Preety_India

Would you go for a plain Jane born in a poor neighborhood who looks like an average regular everyday nerd from the classroom?? No. Because she doesn't leverage your value as a man. A rich/famous hot woman does. Men dream of Victoria Secret Supermodels to bang. Why don't they dream of the local librarian or girl next door? Because they see a better survival value, more power in a hot woman. They want a hot woman they can boast about ??, they can't do that with an average or ordinary street woman Talk about double standards. Men do what women do. Just different ways, same destination. Attraction towards hot women is also based in survival, although not visible on top

@Preety_India so will you spend your whole life, having a shitty family that you were born into, poverty that you were born into, low social status that you were born into (this stays as it is for the rest of your life and is pretty much determined by your race in this world), basically born loser, and then you have a host of things that are gonna miss out on as a result of being born in a fucking poverty ridden dysfunctional family, the price doesn't just end there, there are just many many things that you would never know that the rich man knows, many things that you are deeply deprived of, you are oblivious to those things, you will never be made aware of those things, they don't become a part of your fabric, all those good things are separated from you.

Men don't play survival games? News!!!

@Preety_India there are many things that tie in with spiritual growth that you are deprived of. Poverty is not just poverty, it is also spiritual poverty

@Preety_India and you are basically deprived of everything because you are born in a third world country So you dont know much because you are literally dumbed down, infantilized and even blamed for all that infantilization. You are acting dumb and you don't even know it and the smarter ones grow on the better side of the tracks And not only will you never have their success but you will also be deprived from all the other trappings that go along with that success like emotional intelligence and spiritual upliftment Spiritual Abuse??????????????? In this regard jealousy comes in as a handy emotion to have, because in order to succeed you need to be jealous of what is successful.

@Preety_India There are many dimensions to this.. Physical awareness Emotional awareness Social awareness Intellectual awareness Moral awareness Ethical awareness Spiritual awareness (which is the highest form of awareness)

@Preety_India And then there is the problem of the Hyper Ego This ego is necessary in circumstances where you have to survive no matter what. There is something called as a fragile ego. I'm aware of that. But I think there is also something called as a hyper Ego. It makes you defensive but that's exactly what you need

. You need to get through it.

@Preety_India When you are stuck somewhere forever and it's really hard. To get out of it. And then there is this whole thing where you still haven't reached that breakthrough point, a breakthrough stage where you finally go into a super survival zone and you have to fight so hard that you eventually get over it. That's the thing that Satan won't allow. He won't allow opposite forces to rise in rebellion against circumstances so keeps things bad enough but not too bad. Not so bad that you eventually rebel and overcome. You never get that breakthrough.

You need that if you really want this to be done. Sometimes I think if the battle is worth it.

Things that you were never exposed to Things that you were always insulated from (not in a good way). Things that you were meant to learn and integrate, but never given the opportunity for. Things that you figure out later on in life and you realize that you should have figured them out long time ago.

Being oblivious is the worst crime.

@Preety_India it's not just information in your hands but also the processing of this information that counts. This is an aspect of intelligence and not an aspect of exposure.

@Preety_India what if I had all the knowledge in the world? How would it feel?

@Preety_India Sometimes I feel bad for the people who argue for nothing. Who against whatever I say because there is some ego defense mechanism going on. I pity them because they do not know. Things that I know, that they are denying simply for denying Yet they are completely oblivious to the same truths they are trying to deny and overlook, this in itself is a lack of awareness, not only the lack of awareness in regard to the truth but also the lack of awareness in regard to the denial/ego defense mechanics directed to this truth. To be aware of your own lack of awareness is hyperawareness.

@Preety_India make sure that you look at things the way they are and not what you think they are or ought to be. This is an essential part of hyper awareness.

@Preety_India The scope of life and existence is extensive. You can't cover it without hyper Awareness You need to be aware of every little thing while navigating this extensive space.

Just think about how much was stolen from you. The things that you aren't aware of, the things you don't know and will probably never know..... I think that is the worst form of spiritual abuse.

Taking back my voice.

What I can give?

Love is like dried flowers sometimes. Even though you watch the petals shrink and change colour, you cannot help treasuring them.

There is this barrier in between deciding whether complaining is worth it and or complaining is an indication of lack of acceptance in itself. Yes. I don't know. Not sure. Not sure if complaining good or If complaining only adds to the list of accusations already hurled in my direction.

This issue or facet of existence needs a lot of decoding

I get distracted so easily. It can take a lot out of me. What is life at the end of the tunnel?

@Preety_India sometimes I ponder on two types of selves. The normal self and the higher self. There is so much to be done that sometimes I just give up