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@Arcangelo Leo at least got manhood(to admit) .

Trying hard to focus.. Timestamp - 9. 25 am.

This forum is gone. All trollish answers. The only serious answer was by Leo and it was a seriously great tip that didn't occur to me. I will keep the bottle inside an airtight jar. Also thanks to Harikrishnan, nice tip. Thanks to Annie, I get the spider thing.,maybe I can try in summer Thanks to Arthur, but I don't want thickened or frozen honey. Rest trollish answers, goodbye. Won't pay much attention to the forum anymore (too many ridiculous things) Grateful to all the serious people and their suggestions. Bye.

@Lyubov to be frank there is no point in expecting anything anymore out of such a dynamic, it's an unfulfilled dynamic. It's best to move on and look for better connections. This dynamic is dishonest on their end and a bit gimmicky because it's like there's playing games.

@Lyubov yes. It makes sense If I were you. I wouldn't talk to them because it seems on a subtler level they are playing mind games and that is the root cause of the hurt. They obviously know fully what they've done yet pretending like nothing happened in order to avoid feeling guilty and having to confess their guilt. Instead they love this new game. It seems their ego cannot handle honesty. I'd just leave them for good because they have been hurtful and not even acknowledging this hurt. I'd continue with my life and ignore them because that's what they deserve for what they did and for being emotionally manipulative.

I was going to make a comprehensive list on Hm. That has been heavily on my mind.

I need to break up my journal into time stamps, Bullet points, starters, events, breaks, updates, posting, instructions, chapters, cycles etc. I want to be more proactive with my journals.

Just cut through the bs and come straight to the point.. There's so much energy that needs to be unblocked. I need to seriously start working on myself and reach recovery. I had promised myself in April that I'll be doing shadow work but I got too busy in writing a book throughout June and August and I completely forgot to do shadow work.. Then came the elections and lot of things in between including distractions from my ex that nearly ruined everything that could have been possible. Anyway I'm trying to get back on track after terrible experiences and closures. Want to get my streak back. Holla!!

Oh no please, enough with your 15 mins of preaching, spiritual ego and spiritual fame. Please no more. I took enough from you.

You're right about one thing - villains and monsters get created.

So funny that this is being made out to be about consent and age related when clearly it is about guiding someone who could potentially end up broken hearted and traumatized.

Arc, legally and emotionally are two different things. Just because someone has written on a piece of paper that they are having mental illness by their doctor, does not mean that the person has mental illness. We can pass anything as legal. Yes her age is legal. But is she equipped to deal with this situation? To be honest, if she was matured, she probably would have never wanted to be with a man almost 20 years her senior That itself tells me that she is immature. She would have been with a man slightly older than her, not so much older. Age might not be a problem but life experience gap hugely matters.

@Red-White-Light maybe you can try different techniques of meditation. Some techniques might not produce such effects. You might want to do trial and error. In any case, the best way for me to not suffer derealization is to simply relax and touch everything around me and see it for what it is, be in tune with my biological senses, observe my own body and bodily sensations and usually after doing this the derealization goes away. Also drinking tons of water clears up the imbalances of the chakras that cause such mental dissociation and fog.

Nice.

@Red-White-Light did meditation reduce the derealization? I'm asking because I'm curious. I have been meditating for 3 years now. But I didn't experience derealization

@Red-White-Light did the meditation cause the derealization?

Wonderful. That's a great thing. People seem to be having a tough time with such things. Personally I never drink or smoke. So I probably just don't have any idea how being addicted must feel like. But I can imagine that this must be a tough ride. So glad you're out of such menace.

Have you smoked cigarettes in your life? I don't know how to ask this in the correct grammatical way. Do you smoke? Or have you smoked before? Did you smoke before?

@Arcangelo she is not. 19 means nothing. Most 19 year Olds are emotionally immature.

I heard about Lucy today. It is something you chew to get rid of the addiction Nicotine gum yea

I just need to timestamp myself when I'm in here. I just don't know how time flies by..

@MrBON kind regards to you as well.

@MrBON then what are you exactly complaining about? And what do you seek to achieve from this? I'm done with this discussion with you. It's not going anywhere.. You can keep going on with your narrative that women have it easier and men have it so much harder, but you don't want to see that it can be hard for women as well, I'm not gonna carefully calibrate how much hard it is for each gender. I have no idea where you're going with this. It leads you nowhere other than some black pill mentality that men just can't get women because it's so hard. Look, we have a population of a 7 billion on this planet, wouldn't have been possible if men weren't getting women. Go out and talk to girls. Sitting in a room with statistics and gender study and who has it easy or difficult, what's is this going to do? Yea dating is hard, hard for both gender, there is no obligation in the world that every woman should be made available to a man, if I wanted the best man I'd have to work hard to gain his attention. This is like going for fishing and also complaining how hard fishing is. Well then don't fish if it's so hard. The fish is definitely not flying and dropping on your plate.

@MrBON then don't complain that dating is skewed against men either lol. Men who know how to game right end up getting the women they want and they don't sit around complaining how they have it all bad.

You lost me here. Girls don't approach. Simple.