Preety_India

What was the main emotion in the dream? The feeling of being abandoned.

I usually get a lot of dreams. Dreams hold a value to me. They tell you something that the subconscious mind is probably trying to tell you. This dream felt awkward. Not a nightmare. Just an awkward dream. In the dream, I might lose or win. I'm wearing a full back dress.. Like a black gown. And I am being told that I need to be soft to myself. I'm good at predicting things. So people come to me for predictions. I'm getting famous for predictions. Yet I'm feeling very lonely and misunderstood. So this guy, nice looking guy approaches me and tells me that I need to put more time in myself..

Signed into the forum - 2 mins ago. 12.30 am. It's December 16. Am I really okay?

The need to understand and recover. Letter to self I know how you are feeling. You are feeling cold, abandoned, lonely, helpless and cast aside. But please don't be hard on yourself. Soon it's all going to go away. Things will be good. I know things have been pretty rough.

.. Beautiful.

I just love these tessellations. These make me super happy

(Signed into the forum just now.) Come back to the garden in 1 hour approx. Need to prune leaves..

Don't listen to this video person. He always drums up false statistics and exaggerates dating scenarios from scant dating samples. In general most people value monogamous relationships.

It's just not about forgiveness anymore It's about simply cutting off the toxic supply, not being a doormat anymore. Not allowing a repetition of past mistakes and experiences. Not letting in the same people. Keeping toxic people out for good. One strike rule. One violation. Finish. Keeping your own wellbeing as a priority. Not falling for the same shit again It's not about "forgive him" and move on and let him in again.. It's about truly moving on and not being a fool anymore. Because there is a problem with forgiveness. It's giving another chance to the person to treat you wrong. By cutting off, you stop the throbbing. You don't allow it to happen again. You don't allow yourself to be taken for granted You make a statement. You don't give out free handouts. You make them earn your respect in a proper manner. You don't give them more chances to be disrespectful. So it's not so much forgiveness but more about self protection against future lapses in behavior It's about claiming your right to respect. And even if you forgive you can still cut off. It's about cutting off yourself from the source of toxicity. (sometimes forgiveness becomes an excuse. Forgiveness shouldn't be misused. Forgiveness should not be an alternative duct for that person to repeat the hurt. They should respect your forgiveness ) making a statement that you say no to toxic behavior and that you're smart enough to not put up with it. You have to shut off the toxic tap from supplying toxicity in your life. You make this life a golden ball that is free from any toxic residue. It's just pure.

Signed into the forum 15 mins ago. That is 11.00 am. DECEMBER 15, 2020. can't believe this torturous year is coming to an end.

It's December 15. I didn't drink tea today. I didn't feel that cold. I wore the warmest clothes It's still cold outside.

Focusing on my well being.

I had two weird dreams back to back. In one of the dreams I was trying to cut a deal with a restaurant that was encroaching my room space. It's like part of their dining space was taking up half of my room and I've only recently rented this large room. But very little space is left to me. So I'm telling the restaurant owner to raise a barricade or fence so I can have my own room in peace and quiet and I don't need to see or hear people dining while sleeping in my room. The other dream was that I was going to teach a group of people certain laws and equations. And this big bulky tall guy is with me and we are both doing this work. And we decide to go check a particular place where they sell equipment necessary to set up the class. I'll telling him that we can get this box and put some stuff into the box. And use a set of plastic cubes for counting. In the middle of it all, I'm reminded that I got to write letters to myself.

Sometimes I'm not able to decide under what journal a particular thing needs to be filed.

It's not the job of the government.

I ate a nice meal last night..

It's more about inner consciousness than obedience.

I like this gif Step 1: Pick a journaler you want to send good vibes to. Step 2: (optional) Play the song and look at the gif Step 3: Hold them in your loving awareness for 5+ min. Step 4: Tag them after you are done.

Signed into the forum at 3.20 am.