism - well being and holistic sciences and higher consciousness. .............. What I don't like about Christianity is this whole bullshido about how Jesus Christ died for our sins. Oof. It just doesn't sound right. As though we are all sinners. I want a more objective religion than this.

God also wants us to witness true beauty and true Love. God wants our souls to be united with him,with his loving spirit. God seeks those who seek God. It's like a union, you seek a partner and the partner seeks you. You don't have to worry about the world or death or persecution. God treasures the spirit of a seeker and never lets go. Your body could be destroyed to pieces on planet Earth yet God treasures your spirit, this is your reward. If you are not a seeker, God could care less, you might be glorified on Earth, but your spirit has no glory in God's eyes. The truths I'm gradually coming to in my contemplations are very similar to the stuff given in the Christian Bible which is strange but that's what's happening. Our conscience is our spirit. Our soul. It's different from the mind because the mind is like a vessel of ideas and thoughts. The conscience is like a compass. The conscience should mimic God. How do true people look like ? They are without ego but not without dignity They live in truth. They are not shallow. They are not cheap. They like both relative and absolute truths. They are loving. They are deep. They are psychic and paranormal. They can be trusted and they are not disingenuous. They are loyal and faithful and real about their emotions and intent, they don't pretend or hide their intent. They have the mark of the true spirit,not the mark of the beast. They speak directly. They don't want to fool anyone. They do not betray their conscience. They are psychic and omniscient. Their conscience mimics God and godliness. They have both Romanness and divinity in them. They are Emanescent that means they want union with love. They have spiritual hunger. You need God in this world for a couple of things For love. He is the only true permanent source. For divine guidance. He will protect and guide psychically. He is there to help you through the journey of life and survival. The ancestors were right. They worshipped Gods for true reasons. For God's grace and gifts - God will show his grace when you want it in your suffering. His protection will be shown when you need it. For his healing. God heals your body and spirit. For union with his spirit. For the edification and uplifting of your spirit. Your conscience and spirit is uplifted by God to his level and your spirit is cherished and glorified till eternity, this is your greatest reward, you are treasured and not discarded and valued and you are sent to heaven. The heaven is a museum of beautiful loving spirits. You're forever cherished as a beautiful soul/spirit and this is the greatest gift of God's Love. Eternal life with God God is also the eternal protector and provider of his seekers, that is true people. In him we trust for his provisions that fulfill our lives and take away our sorrows and troubles. Feelings are powerful. The conclusion is that God is the ultimate saviour. The sign of God/divinity and the mark of the beast. The beast is always trying to destroy the true people and that's evil. Their conspiracy is their evil. Their devilry. The devilry that rules the world. The sociopaths are misguided sinners. The beast is a devil and not a sinner. They have no place. They dominate. And spread like weed. The signs of the true people- Their truthfulness Their innocence and purity of heart,lack of agenda Their psychic wisdom Their loving kind forgiving empathetic nature They don't play poker face, they make their intent clear. They won't be cheap or nasty or betraying their conscience. They will have moral integrity Sign of the dog The mark of the beast The ignobles and the smarties. Sign of the vulture or wolf in sheep's clothing. Sinners will carry the sign of jackals. Signs 1st slab - vulture 2nd slab - dog 3rd slab - mad elephant 4th slab - jackals God will protect and guide the dog God will discard the vulture God will heal the mad elephant God will heal and forgive and retrieve the jackal God's actions will depend on the nature and the quality of the conscience. Sheyshej and Hecazanu and Untowl.

I wrote this a week ago I guess. But there is more to this. God also wants us to witness true beauty and true Love. God wants our souls to be united with him,with his loving spirit. God seeks those who seek God. It's like a union, you seek a partner and the partner seeks you. You don't have to worry about the world or death or persecution. God treasures the spirit of a seeker and never lets go. Your body could be destroyed to pieces on planet Earth yet God treasures your spirit, this is your reward. If you are not a seeker, God could care less, you might be glorified on Earth, but your spirit has no glory in God's eyes. The truths I'm gradually coming to in my contemplations are very similar to the stuff given in the Christian Bible which is strange but that's what's happening.

I don't know how to describe this. The beauty of the ages in the ancestors and the ancestral ruins. A week ago it was a blitzkrieg moment for me,a moment of awakening. I contemplated for straight 10 hours and I became very emotional and sentimental at the end of it. And this profound realisation came to me that there is only one truth - infinite love and only absolute love. That was the highest truth. I could not articulate it but I could feel it . And this realisation came that God is infinite love. I was flooded in tears. It was mind blowing. It was a spiritual moment. And this truth only comes to those who want to seek the truth. It was definitely a moment of madness, spiritual madness. That our whole lives are a journey towards the truth. We go through multiple lives to eventually come to this truth. It was a paranormal experience.

I just love this. Something about this fills my soul like an anthem.

@Truth Seekah you have absolutely no defense against the condition of women in India and how they get treated. I'm an Indian woman and only i know how i get treated. It's a deeply sexist misogynistic society with double standards and totally male dominated, nobody can simply change a person's mindset, we aren't children to be manipulated like that. The condition of women in India is awful and your videos are plain ignorant and lack substance.

These characters are important to me. Each one of them are about a certain vibe.

Too many perspectives lead to paralysis by analysis. It gets tough but it's enlightening at the same time.

You didn't understand containment. Watch Teal Swan on containment.

Thank you for the input. You are right.

I try to understand things from my own perspective. And through the lenses of imaginary characters. I have many many imaginary characters in mind, in fact I can make a whole list of them. These help me navigate the world. They help me understand perspectives that are different from mine. I have a character called Jake. Till now i had Chayne, Rupert and Reece. Now i have Jake. I have many many names in mind. Patrick. Casey Tom Iklinson Meyer Vega Gertrude Jake is like a bubbly jolly guy. He takes things positively and in stride. He doesn't worry too much. Can I become like him ? From now on i only want to focus on absolute love and look at everything from the perspective of absolute love . what does absolute love say about this ? That's the path i want to follow . Then i had this other character in mind. I call it POSITIVE BANTRUM SUPER TROLL. He is the kind of guy who roams the internet just to troll the heck out of bullies. He puts everyone in place. He is the troll for the trolls, the ultimate gatekeeper. The one that makes sure everyone is left in peace. That would be funny. What does POSITIVE BANTRUM SUPER TROLL think of this forum ? I also had the character of doge in mind. Mind you this place is full of trolls. One more troll won't make it any worse.

you need to start living Preety. How long will you live in fear ?

Even if it's not okay, it's okay.

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Girl, please you're the one I like here because you get the boys like no one else. This place is boring without you. Hate that you were reported. *Sends you a precious hug.

I think it has less to do with stage blue or stage orange and more to do with ingrained social attitudes. Even a stage orange society can be judgemental.

Are you telling me that a society should always be stage blue ?

I want to live in love and not in fear. I want to live in hope. I don't want to feel this way. It's hard on me everyday. Somebody to love me and care for me would have made things so much better. Fighting all of this alone is very tough on me. She even tries to control my garden. It's very hard when you have been conditioned by fear all your life. You need to think hard about you need to get out of this fear. Every little thing happens, yes it hurts. But is it a consequence of something ? Yes it is. It's a consequence of fear and insecurity. We need a healthy dose of fear in our lives to sustain. But unhealthy fear makes us crippled.