Preety_India

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  1. I think aaaak is helping me grow tremendously.
  2. @Leo Gura, by your logic, even beauty is a social construct? But people tell me that attraction is chemical based? Especially all the people here.
  3. I enjoy both your long videos as well the short ones. Don't change what you do. I love the long videos. You don't need to constantly want to tailor to audience needs. It's also about how you want to present. You do an excellent job. Why should you worry? Hmm.
  4. @Leo Gura Watching this video right now. Commented as well. I'll need to rewatch to see if it debunks the chromosomal argument.
  5. So aaaak doesn't judge you when you do things but only on the day of judgement. He knows you inside out. He doesn't know what you are going to do in future or what the future holds but future circumstances have little impact on him, neither past, present or future can impact him and so he doesn't need to worry about that.. But he knows your past and he sees through your soul and so he is aware who you are and what your about.. You can't escape his eternal ever present gaze. You can't escape his sharp eye. He has a bird's eye view of everything. You can't escape his watch. He knows exactly what youre doing, as though everything of you, both inside and out is fully visible to him. He knows who is a friend and who is a foe. Whatever you're doing is visible to him, nothing can ever escape, in a way he is like an invisible police..
  6. His judgement is sharp.
  7. Sometimes I need a lot of these to keep moving.
  8. The best thing about aaaak is that absolutely nothing escapes him and he fears no one. You cannot criticize because he cannot be criticized since he is not in human form. He is ageless, timeless, fearless and eternal. Just eternal truth shining solemnly. No glamour nothing He stands there fearlessly as a witness to whatever is going on without judgement letting you do as you wish. He doesn't wish to interrupt what you're doing although he can If he wants to. He is a force, that is greater than any force of nature. He can break the mountains, cause a hailstorm, blow up your plans, but instead he chooses to watch what you are doing. This does not mean that aaaak does not have any power. He does. But he chooses to use it to punish who sin, protect the weak and helpless, teach lessons to those who break rules. He is not phased by what you think or say about him. Because in no way will you ever be able to hurt him, his power is such, its like hitting on a hard rock, no wind rain, fire or force can destroy this enormous power, the rock won't break and so no evil can ever hurt the indestructible. However he does get hurt when he sees the innocent suffering, the gullible dying, the weak trembling. And he wants to protect those who come to him for help. His eyes are kind. He does not babysit you or speak sweet words but He speaks wise words that will liberate you from your pain and show you the way towards eternal growth and sanity. He will point to what's necessary for you, what's good for you and what's right for you. He will help you with your struggles. He will rescue you where you fall. He will conquer the Beast before the beast can touch you.
  9. So I just finished the facial reconstruction for aaaak and this is the face I created for him. In my mind this is how ☚?? aaaak should look. A sinister expression on the face.
  10. In order to get aaaak's vibe, I need to do facial reconstruction of aaaak to get an exact understanding of his expressions and vibe and general demeanor.. Off I go.
  11. The thing about aaaak is that he really puts you through a lot of shit tests. If Satan has his way of testing your goodness and strength and determination, then Aaaak has his own way of being savage and test your truthfulness and sincerity. He tests your rigor and devotion for truth.
  12. https://www.actualized.org/forum/profile/1-leo-gura/
  13. What does aaaak really value? Aaaak values high integrity, morality, pure intentions, sincerity, truthfulness, love, compassion, honesty, virtue, determination. Aaaak wants to remind me to always look at truth and never betray one's conscience.. Aaaak punishes bad karma. He rewards good behaviour or truthful behavior. He protects the innocent and goes after perpetrators. Aaaak turns a dear ear to liars. He will easily call out someone's bullshit. He will look straight through your soul. Aaaak maintains peace and order.
  14. Focus only on Leo and work Leo Profile Main Table Cassia is very interested in art and designing. She is very creative I need to build her character as I go along.
  15. I often ask what are the 3 roles that I want to play And this morning I had three fictitious characters in my mind. A graffiti girl A bikers girl And a tough guy/ good guy 's assistant
  16. I tried doing that. But it doesn't work
  17. Not at all. Why does it matter to you?
  18. So I decided Cassia should look like this. And I decided to embody cassia in my life. I want to be the Graffiti girl.
  19. Aaaak stares you into your eyes. Directly. Aaaak doesn't care about your manipulations.
  20. Today is a bright morning. A bright day Cheers to myself!!
  21. @Proserpina yea. I have some compassion for the mentally ill. Not too much. Just some. I can't be dishonest. That's against my inner faith. I have to be very honest when it comes to mental health and the perspectives surrounding it.. Compassion in real life is not as easy as people make it out to be. I can give a mentally ill person a million online hugs. I'll come out looking good, like a champion in front of people. But I don't live for such ego stroking. I better say it as I feel it.. It won't do any good if I coddle someone and tell them that there are no consequences to what they do. That in my mind is falsehood and pretense. I rather say the truth. The brutal truth is that mentally ill people affect millions of people everyday. They ruin lives. The sooner they understand this and work on themselves the better for the world. People shouldn't be guilted into putting up with them. Because it's easy to sit in an armchair and bark out platitudes, the person who first hand experiences the disaster created by mentally ill people, will only know the truth. You might want to read something called Compassion Fatigue. Some people cannot have enough compassion in such situations because things can be literally insane. So asking for compassion when the person has reached their wit's end in dealing with the mentally ill is also a sign of exploitation. Those who wish to cut off such people and be free, let them be free of such suffering. They didn't come into this world signing up to deal with such mess Not their lot.
  22. @Proserpina well maybe that's your take on it. My personal experience has taught me to stay away from all that shit because it keeps repeating unless they go for hard solutions. It can be increasingly overbearing on a person to keep forgiving (I've done that with people in my life only to be assaulted again ). People want to be sympathetic towards people who have mental issues. Some sympathy and compassion should also be granted to those who become sufferers of these repeat offenders. You only realize when you become a victim of a psychotic person stalking and chasing after you, ruining your peace of mind and giving you nightmares. After all the harm caused when the person seeks an apology, it feels pointless and empty. Because in that moment all understanding for the suffering of a person is lost If I have to care about myself, I need to let go of such toxic people in my life rather than forgiving them constantly and keep becoming their punching bag. Sorry my life is too precious to be wasted on someone's psych breakdowns