Preety_India

I just need to relax and know that nothing bad will happen. Nobody will do anything, just relax preety, it's gone it's over, just relax

My anxiety and paranoia is shooting through the roof. I'm getting panicky.

I have no idea what to say. I'm just going to update here. I probably should have never said anything at all. Never expressed anything. Just quiet. These kind of things can fubk up min my mental state. I don't feel good I puked. It was so hard. I'm just looking into empty space. Would I ever feel normal I am already self harming. I tried to eat something bad because I just want to be rid of myself.. I have given up on life. It's awful

I deleted all entries that weren't serving my purpose anymore.

I have decided that I am not going to be talking to anyone. It only leads to more trouble. Yes I always needed clear communication.

This is something that I desperately desperately wanted to know.

Confusion can sometimes be good. You can work through it

Trust, security.

Where does that money come from?

I never had dreams that involved the third eye.

@Bob Seeker try to be honest with your ego and embrace acceptance.

Your man craves authentic, kind words from the people around them. Be genuine and empathetic. When you two talk, speak in a gentle, affectionate tone. Ask thoughtful questions, offer genuine compliments, and challenge your his self-criticism If he mentions feeling stressed, show an interest in that: "Do you know what brought that feeling on?" Ask for details about his work and projects: "Wow, your bathroom turned out great. You really put up this wallpaper yourself?" Use a gentle tone to push back against his negative self-talk: "I think you’re being too hard on yourself. You’re one of the smartest people I know." Try to get him relaxed and feeling good. boost his spirits without minimizing his feelings. Your man might deal with big, overwhelming stress on the day-to-day—so take his feelings seriously to avoid rubbing him the wrong way. Simply empathize with him, and he'll be thrilled. "Wow, that does sound so stressful. How are you feeling now?" "Yes, I can totally see why you feel that way. I would, too." "Those feelings make a ton of sense. Do you want to talk more about that?" To impress you'll need to prove that he can depend on you. you may struggle just a bit to show up on time and remember important dates, but a he needs someone who can be there when it really counts. To prove that that's you, rise to the occasion and focus on being reliable. Treat his time with respect and plan your schedule around him. Be mindful of his big events. Make sure you always offer good luck and congratulations. If you grab him treats to celebrate when he finishes, that’s even better. When the two of you have plans, always assume that they’re a big deal to him. Don’t cancel unless you have a great excuse.

A guy wants to be genuinely appreciated, especially. Acknowledge him for his care and concern for you, and you'll make him the happiest guy on the planet. Luckily, "Thank you" rolls off the tongue pretty easily if you love reminding people that you care. Look out for any and all opportunities to show your man that you're grateful for him. Thank him for big acts of service: "I can’t believe you made me dinner! You knew I had a hard week. Thank you so much. This means the world, honestly." Appreciate his smaller gestures, too: "Thanks for holding the door. That’s so sweet of you!" Look out for signs if he's pacing around or maybe sweating. Engage in a little light banter, throw an arm over his shoulder, or offer some words of reassurance to help ease his tension. He’ll love you for helping him take a load off Offer him a quick massage. While you work, engage in lighthearted conversation topics, like fantasy football or a movie. If you’re out with friends and you sense he’s stressed, find an excuse to touch him. Put an arm over his shoulder, press your knee to his, or pat his leg. have a gift for thoughtful pep talks: "I know you’re stressed, but you’re amazing. Look at all you’ve accomplished so far!" Your man needs order in his life, so they might often feel stressed in disorganized spaces. If the two of you are hanging out, take a minute to clean up after yourself. Put your shoes by the door, throw your trash away, and avoid leaving food out. This'll read as a thoughtful gesture to your man and it'll definitely be an attractive habit to him. How to be as nice as possible to your guy that you are in love with. At your house, consider completing a quick clean before he stops by. He’ll love that you cared enough to make him feel comfortable. cleanliness might not always be your strong suit. When you're at his place, try setting a recurring alarm reminding you to do a quick clean.

Start with small exercises. Also visit a doctor about your physical condition..

I think these were memories from my past life. I was looking for something. Maybe a mother's love. There were disembodied voices calling for me. It felt like life was a never ending song. Too many mountains to climb.

I think the first time I got this very weird feeling was March 21st. I was called miss psychic radar. That was the slip. I wrote in my diary - wtf!!!! I didn't expect that really. And I felt something I can't describe.. I think even before that I was called a vampire. I guess Leo is right, right on the money, he told me once that if a guy called me a pig, that's the guy I should look at. I mean there was some attraction in that. I was slowly giving into those feelings. Yea. I was constantly feeling something. Like......... Umm.......... I swear this happened almost every time. It was strange. I was noticing it. There was this psychic connection, I could feel drawn.....

Just adding it here. Might be different for other guys, but for me, the time a girl can really get me under her spell is when I believe she is a help and not a hinderance to my other goals in life. If a girl can see in me my dreams, and aspirations and gets excited about them, I want to just have them around all the time. Sexual attractiveness is important, but if your man is dating you at all, that means he is already attracted to you son don't worry about that. Other than that, be sweet, be kind, but also have clearly defined boundaries and don't let him walk all over to you. Be submissive but make him work for it a little. If it's too easy it is sometimes boring. Also be aware that guys are sensitive on the inside no matter how little they may show it. Words really do affect guys and what you say can affect him. Lastly, and probably most importantly, remember that not everything that goes wrong in a relationship is not necessarily your fault. It is indeed very important to take responsibility in a relationship, but there are some things you just can't control. Counterintuitively, the best mindset in general in a relationship is to not be in need of a relationship. Learn to be content on your own and don't need your guy. Love like you have never been hurt, but be able and willing to let go of him when that is the only option. Love yourself no matter what. Don't let your man's opinion of you change the only opinion that truly matters: your own. This will be the most attractive to any guy.

What should I do to attract a man I go on a date with and how to attract men in general. I want to be attractive to a man so that he would ask me out for a date.

I'm getting closer and closer to who I am and this is a frightening experience. Those voices are saying to me Preety you'll never have it You'll never have it You'll never have it Never.....

These things have been happening to me since many years. Sometimes it feels like a Stab in my heart. I feel like I came alive from my past birth. There was too much karma in my past life. Where was I? What was I doing? Was I longing for someone? I felt like someone had placed their hand on my mouth. I was not allowed to speak. The pain inside of me could never come out..

I've no idea where I'm going. I felt like I was sitting at the graveyard one day. I was wearing a full white dress. Did anyone know me? Was I waiting for someone? Why did I feel like voices were calling me? I felt like I was walking aimlessly in that direction. There was nothing left for me. Nothing left at all. There was only Emptiness and nothingness There was nobody there. Just me and those voices.

I accept

@Ninja_pig please comment wherever but not in my journal. I like to be left alone in journals Just a request. You can pm me any suggestions.

Well this time around I have a good chance to improve myself as a woman and not fuck up again. I have terribly low self Esteem. I've been living in terrible guilt for a long time for not acting right with a man.. I have hated men before I have made mistakes. I have felt punished.. Now I don't think that way about men. I want to be positive. It's possible for me to be a proper girl to a guy without making it fussy. Sometimes I feel like no guy will really like me since I got so many problems. But I'll need to work on myself. There is no option.